Manik was recalling their past moments...Manik was lost in his own thoughts....

"Y..Yuvaraj...."Nandini called him from behind...

Manik turned...He immediately keep that diary on there place...

(Thank God Nandini ne nahi dekha...)

"Khana lag gaya hai..."She said politely...

He come outside...She was looking that shelf...

"Dairy"She pov scarily....

"Kahi unhone dekhi toh nahi..."Nandini

She was looking at that shelf....But the dairy had kept on there place properly...She took a relief and left..

They entered in living room...

"Yuvaraj w...will you sit on the floor o..or here.."She pointed towards the chair...

She knew very well last time's incident... That time Manik was hell angry on her...That's why she don't want to repeat that mistake again...She don't want made him angry again.... That was there last dinner and last meet with each other...After that they Will never meet,They will never see each other...
"On chair..."He said coldly..

Nandini immediately placed all the dishes on the table and then Manik sit...

She sat near one chair...But little far....

He was silently eating his food...She was looking at him..But he didn't speak one single word..Between then some awkward silent was present...

It was not the first time when Manik was silently or without speaking any word eating his food..She used to his these type of cold behavior... He never appreciate her food nor just smiled... But sometimes he did that both things too and kissed on her both hands...

His that type of behaviour like cold and sometimes normal which was not new to her....He was difficult to understad she knew that...

He was silently eating his curry chawal...

"Yuv..Yuvaraj do you want something??"Nandini asked in a hopping tone...

But he said nothing..She felt bad..
She looked in his plate and keep one paratha in it...

But that time also he never looked at her nor said anything....She was looking at him with so much hope...

His face was cold like always...Expressionless.....But today his these silent was killing her...Today that volcano was silent who was always ready to explode...Booooommm.....

After finishing his dinner he get up and washed his hands in basin...Nandini gave him napkin.He take it...

He Cleaned his hands and gave her back..

She was looking at him continuously.... She was waiting for his words...But he never looked at her...no reply....She wanted to speak something...

Without looking at her he left from the window....Jese aya tha vese...
He never turned back..He never gave her time to explain anything..never...Nor he spoke...

She was shocked... she was looking at his back figure which was hide in dark.. In a thud she sat on the floor and starts crying...She was crying badly...

Few hours later-She was still crying.. Without Shish Mahal her identity was nothing.. Her one and only one support system was Shish Mahal.. Where she spend her life's 11 years..

Today Shish Mahal gaves her many things but also snatched from her too..

Her Family, her grandmother, her job, her dreams, everything which was the most dearest for her..That was not so easy for her to leave from there...

Thudd...

Before she could understand anything someone captured her lips... But she recognized that touch and silently closed her eyes..But tears was still rolling from her eyes..

But she immediately realised that who was the owner of her lips..She let him do that....She closed her eyes,but tears were still continuously flowing from her eyes...Few sec. later she was also responding slowly.... Manik hold her waist tightly and again deeped his kissed.... Both were breathless but he was not ready to leave her....He was still kissing her lovingly and passionately.....But
Unknowingly she broke there passionate kiss... But he was not in the mood to leave her, but when he see her condition she was panting heavily...He rested his head with her....Both's eyes were closed...They were catching there breath slowly....Nandini hugged him and trying to get back her non stopping breath.... He was caressing her hair and back lovingly and caringly...
But she was still crying and breathing slowly.... And rubbing her back to make her calm dowm.... she was sobbing..Her tears makes his shirt wet..

But he never stopped her...She was badly crying in her arms..And he knew that the reason of her tears.. why??

She more tightly hugged him..Silent tears was also rolling from his eyes...

"I... I... I..."Nandini was still breathing little heavily....

Manik was hearing her words....and making calm her down...

"I... I... I h...ha..te you..."She clutched his jacket more tightly...And hold him more tightly....

But Manik didn't said nor replied in her that statement...He just make his hold more tightly on her...He took her more in his embrace...

These time he never mad at her....

She was sobbing.... He broke there hugged....She was crying, he was looking at her teary face....

"I know...."He smiled faintly and wiped her tears...
"I... I hate you...."she was still sobbing...But she didn't looked at him....

He chuckled faintly...

He made her chin up...But her gaze was still down... He was looking at her lovingly....

Her these statement was genuine he knew it...He expected from her that reaction...

"I know yahi sab aap humari ankho me dekhkar kahe...why are you looking down while saying all these??"Manik was wiping her tears....

She pushed him and left from there...He was shocked and ran behind her....

He came near her room...She was crying and caressing her family pic...

"Y....you know what Amms y...you w..were al...always ri..ght... And I... I am so stupid..."She was crying badly...

He never like her tears. He come near her and sat in front of her..He hold her both hands...

"N...Nandini.."Manik..

But she left his hand immediately...And was about to go but he hold her hand and again made her sit...

"Nandini pl...please listen.."But still she was struggling to come out of his grip... "Please listen to me...My Princess"He was trying to explained her something...

After listening"My Princess"She get angry and angrily pushed him..

"R..really My Princess, really Yuvaraj??"She was looking at him angrily...

He was looking at her shockingly...

"What do you think of yourself?? Jab man chaha tab pass bula liya, jab man chaha tab dustbin ki tarah use kiya, aur Jab man chaha tab no matter what your mood is good or bad mere sath khel liya and after that fenk diya...Do you really think that I am your toy?? I am your puppet??"She greeted her teeth angrily...

Her that side was really new to him... Nandini was hell angry on him... She was always scared of him and from his anger.. She didn't like his that Monster side...

But today she was different from her actual nature-naive,tumid,nerd,scary...

"Then yes you are right I am your
toy, I am your puppet... Happy"Nandini..

"N...Nandini"But she interrupt...

"Then tell me why?? You were left, you said to me that you don't want to see my face, there is no need to do your work, I can leave Shish Mahal,you don't need me, you don't love me, you don't want to keep with me any physical relation, you don't want any servant girl in your life, you want some class,You don't want me in your life, I am not your choice, Me apke type ki nahi hu, I am useless to you,
You don't want to see my shadow, I am just usless for you, I have no class, I am just a bloody servant in your Shish Mahal"She greeted her teeth angrily....

"Nandini I.. I am sor...ry"Manik

"No you don't... You were always lying to me and you are still lying... You are saying that you love me, then Yuvaraj you don't. You don't love me..You just love my body, you were using me and I was fool thinking that it's your bloody right to touch me .Just because of that you are our So called Yuvaraj Manik Singh Malhotra, Prince of the Udaipur Homestead(Riyasat) and we are your Servants, your Dasi that's it.... But on that Island and then usdin Mahal wapas aane ke bad aapne jo muzhse kaha, I was begging ki please don't do these, Shish Mahal is my Home, Please muzhe yahanse mat nikalo, Per padi me aapke, Aapke samne gidgidai(pleading) but aapko tab muzhpar taras nahi aya.. Then again why did you came to meWhy? Aap toh yahi chahte the ki mai iss mahal se chali jau then what is these? Yahi sab kaha tha na apne muze? Listen Yuvraj I was your toy but not now anymore..."Nandini was not in her sense. Right now she was bursting. Otherwise she was very pieceful and silence lover. She never raised her voice on her friends or classmates no matter that how much they bullied her.

"Please listen to me Nandini you were not my toy please understand it"Manik was trying to explain her.

"No you are again lying like always... Everytime you come, muzhe sorry bolte ho and I am also fool jo hamesha aapko maf kar deti hu... I don't know why??You know what Yuvraj for my messed up life, for my every pain only you responsible. Already life gave me enough trouble and pain and now you also adding it.. Please aap ke samne hath jodti hu, aapke paav padti hu but please leave me alone, please stay away please muzhe mere haal par chod digiyein... One more pain I can't bare it"She was hell angry on him.

She was also very tired from life... Everyday she was facing new challenges, new trouble, new problems.. She was tired from all these..Everyday she was fighting and fighting just to survive.. She was only surviving but in reality she dead from inside.. When her Grandmother left her that day from inside she was also dead... Now she was like a dead soul..who is alive but like only like a dead soul...

"Yuvaraj why?? Why did you come?? Aap meri life me kyo ayein?? I was living normal life with my Amms..Then why?? Why did you?? Kyo ayein aap meri life me?? Why??You come and changed everything... You ruined everything, you ruined me, you ruined yourself, you ruined my life.. why?? What is wrong with me?? Kya bigada tha maine aapka?? My Amms was just a servant in your palace.. Tab tak sab thik tha..But when Amms took me with her in Shish Mahal everything had changed... When you have seen me and wahi sab khatam ho gaya.. Everything was finished... You entered in my life you and you starts ruled on me... Then you starts loving me, not only loving me but you were actually obsessed, possessive, mad for me... You always do what you want... But after or before that you never think for other's.. I am your toy that is the truth... Sabkuch toh aapke hisab se hi toh chal raha tha.. I had never stopped you for doing anything with me... You did jo bhi mere saath wo sab sehti rahi aur shayad aage bhi yahi karungi.. I gave you the most precious thing my only sanity, my purity... isse jyada aur Kya de sakti thi aapko...wo bhi de diya... Now what do you want??"

"Do you want my life then Yuvaraj I am already dead with my family.. I am just lifeless now.... But I am sorry I can't give it you these...You know what why kyoki isme aab jaan hi nahi hai, you are loving a dead body... Already I let my Amms down... I don't want to again let her down.. Please don't snatch me her hopes from me.. Till her last breath she was thinking that I am her very good, innocent granddaughter..who will fullfill her all dreams and hopes... If you want I am still ready to give you what you want... You know very well that I will never say no to you... Never ever... My body is always ready to surve you know that... I am only yours.. Without you no one will touche me you know that... Then why you did these to me?? Kyo nikala muze Shish Mahal se bahar?? Why?? You know that in these world no one is there for me, my family-No one... Then why?? You want me and I want to fullfill my Amms last wish.. Aap hi Kehte ho ki life is just a give and take then why you are breaking your own rule... If you want then I will never come again in front of you but please don't do these to me muze yahanse mat nikaliyein... Please atleast tabtak when I will fullfill my Amms last wish please...."She joint her both hands and begging him....

"Na....Nandini what is wrong with you?? D..Don't do these.."Manik hold her both hands...

"You can't do these... I don't like it..You don't do these..No.. You are right I am really a very bad person..These people is thinking about me which is all absuletly correct..."Manuka wiped her tears...

"Yu...Yuvaraj please don't do these..Please I don't want to leave Shish Mahal... Please don't do these with me... Please didn't snatch my Amms dreams from me..please"She begging...

"No Nandini.. You know what I was doing all these purposely just to stay away from you... I was trying many times that... But nahi no pata humse... I can't live without you... That's why aapki itni insult Karne ke bad bhi I came back... But you know what I am doing all these only for you...Jitna aap humare saath rahegi hum utnahi apko aur jyada hurt karenge.. That's why it's better that I will stay away from you... I know Shish Mahal is your lifeline.. Your bread and butter is hear....But I know and you know that also ki I will again hurt you.. You are not safe here... Just because of my selfishness I can't ruined your life... I am already a ruined perosn... And with me I am ruining you too... Which is very bad.... I can't do these... I can't snatch any innocent's happiness, her dreams.. And if she is the most important perosn in my life then no.. I can't... You are right I am ruining your life.. Humara Kya hum toh aisehi hai.. Hume aadat hai in sabki.. But you-you are just a normal girl..She has some vision, some goals in her life..Many responsibilities, many hopes from her but I am I have no any visions, goals, No any future plans, always sucking in bars and always drinking there..Always makes trouble for everyone, hum 24 ghante nashe me dhoot rehte hai hume khudka hosh bhi nahi hota, I can't even handle myself then how will I handle other's... I am the The Rockstar Manik.. Hum gana bhi shouk (hobby) ke liye gate hai, jab man chaha gaa liya, guitar baja Kiya, aur jab gussa ayein tab usi guitar ya usi glass se kisika sir phod diya... I am not serious for anything, I am very careless person..Jise sharab ke nashe me usne Kya Kiya ye tak yaad nahi rehta, jise aaj ka hosh nahi.. everyday media is printing, showing his new monstrous face in front of World he can't do anything in his life..He can only destroyed other's life..."

"Nandini I can't do these with you... Please you have to go..You have to go... You are a very good girl and I will never change myself, hum nahi badal sakte I know it... so it's better you have to leave from here and start a fresh and new life.. I know without Sh ish Mahal is everything will be difficult.. But I know you are a very strong and Self respected girl... you will manage everything... And don't worry about your house.. Aman will manage everything... I will never come again in your life.. I will try my best.. I will try... I can't caged you here for a lifetime.. You have your resposibility and I am irresposible hopeless perosn... You are everything and I am nothing... You deserve a better life, a better perosn.. Jo aapko bahot pyar kare unlike me hum toh aapke saath...."He stopped.

"You just deserve the best in your life.. From childhood to abtak you are facing only problems and problems.. Your life is already very difficult and I am making more worst... I understand that I am not that who is give you every happiness.. I am that guy who is only give pain and sorrow.... I am not your infact I can't be your soulmate.. I realised that I only win your body but not you, not your soul.. I can't.. You are not deserve me.. You deserve only the best and normal life... I can't take you in my dark life again anymore..."Manik said in very painful but determined tone..

"But between these one thing is always true that I love you so much... woh humne humesha aapse bahot shiddat se Kiya hai, aapne jo kaha May be everything is true but one thing is that please believe me I had never betray you.. I loved you always honestly and truly.. I think you don't feel just the way I am feeling for me..You are just fulfilling your duty as a servant...That's it.. You never crosare your limits and I had crossed every limits, every boundary with you..May be according to me which is right and according to you which is wrong... I am toh not mature than you then may be you are correct also.. May be I am stupid.. I am always wrong... Ho sakta hai.."Manik

"You are so innocent so pure and I promised that after that you will always like these.. I will never cross your path again.. I am sure your innocence and honesty will win everyone's heart just like you win here... I AM sorry"Manik smiled sadly...

Manik's all confession was Nandini hearing silently and shockingly...

"Yuvaraj please You can't apologised like these.. Paap(cursed) lagega... King never say sorry to Praja..(people)"Nandini..

"Paap"Manik chuckled...

"Paap toh humne kia hai aapke saath... Bure hum hai..."Manik

"All the best..." Without looking at her he left from there...

Shish Mahal

"Daadisahab I am ready for marriage"Manik said in cold tone....