I slowly open my eyes. I look around. Indy is there. She's checking the monitors and all the other doctor things. I feel stronger for some reason. I feel better. I'm feeling fine. 

'I-Indy?' She looks at me, she didn't expected me to be awake. 

'Hey.' she says. 'What's wrong? You need water, medi-'

'No, I don't need anything.' I interrupt her. Indy is a little bit amazed that I sound perfectly fine. 'I just...- I need to see Jack. Can I just dress up and go to him?' Indy sighs. 

'Are you sure that-'

'Yes! I'm completely sure!' I say. 'I feel completely fine, really. I'm just as amazed as you! But I feel...- I don't know actually...' Indy thinks. She taps with her nails on the board. 

'Fine, but Corbyn and Christina are coming with you!' 

'Okay, fine! Chill!' 

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After I dressed up, I grab my coat. I put it on and try to hide the wires of the infuses so good as possible. The packet with medicines are on my back so I don't have to walk around with a pole next to me. I walk out the room and look around. I smile when I look to Christina and Corbyn. They're both on the bench next to my room. And they're asleep. Christina lays against Corbyn and Corbyn holds her firmly. I smile. I look around, no doctor is in my surrounding. I look to Christina and Corbyn again. Then I walk quickly to the stairs. I walk down, one stair, two stairs, three stairs. I quickly put on my hoodie and pass the camera's quickly as possible. I walk outside and look around. 

A small layer of snow lies on the ground. The trees are covered with snow. Sparking white snow crystals fall down. The cold air comes on my skin. I smile when I see several children playing in the snow. I take a deep breath and look around. 

'Let's go to Jack...' I walk to the park. It's faster when I go trough the park then when I take a side road. I walk through though the park and look around. Everything seems to shine because of all the snow. I feel my phone vibrating. I grab it and open it. It's a message from Mila. I sigh and open it. 

Mila: What do you think of my new look?  

A picture follows. I frown. She exactly looks like me. Blonde hair, just like mine, a piercing in her ear. The only thing that's different about our face is that she has brown eyes instead of blue. 

'Nina!' I put my phone in my pocket and turn around.

'Oh hi.' I say when Corbyn and Christina run to me.

'What are you doing here?' Christina asks. 'Come on, you have to get back inside.'

'Eh, no.' I say. 'Chris, Indy allowed me to go to him.' 

'You- Oh, really?' I nod. 'Oh... Well.. Then we're coming with you.'

'Do you have to?'

'We're not going to be with you when you're talking with him, but Indy told us to come with you.' Corbyn says.

'Okay, fine. Can we hurry?' I ask. Christina smiles.

'Come on, let's go.' she says. 

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Corbyn opens the door. He walks in and I close the door behind us. 

'Hey guys!' I say when I walk in. Everyone turns around.

'Hi, Ni- What happend to you?!' Jamie shouts. Christina, Corbyn and I start to laugh. 

'Guys, this is serious she has a infuse!' Daniel says.

'I know, Daniel.' Corbyn laughs.

'We know.' Christina says. 

'Are you the sick friend?' Zach asks. 

'Where is Jack?' I ask Jonah.

'He's practising.' he says. 'Second door on the left side.'

'Thank you!' I walk to the hall and look around. I walk to the second door on the left and put my hand on the handle. 

I take a deep breath. What will I say to him first? I'm sorry? I'm ill? I want to open the door, but I can't find the courage to open it.  My heart is racing in my chest. I take a deep breath again, search for the courage, but can't find it. 

I was just standing there. For I don't know how long. Just staring at my hand on the handle. I let go of the handle and go with a hand through my hair in frustration. Muted music comes from the other side. I recognize the song directly. It's free. I one of my favorite songs. Why? Because This is how I feel. I'm a battle. And in this battle, I will fight for him, so I can be free.

'If the sky falls I'll catch it. Just to steal you a star.'

I look at the door again. Why do I suddenly feel like something wrong is going to happen? I feel like once I open the door, I'll regret it right away.

'I'll ride it to battle for you. Just so we could. We could be free, we could be free. We could be free, we could be free.' 

I touched the door handle again. With nervousness, I slowly opened the door. My eyes immediately began to water when I saw what is happening inside the practice room.

'We could be free, we could be free. We could be free, we could be free.'

Jack and a girl. They were kissing each other. But my heart breaks even more, when I see who the girl is. It's Mila. My sister. I had to know that she had a thing for Jack. It was way to obvious to ignore it. The tears are rolling over my face. 

'Wow, Mila, what?!' Jack pulls Mila away. 'What did you- Nina?!' 

Why am I crying? We're not together anymore. He has the right to go with someone else. 

'I-I-I', s-sorry to interrupt.' I say.  I struggle to let out. Jack jumps up and walks to me. I shake my head and run. I quickly walk through the hall. I hear his voice calling my name. He's getting closer. I'm walking back to the others. I'm wiping the tears away. I'm crying so much, It hurts so much. It's all my fault. 

I walk to the others and look immediately for Christina and Corbyn.

'Nina, are you okay?' Jamie asks immediately.

'Where are they?' I ask. 'C-corbyn and Christina.'

'I'm here, what- Oh my gosh, sweety.' Christina walks around a corner and walks to me. She hugs me tightly. 'What happend? Why are you crying? What did that asshole do to you?!'

'It's my fault.' I sob. 'I shouldn't have come here.'

'What's wrong? Please tell us.' Zach says. 'We haven't seen you in a long time. And now that your here again, you're a crying mess. Tell us what's wrong.'

'Nina? Why are you crying?" I hear his familiar deep voice. I pull away slowly from Christina's hug. I see Corbyn walking towards us.

'Corbyn, please get me out of here...' I say. He hugs me immediately when he reaches me.

'What did Jack do?' He asks. At his mention of the name, I hear something. 

'Mila, leave me alone! You've done enough!' The door opens.

'Please get me out of here...' 

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 cliffhanger !! XD