Jasper's POV

I closed the door behind me and leaned against the wall. I sighed. It's him. He's giving off that addicting smell. Suave. Suave. Suave. Oh his voice it's so innocent and loyal. Why? God why? I could listen to it all day for some reason.

His name, his smile, those eyes, that scent! I stay by the door and slowly breath in his scent.

It's just so good. But he's just a Butler. How can he be giving off that scent? I slowly walked to my room not wanting to leave really. I opened and closed the door behind me falling to my bed.
I closed my eyes. I haven't slept in a while might as well now. I drifted of to sleep and dreamed.

At first it was dark then I was walking in a garden. I looked around and saw a rose bush. I went over to pick one but someone's hand grabbed one for me. I looked at the person didn't show their face. The person pricked there finger on the rose but didn't seem to care. The scent hit me and the person gave me the rose and I could see there face. Suave.
Then my dream changed and I was running. I don't know where to but I have a feeling it's bad.  Like really bad but I don't know why. Tears streamed down my face. Why? I kept running towards something. Yelling things. I was almost there,  to thing I was running to when I heard a knock and woke up.

I sit up and look around and my door was knocked again. "yes?" I said.

"breakfast is ready sir Jasper. " a maid said. Was it already morning? I looked at time And it was. I was surprised and got up yawning. I put on some clothes and stretched a bit walking out.

I went to the big table and sat on the end. On the other end were My father and Encre of course staring at each other as always. Its like this every morning... Evening ... Night ... Basically all the time.

I ate the bone marrow. Delicious. I finished quickly and saw maids scurry to pick up the plates and clean them. I got up and went to music lessons early. I was taught by Mr. Guice. Apparently my Father can play good even better than him. But he never plays anymore for some reason. I don't know why.

I played a couple notes but failed at the last one. I heard someone enter. "Good morning sir Jasper." Mr Guice said. "Good morning. " I said.

He showed me a new song which by far had to be my favorite so far.

Work ugh. Its mostly just paper work the real work is done by my father. So boring.

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The day passed quickly because of that. And I sighed.
Its almost dinnertime and I couldn't stop thinking of suave. The dream. The scent. His voice. Everything. Why him? Why now? Why do i find his scent so enticing. Its just ah so good.

I closed my eyes and breathed through my mouth. No. I can not be thinking these things. This scent will go away with time. His voice will become like one of the maids and be normal to me. He is not important. I need to stop thinking these things now.

I heard a knock and I open my eyes. I breathed through my mouth still. "Who is it?" I say looking at the door.

The door opened and suaves head went through. "Um my lord dinner is ready." he said. I could barely handle everything about him. God.

I nod and stand up. I stop breathing through my mouth and smell his scent. It will go away. Might as well enjoy it while I can.

I walk over and he walks to the dining room. I follow looking at how tall he was. In a few months I will be taller than this butler. Because of the monthly cup of blood. I only have a few months till I mature. And grow to full height. I already am superior. But I want to be able to look down at them.

I walk in and sit in my usual seat. Suave goes and sets the food down. Its smell was almost as good as suaves. Almost.

I dig into the bone marrow.