Chapter 18: we know what we want
BTS had their rehearsal today. most of them are tired from over-pack schedules. well, obviously since they had a week off, so they had to catch up a lot for their comeback. seeing that everyone is tired, taehyung decided to prepare some snacks for the members. he walks towards the office's pantry.
hoseok saw taehyung leaving. he glance at jungkook. 'why the hell is he staring at jimin that long?' he thought to himself as he sees jungkook keep stealing glances to jimin. jimin was so oblivious that he didn't notice about that. or maybe, he's to busy laughing at jin's dad jokes.
hoseok decides to talk to taehyung. it's been so long and he knew he missed the boy so much!
"urm... tae..." he leans on the pantry's door, greeting taehyung. obviously, he didn't know what to say... he just wanted to talk.
taehyung was shocked. he knew that voice. his eyes gets teary. he never thought that he could hear those voice calling his name ever again. yes, taehyung never stopped loving hoseok. sometimes he felt guilty towards jungkook as they're dating but he still loves hoseok more. taehyung decided to not turn around. he's afraid that hoseok would see him teary.
"...... yeah. do you need something, hyung?" he tried his best to make his voice as calm as he can.
"i wanted to say sorry... its been too long... i've been stupid this whole time. i've hurt you when i should have not. i'm just jealous. seeing you with other guys makes me feels insecure. i'm not good looking, nor i have lots of money compared to those guys... i'm just... i'm scared of losing you. but i hhaven't realized that what i did, my actions makes me lose you. so... it's my punishment and i.... i'm happy that you're happy." hoseok was about to leave when taehyung throw a wet towel towards hoseok's head. it makes hoseok turn around real quick to see taehyung in tears.
"JUST HOW STUPID COULD YOU BE JUNG HOSOEK?? DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT I'M THAT LOW CHASING MEN FOR THEIR LOOKS AND WEALTH?? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU?? HOW CAN YOU ACCUSE ME THAT WAY?? YOU'RE STUPID! FOOL! AND I HATE YOU!" taehyung shouts his heart out.
"tae..... i know! i'm such a jerk for leaving you! i know that! and i regret every steps that i take... i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i'm sorry...." hoseok fall on his knees, crying.
how much that hoseok wants to runs towards taehyung and hugs him theres no word to express that. but he can't. taehyung was no longer his. he belongs to jungkook now.
"I wish for your happiness. i believe that jungkook is capable enough to make you happy" hoseok stands on his feet trying to leave.
no
no
no
taehyung screams in his heart. he didn't want hoseok to leave. but he knew, it's too late for him. hoseok have someone else too now.
"........ i hope you're happy with jaebum hyung" taehyung mumbles but loud enough for hoseok to hear. hoseok froze at taehyung's word. he turns around in confuse.
"i'm--- i'm not dating him." he didn't know why taehyung said that nor he didn't know why he's so eager to clear taehyung's misunderstanding.
taehyung was shocked at hoseok's confessions.
"but... you're... you're always with him! you're even living together! i thought-- i thought that--"
"it's a lie. saying that i'm always going out with jaebum is a lie. i did stay at his place, but just for two weeks. then i rarely met him. i stayed with my noona." hoseok tried his best to explains himself to taehyung.
taehyung runs towards hosoek and pulled him for a hug. he cried all he wants in hosoek's chest. hoseok was surprised but he didn't take long to hug taehyung back.
"stupid! you're stupid!" taehyung mumbles in his cries.
hoseok pats taehyung's back. "i know... i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i love you"
"i love you too hyung." taehyung decided that he need to talk to jungkook. they need to end this fake relationship between them!
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jungkook was sitting with the members. he keeps on glancing at jimin. he didn't know why, but he likes seeing jimin laughing at jin's jokes. how he missed this side of jimin. this side that he fell in love but too blind to realized that.
namjoon saw how jungkook keeps on glancing at jimin. he needs to help them settle their stupid problems.
"jimin ah, can you get our planner in my studio? we need to check our schedule thoroughly." namjoon taps jimin's shoulder.
"okay hyung, i'll get that now." jimin smiles and walks to namjoon's studio.
"here's your chance dude, don't messed things up, fix it! don't hurt him anymore." namjoon looks at jungkook as soon as jimin gets out of the dance room.
jungkook was surprised at namjoon's words but i didn't take long for him to stand up and chase after jimin. as soon as he step into namjoon's studio, he saw jimin was searching for namjoon's planner.
"hyung" jungkook calls out for jimin.
jimin was surprised to hear jungkook's voice so he turn around facing jungkook. his face asks for jungkook's explanation in why he's in namjoon's studio.
"i have something to tell you..." jungkook looks straight into jimin's eyes.
"what? are you okay jungkook ah?" even though he said that he wanted to erase his feelings towards jungkook, but he couldn't stop himself from worrying about the boy or his members.
"no. i'm fine.. it's just that... i'm... NO! I"M NOT FINE!" jungkook shouted.
jimin flinched as he heard jungkook shouted.
"hyung i'm going crazy! i couldn't stop thinking about you! i missed you so much and i-- i don't know-- just please come back. i need you." jungkook let out his feelings.
"jungkook. what are you trying to say? you're being ridiculous." jimin turns his back towards jungkook and starts searching for namjoon's planner again.
"hyung, i... i'm in love with you!" jungkook confessed.
jimin froze as he heard those words coming out from jungkook's mouth.
"what about taetae? you've been in love with him for such a long time aren't you?" jimin turns again facing jungkook again. his heart stings so much from jungkook's confessions.
"i.... i..... i don't-- know" jungkook was shocked at jimin's questions. he didn't think about taehyung. he forgot that he's in a relationship with taehyung. but he knew what he want, what his heart wants. he wanted jimin. but really, what about taehyung? he promised him that he'll look after taehyung, making him happy. he's confused now.
jimin heart was crushed at jungkook's expression. he knew it. jungkook didn't love him. jungkook just missed him just like how the other members missed him.
"jeon jungkook. i've been chasing you for like... i don't even realize how many years have past since i fell in love with you. for all time, you've never look at me. never! not even once" jimin tried to be strong. he's determined to let go, so he must be strong. he's happy with jinyoung now.
"jungkook ah, i'm tired... i'm just tired of everything.. i'm going to stop now.. hope you're happy" jimin walks out of namjoon's studio. leaving jungkook dumbfounded there, speechless.
for all this time? he didn't know that jimin is in love with him? how could he be so stupid to not realized this?
jimin walks back to the dance room, empty handed.
"hyung, sorry i couldn't find your planner. ummm i'll take my leave now, jinyoung hyung is waiting downstairs. i'll see you guys tomorrow" jimin bids his goodbye without letting any members chance to speak.
"what have gotten into him? he looks fine just now" yoongi said, disbelief at jimin's mood changed.
"namjoon, did you do something?" jin glanced at namjoon, trying to dig the truth from namjoon's mouth.
"i-- i just let jimin and jungkook talk. that's all" namjoon said nervously.
"good, now things have gotten worse." yoongi stand up to find jungkook. he's getting sick of things happening to his members. sooner or later, this problem should not be left hanging like this.
"jungkook ah" yooongi calls jungkook who seems to fall on his knees, spacing out.
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