jimin reached home early that night. it was only 11 pm at night. but to jungkook, it's like jimin had been out for far too long. jungkook was waiting for jimin whole day long. he even neglected taehyung that day. taehyung was asking jungkook to accompany him shopping but he was not interested. his mind is full with jimin only. in the end, taehyung went shopping with jin and namjoon. yoongi was not here all day since he went out to meet his boyfriend sungjae. 

jungkook heard the door being opened, he quickly rush to the door. 

"oh jungkook. going somewhere?" jimin asks in surprised. he never thought that the first face he would see is jungkook. 

silence

"where are others?" jimin asks again thinking that the whole apartment is in complete silence. 

silence again. 

jungkook was just standing the looking at jimin. jimin knew that something was wrong. but he's just not in the mood for jungkook right now. it's not like he's stop loving jungkook. no! he still loves jungkook. but he's hurting as much. jimin just walk past jungkook, walking to his bedroom. jungkook snapped jimin's hand and pull him towards himself. 

"where the hell have you been jimin?" jungkook was furious. 

jimin was shocked. he never thought that jungkook would be that rude to him. 

"what is wrong with you? mind your language, i'm older than you jungkook." jimin was frustrated.

"like hell i care! you just went out on a date with-- with who the hell is that guy?? so you think that someone actually care about you now?"

"jungkook! what have gotten into you? who am i going with had nothing to do with you! just go take care of your taehyung!" jimin yelled back at jungkook. 

jungkook was furious at jimin's words.

"yeah i will, because taehyung is worth to be loved! you're just jealous of him because seriously who would care about you? you don't deserve to be loved by him! you're just-- just nothing!" jungkook didn't realized what he said. 

jimin froze there. he doesn't believe what jungkook just said. did jungkook really just said that?

"thanks jungkook. you just made me realize that i'm just nobody. i don't deserve to loved. thanks" tears slowly streaming down jimin's cheeks. he stormed out from their house, crying. 

jungkook froze. he wanted to chase after jimin, but his legs won't move a budge. he didn't know what he's saying. he was mad! he meant nothing of what he just said. 

"god, what have i done?" jungkook falls onto his knees. he doesn't believed what just happened between them just now. 

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jimin runs off from jungkook. he would be lying if he said he wasn't hurt. jimin just run wherever his feet goes. then, he stopped, fall down onto his knees and cries his heart out. his heart broken into pieces. 

'why did i fall inlove with someone like him?' jimin's thought was in complete mess. he took out his phone and dialed jinyoung's number. 

[hey baby 'manggaetteok' what's up? miss me already?]

[hyung....] 

jimin's voice cracked. jinyoung realized the younger's tone. he was worried. 

[jimin ah... what happened? ]

[hyung........ can i..... can i se- see you n- now?] 

jinyoung know immediately that jimin is crying. he gets up, grabs his car keys.

[where are  you? i'm coming]

jinyoung rushed out as soon as jimin told him where he is. 

jinyoung drove as fast as he can until he saw jimin sitting at one of the swings. jimin looked so broken. he got out of his car and walks towards jimin. he squatted in front of jimin and wipes out the tears away. jimin couldn't hold it much longer. he hugs jinyoung tightly and cries all he want. jinyoung's heart break into pieces seeing this boy in front of him. he hugs jimin back and whisper to that he's there for him. 

after half an hour, jimin stopped crying, but he still didn't let go of jinyoung. jinyoung pulls jimin from him to look at jimin in the eyes. 

"jiminie, tell me, what's wrong?" 

jimin said nothing. he doesn't even look at jinyoung at all. jinyoung lift up jimin's chin so that jimin would look at him in the eye. 

"tell me, please. i can't see you broken apart like this. it's hurt me in here" jinyoung puts one of jimin's hand on his chest. 

jimin starts to well up tears again. he told jinyoung everything. from the beginning until what happened just now. he told jinyoung his feelings towards jungkook. jinyoung hurts when he knew about that. he pulls jimin into hug again. he made his decision. 

jinyoung brought jimin to a coffee shop. jimin calmed down himself a lot more since he cried too much just now. 

"jiminie, i thought about this. i really want to take care of you. it doesn't matter what he said. i-- i really like you. would you give me chance?" jinyoung spoke as soon as jimin puts down his cup.

jimin looks into jinyoung's eyes in confusion. 

"do you, want to try it out with me? i mean... want to try date me? we don't have to do anything that you don't like. it's just that, i'll make you happier. i want to. give me a chance please."

jinyoung pulls jimin's hand and hold it tightly. 

"i-- i don't know hyung. you know how i felt about jungkook. i don't think i can. we barely know each other. i'm.... i'm sorry." jimin pulls away his hand but jinyoung reach for it again. this time, he look straight into jimin's eyes. 

"move in with me. get to know me. i'll do the same. just give me a chance to make you happy. i really do like you." jinyoung was serious. 

"what??" jimin didn't know how to react. 

"think about it. you can get away from jungkook. at least until you didn't have any feelings towards him anymore. yeah you still get to see him but you're not going to see him all day. plus, i'm happy with you by my side. aren't you happy being with me?" 

jimin said nothing. it's not that he's not happy being with jinyoung. it's just that he's not ready. but a part of his heart wants to get away from jungkook. he wants to end everything. jinyoung does have a point there. 

"ummm... o-okay hyung. i'll move in... but about the relationship part... i-- i really don--"

"jimin ah... let's just give our relationship a name first. i don't mind if you have feelings for jungkook for now because i'll change that. be mine first, worries about everything later. would you?" 

jimin wants to. he wants to start a new. he wants to give jinyoung a chance.

"okay hyung. but i can't promise you anything." jimin looks down again. 

jinyoung was satisfied. he told jimin to let him know when he's ready to move in. jimin just nods. after leaving from that coffee house, jinyoung send jimin back to bangtan's house. 

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jimin was hesitated to enter his own house. he was not ready to face jungkook.  he hopes that jungkook was not there. but he's wrong. all members are there, worried sick. he saw jungkook's face. 

"jimin ah! where have you been? you didn't answers you phone. we were worried about you!" taehyung jumps and pulls jimin into hugs. jimin hugs his bestfriend back. 

"taetae, i was out for a while." 

"i know that you enjoyed your date. but this is not the time to come home!" yes, jin is mad. he was worried especially when jimin was not picking up his phone. 

"sorry hyung. i got carried away." 

"did jinyoung just send you home or did you come back by yourself?" namjoon start asking. 

"jinyoung-hyung sent me home just now." jimin answered namjoon's questions without looking. 

jungkook didn't know how to react. he's mad that jimin was out with jinyoung again. but he know he made a mistake. so he just keep quiet. 

when everyone goes into their bedroom, jungkook hold jimin's hand. he wants to apologize. 

"hyu-- hyung! i'm sorry... i don't know what i'm saying. i was-- i was mad. i'm not in my right mind! i didn't mean any of those! i'm sorry.. i'm so sorry for hurting you" 

jungkook's eyes gets teary and jimin knows he's sincere. jimin tried to shut his heart to jungkook. he's hurt so much even though jungkook said he didn't meant that. 

"i forgive you." jimin said that and went to his room, leaving jungkook alone. 

jungkook spend the rest of the night feeling guilty. 

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