mark_tuan

actually, forget what i
said about being happy

i know, i wrote that i'm
happy as long as you are,
but how happy can
someone be, whose
happiness depends from
only one other person?

how can i truly be happy,
if it's not me that decides it?

i think that ones happiness
is the result of several factors
added together such as:
loving yourself, your
environment, people around
you, how you are treated,
accomplishing goals...

coming to my person: i really
do not love myself, my
environment sucks, the only
people around me ignore me
or don't even know that i
exist, i'm treated like i am
nothing and i don't have
other goals then your
happiness

wow.

when was that one moment
in my life, that one parting
of the ways, where i took the
false way, where everything
went wrong?

i truly don't know but wow.

again, i'm sorry for spamming
you, but i just can't help it

i love you

♥️

_______

i hope you like it💚