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"The word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced out by sadness" ~unknown

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I toss and turn in my bed sheets. Midnight awake and this time I'm to scared to go outside and hangout with JJ. Would JJ even be awake or would he be seated in his room, afraid like me. Are all the others afraid? Are the others scared? Who is doing this, when can this madness end? Question after question full my mind. All I want to do is go home, to wherever I live. To my own life, to my own future. I'm excited to what life has in store for me next, if I can ever figure out who's behind this nightmare and put an end to this.
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I tossed and turned again. I try different sleeping positions in bed, different angles to place my head. I need sleep. I need to clear my thoughts. I need sleep. I need to clear my thoughts. I need sleep! I need to clear my thoughts! I NEED SLEEP! I NEED TO CLEAR MY THOUGHTS! Nothing, nothing works. Nothing, nothing nothing. Slipping and slipping. That's what i feel myself doing, slipping away from what I call 'life'. No, I-I need to hold on. Get threw this madness! Just, lay back down and try to get some shut eye...
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Nothing works. I heave myself out of the bed, and I'm forced to look at the blank, cracking, broken white walls. I hate it, it give the atmosphere a darker look. I don't like it one bit, Sam I am! It reminds me of a hospital wall, or like an asylum. At least I'm not tied up or tied to something...
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I shuffled out of bed and out the door, what am I going to do out here? I look to Ethan's door to see a big, red, sloppy 'X' placed onto their. This gives me shivers as I quickly shuffled over to Tobi's room.
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Please be awake, please be awake. I thought to myself as I banged on his door. One bang, two bang, three bang, four. Home much longer until Tobi opens this door?
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"Vik-oof! You can stop banging on my chest now" Tobi spoke to me as he took hold of my hands. I don't even realize that he opened the door. "What do you need?"
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"S-sleep" I stuttered. I looked into his room, it was exactly like mine. Cracked, chipped plain white walls. I looked over to his bed, it was exactly like mine.
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"This might be weird, but would you like to come sleep with me?" He offered. I nodded my head as he strolled me over to his bed. He carefully tucked me in first, then climbed in himself. We were facing each other. I still couldn't relax, still couldn't sleep..
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"T-thank you" I told him as I we starred into each others eyes. He smiled and rubbed my back. The rubbing soothe me and I slowly closed my eyes and the long awaited slumber took me away.

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