Flashback

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Nandini was working in kitchen.  Making Pasta and juice.

"Nandini. "Manik was calling her from living room.

"Haan.. Bas it's done. "Nandini in kitchen.

Nandini hurriedly done plating. 

Come with a tray. Manik was watching some football match’s highlights.

She placed a tray on table.

She gave him Pasta and juice.

"Nandini I don't want to eat daily these Pasta and juice. Make some spicy. "Manik said casually.

"B..Bu..But Yuvaraj kuch der 1le you said you want to eat these in breakfast so I just. "Manik Interrupt.

"Ok then fine na.. Ab humara mood nahi hai. Hume aur kuch Khane ka man hai. "Manik said and again concentrate on TV.

Nandini was looking at the breakfast sadly.

Nandini left.

"Nandini listen Aalu Paratha bana digiyein. "Manik said..

Manik and his tantrums. Nandini made for him breakfast and he easily said no.  Just because his mood was change.  But these thing was not new to her. He always did these. And then Nandini again made his choice food. without any complain.

"Nandini in that fridge and side table all necessary things are there just look . Before last 2 days  1le Cabir had come with his friends. "Manik.

Nandini without giving him any response busy in making his fav. Aalu Paratha..

Nandini was busy in making Aalu Paratha.. Little dove was sticking on her hairs and hands filled In dove.

Other side Manik was enjoying his match. Finally he got some time in his back to back hectic schedule..  For a few days only but he is far away from his stardom and royal life.  He want some peace. Away from his glamorous life. Where every people is fake. . where many people are jealous from his success. They want to see him as break down. They want to mess his life..

But here nothing is like that.  He want peace and he get these. His lifeline.. His love.  where he share anything with her. He can express himself without any worry, without any hesitation. Where he had no any limitation, fear, any boundaries of media,gossips,rumours,any scandal. Nothing is like that. .

Here only peace. Where no one judge him. Never ask him why You  did these??Infact here someone is there for him.  Who is understand him.  Never judge him on his behaviour.

All the people and media painted him he is rude,arrogant,egoistic,dominating person.  who is careless, don’t know the definition of respect, who is 24*7 hrs he is in drunken state. . Girls are for him nothing. He never respects any girl nor his co-stars. Never ready to do music albums with any actress. They are dying to throw herself on him. But he never give any attention then respect, just leave it..

in some press conference,

One reporter asked him “Do you believe in love??"

He said (Manik)

"Yes I believe in love. It is just a beautiful felling that you love someone, that you are in love, that someone is love you, He or she is so special for you. Yaa it's a good feeling.."Manik smiled. All clapped for him.

"Sir are you still single?? Or Do You  love someone??"Reporter.

"Um well I am still single.  I want someone special jo hume woh ab tak Mila nahi hai.."Manik.

"But Sir In film industry single rehna it's almost impossible. Most of the stars are atleast for there publicity, for there films, they are doing these types of things.  But In case why You  are not doing all these. ??"Reporter.

Manik chucked little on there question.

"Everyone has there different thinking about love and about there carrier. But basically I have no need to do all these things for my existence.  I am capable to built up my carrier. My music is the most important think in my life. . I am worshiping my music, my work.  I don't think that if I will use these stupid types tricks and then It will help in my carries then let me tell you it's all bullshit,ridiculous. "Manik said in serious tone..

"You have to do every sec hardwork. You have to give your 100% devotion.  You have to be focused and serious.  And main think is don't run behind the money, these fame and specially I am telling you for all boys not from industry but apart from all the fields, Please  don't run behind the girls. It is all useless. In these age we are running behind her and then we spoiled our whole life. So firstly make your present better, achieve something in your life. Then do whatever you want.."Manik. whole conference hall was silently hearing him.

These was unexpected for them. Rockstar Manik Malhotra and serious and philosophical thoughts’

"If she really loves you then she will accept you just the way you are. And it's all for your whole life.. If you are just the way you are present yourself infront of people then they will accept you. Jaise Aap ho. You never want to change yourself for other's.. They have to accept you just the way you are. And in love too. That is the true love. Love is a trust. And if you or your partner trust you then make sure ki don't break each other's trust. Because trust is more important than any other things. If you love someone they go for him/her to any extend. Love her, care for her. Love is like these. If you really love  someone then please always be loyal with her. If your love is true.."

"And rahi bat humare single hone ki then let me tell you I don't want that temporary types of affairs, just like only for one film, for your publicity And then apki film chalegi. These link ups news and all really. ?? That's not my style.. I mean just for some months live with her and then after that on Twitter or on any social networking site pe kehdo we had a broke up. we are single and after that if we again met on some path then ignored them. like seriously it’s that love? I don't think so. "Manik..

"Love it's just a beautiful feeling. Just live with that moment. . These stupid publicity, link up news is not love. It’s just a Time pass.  And I don't want any time pass in my life.  I want Lifetime.  With whom I can spent my whole life.  I would like to do affair with her my whole life.  I would like to be a one women man (Never see any Other girl. Who is only love his wife/Girlfriend)Dating 1000 of girls and tell everyone I love her it's not a love.  So I am just waiting for a girl. who will be the my world's Queen, My Star. "Manik was lost in Nandini's memories..

"And one more think rahi bat hamari females ke sath disrespect karne ki then let me tell you I only give them respects who is really deserve it. If they are purposely misbehaving with me then I can't tolerate.  "Manik smirked.

Whole conference was speechless. They knew as usual they will returned in empty hands.  Manik is very clever to trapped them on there net..

They Painted him very badly. But reality was not like that. different from any other's. Who is the most pampering and favourite (Ladlaa)child for his family. They love him without any acceptations. His Grandfather and Grandmother for them he is there still kid. On there' s lap when he put his head his all worries will be vanish. His parents they always supporting him.  Haan one think is that his Grandparents and Father want from Manik he will handle there Empire. (Riyaasat). But now they knew that he will not take all the responsibilities. He is happy in his Music.

For his every situation, in achievements his Brothers are always with him. One for all. All for one.. They always encourage him. Always support him. With them he is always happy. No need any friends. Everyday with them it's like a party for him.

And media telling, that he have no any moral values. He don't know that how to give a respect to girls..

Then meet his All family women. Then You will realised.

His Grandmothers, Maa, And his all chachies (Aunties) for him such a darling child. With them he feels always heaven. Because bhalehi his real mother is Madhavi but his other chachies also love him just like there own child.. Always treat him like there own son.  With them he behaves like a child and they all are pampers him. Caring about all his tantrums.  sometimes there own sons tell them that they love Manik more than there own child. He get not only his mother's love But others too. How lucky he is. Then how can someone say that he don't know the respect. .

His two chachu(Uncle)..They are  his best buddy.  He never think that they are his chacha.. He always underhand him. And when he was a kid always defending him from his Mother when he did any mistake. .with his family for he, for him he is only Manik. Infront of them he is not any Rockstar nor any celebrity. Just a simple Manik.

And at last love of his life. His Nandini. His star. who is still hidden from all world. From Shish Mahal, his family, media. Still One Hidden Secret in the Palace.
He love her very much. He is madly deeply love her. For whole world she is just a servant in his Palace. But only he knew what is her value in his life. How much she is important for him.  In front of her he never give any value to other girls. He never falls for there beauty, there fame.. For him only Nandini, Who is in general language just a commoner. . But for him very special. she is his star. His lucky charm. His lifeline. With her he forget everything. .He share with her his all happiness, his sorrow, his success. Everything. She listen but never ever judge him on his outer behaviour. She knew that he is cold hearted but inside very good person. 

He was not just only attached with her physically but more than emotionally.  Physically is also but it just  a need in love. So Nandini gave him what he want. She knew it was wrong. But he need these. .But they are more attached with each emotionally than physically. He never looked any other girl. He is not a playboy. He don't believe in one night stand..

We have seen many times that Rockstars  are always revolving around girls. Affairs,Dating,change there girlfriends like a tissue paper. Flirty,playboy,arrogant,rude,
Etc. etc.

Manik is not like that.  He is not a Playboy.. He has no any girlfriend..

.(Yaa I mean not publically. He love Nandini. But it's a secret. so.)

He is Arrogant,rude,dominating, drunker (Bevada in our language)like to rule on everyone ,controversies are  very close to him. like his shadow. Always centre of attraction in media. But only for his these type of behaviour. But He is not a character less. only run behind Nandini. For getting her love. That, she never give him.

(Physically he get from her but she never said him that she love him. He is dying to listen these three beautiful words but she never said anything. Not love him, nor don't love him..nothing..But he want from her love not physically but he want to hear from her that she also love him. He is waiting for her. When she will say to him I Love You..)

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Nandini was busy in making  Paratha. He switched off the TV.

And went to  the kitchen. where Nandini is engrossed in cooking.  Manik smiled.. He wrapped his hands around her waist. she gasped. Stopped her working. Her hands filled with dove. (Aata)

Manik put his chin on her shoulder.

"Aur kitna time hai.."Manik asked her.

"J.. just a t..te..n min.. "Nandini.

Manik nuzzling his face on her hairs. Inhaling her smell..

Nandini shivered. .

Nandini broke her thoughts chain and was about to go other side. She turned. Indirectly her dove filled hands touched on his chest. She scared. Manik hold her both hands on his hands and rubbing her both hands on his cheeks  . .she looked at him.  Don't know how to react? 

Her hands were shivering.  Manik was lovingly looking at her. And slowly rubbing her both hands on his cheeks..

"Y..Yuvaraj P..P..Para. the.."Nandini said in shivering tone.

"Haan toh.. "Manik

"Pl.. Please. ."Nandini said in a great difficult tone.

Manik was slowly  rubbing his cheeks  on her cheeks  one by one romantically.. Nandini tightly closed her eyes.

He looked at her. Her little dove filled cheeks and she was still clutching his  black vest strap.

"Yuv.r..r..aj can I.."Nandini was asking him for cooking..

Manik just simply nodded his head..

She turned again. clean her cheeks and again start her work. Manik was still standing behind her. He smirked..

He hold her from back. Placed his hands on her waist. .Nandini gasped. 
He was nuzzling his lips on her neck. She tightly hold belan in her both hands..

"Yuvaraj plssss let me d..do it.."She said almost in great difficulty.

"When did I told you to stop your work? You do work and let me do my work..”Manik again nuzzling on her neck. Giving her kisses.  

After more doing his shararatein with her he left her.. And sat on kitchen  slab and eating an Apple, just talking with her on some random topic.. she was just listening him and sometimes just hmm hmm.

She made his fav Aalu Paratha with Dahi and chatni. 

"Nandini now you have to feed me.”Manik and his childish tantrums like always. Who will say that Yahi woh Manik who is famous for his rude and angry nature

"But. "Nandini. .

"Nandu. "Manik.

Nandini smiled little and feed him. He was happily eating.

"Nandini You are a amazing cook. Really superb. "Manik kissed on her hands.

"Thank you.."Nandini said slowly.

After getting there breakfast.

"Nandini baarish bhi ruk gai hai. Lets go for a walk. "Manik hold her hand..

They were walking silently hand in hand near the river. Atmosphere was cloudy. Greenery. Full natures beauty.

They sat near the river. . Nandini was silent and lost in her thoughts.

Manik was looking at her.

"Nandini what happened?"Manik

She nodded her head in no tone.

"Then why are you so silent?"Manik moving her hair back.

"Not really. "Nandini looked down.

"Nandini You know What in your  eyes have a magic. .They told  everything without speaking anything.  Your innocent  face told me that you are happy or sad. So if you know that I know you very well then will you please tell me what happen. "Manik said softly.

Nandini was looking at the river. who is floating silently.

"Nothing  today 9 year's back I have lost my Amma Appa. Today I lost them forever.."Nandini said silently and tears are flowing from her eyes..

"I was just a 6 year old.. I was playing with my Amms in our small Aangan..
Suddenly one man came to Amms that Amma Appa ka accident hua hai. They were serious. But before she could understand anything Ambulance had stopped infront my house. Immedietly I  hide myself near Amms back.. Amms hold me tightly. She lost everything. When. She saw her son and daughter-in-Low is wrapped in white sheet.. I scared and immedietly hugged her tightly. .Amms was shocked.. she was crying badly. After seeing them like these.  I don't know what happen. Why my Amms is crying. and why Amma Appa is wrapping themselves In white sheet.. I came near them and trying to wake up them but no use.. They don't want to speak anything with me.  That time I had no any idea what happen? Why everyone is crying and why Amma Appa is sleeping?"Nandini was telling  him and sobbing. .

"Amms Appa uthiyena.  Amms ro rahi hai. Aap so Kyo so rahe ho? Ankhe Kholo na. Muze dar lag raha hai. "Little Nandu was trying to wake up them.

"Amms , Amma Appa kyo nahi uth rahe . Bolona unko uth jayein. Woh meri bat nahi sun rahe. Bolona. "Nandini was crying  and hugging her Amms.

Amms hugged her tightly and crying. That little soul never understand that her loving parents will never open their eyes again. They are dead. They left..

"I was just saying them that Please  get up..Please  get up. But they never listened to me..They left me for forever. ."Nandini was crying badly. After recalling that painful incident.

Manik was feeling bad for her. He hugged her.

"Yuvaraj why me??why me??why??Amma Appa aap kyo chale gaye muze chodkar..  I miss you so much. "Nandini..”Manik was caressing her back and trying to calm her down.

Manik broke there hugged and wiping her tears.. .But still they are flowing.

"B..but t. then I knew it that they will never come again. Because they are dead.. These was the painful reality for me..It’s hurting whenever I recalled there these dead faces. My happy family. our happy family. Amma,Appa,Me and Amms. .You know what we were so happy. we were not reach but I was living together with my parents happily.. whenever I used to do any mistake my Appa was always defending me from Amms.  I was so naughty.  Every time Amms was running behind me..I showed her more tantrums.  Amma was making for me my favourite Idli Sambhar,Payasam. and I used to eat happily.. we were living in small village. But for me  it was not more than heaven. where everything. My family. My happiness. My home. "Nandini

"But suddenly I became a silent.. That all the time chatterbox Nandu,hasti khelti Nandu achanak se  chupchap si rahene lagi. Gum sum si ho gai.. .Amma Appa ke Jane ke bad hamara gao bhi chut gaya.. I came here with Amms. Time se 1le hi badi ho gai.. .   I missed my parents.. But she was  always trying to cheer up me..Unhone kabhi muze parents ki Kami mehsoos nahi hone di..    .Always gave me love. She was my parents too. my family.."Nandini was sobbing.

"Nandini please don't cry.  jo hua it was so terrible for you. I can understand. It is not so easy for anyone to forget everything and leave your life happily.. But Nandini I know how brave you are.. You were always made your Amms happy. You were always her good Nandu. "Nandini hugged him.

"Yuvaraj I miss my family. . I miss them. "Nandini was sobbing.. .and trying to console her..

She hide in her heart more pain. Which is necessary to open..

He was only consoling her. Isse jyada he can't do anything. But he can give her support. He can listen her. She can share her pains with him. Nandini was very reserve type of a  girl. She never share her pains with  other. Always silent and concentrating on studies. But Manik love her. He knew her. . He cared for her. 

Manik wiped her tears. 

"Please Nandini don't cry.  please.  I can't see you like these.. In broken state.. . . I Love You. Please don't ."Manik kissed on her forehead.

"In my life aajtak I never lost anything.. I see only success.. I really don't know khona Kya hota hai. so please don't try to do these. I don't want to loose you. Because I can't live without you.. Ham nahi ji payenge aapke bina. "Manik said possessively. 

"Yuvaraj please don't make me your habit.. it will be too dangerous.. You will be collapse.  I don't want these.  I don't want to see you like broken.."Nandini.

"Really?? And why???"Manik said. Directly looking at her eyes.

Nandini shocked sudden  these question. She looked here and there..

"Tell me. "Manik said staightly.

"It..j. just.."Nandini was trying to say something. But don't know what to say.

"Haan it just.."Manik.

"Y..Yuvaraj It..ju. st that ki you are very good person.. B..But you do..n..t want to show it. "Nandini stammered.

"Really. Yahi reason hai?."Manik asked curiously.

"Y..Yes.  O..or k..y..ya..You hide yourself behind the mask. That you are ve..ry bad. But the reality is your not.."Nandini.

"Then I can say these you too also.  That you are too hiding yourself behind a mask. Jo.aap nahi hai.  You have a feelings for me.. But you don't want to tell me night..”Manik..

"Y..Yuvaraj wh..what are y..you taking I don't k..know.."Nandini was stammering..

"Really. But Nandini let me tell you. You are wrong.. I told you before that Your eyes are always says everything. Jitna bhi Aap zuth bolengi. But anyway I will  never force you to tell me  that what you think about me.. But I will wait.. "Manik said in cold tone..

"I..it wi..will not happen. It’s not like that. "Nandini.

"Really yeh Aap Hame keh rahi hai? Balki you know very well that I know you more than you.  But fine you don't say anything. But I never stop myself to loving you. ..  Yeh Humse nahi hoga.. him Aap ko pyar Karna chod de ye nahi ho sakta. Never ever. But hum apko force bhi nahi karenge.. one day you will realise these.."Manik.

"Yuvaraj you said that you will never force me to tell me what I think. Really then why are you Every time forcing yourself on me.. I told you zillions of time don’t. Then why are you forcing me?"Nandini.

"Nandini it's my right.  You are only mine.. .only I have right on you. Aap chahe pyar se mane ya jabardasti se hi sahi but I will do these whatever I want.  You will never tell me about yourself but only for these I can't kill my feelings..  My heart said that It is right then it is right. "Manik. .

"But if one day someone. Kisiko pata chal Gaya then. What will you do?? What will I do??"Nandini scarily.

"Aapko pyar Karna its not a crime.. I am not doing any crime.. Rahi bat kisiko naa batane ki, Sabse chupane ki then let me tell I can tell these.. I am not scare to tell everyone that I love you.. Insaan tabhi darta hai when he. Did any mistake. Then I don't think humne aisa kuch kia jisse I will be guilty. Woh toh bas hum aapki wajahse chup hai. Just because I don't want, I can't see you that humari Vajhse suffer kare. Jab sahi waqt ayega ham khud sabko bata denge. And if pata chal bhi gaya then I don't scare. ..    "Manik said in dangerous cold tone.

"But. "Nandini.

"Aap rahiyein jaisi Aap hai.  Don't want to say anything fine. But .."Manik pulled her from her waist. Tightly clutched it..Digged his nails on her waist, make her stand on her feet. Looking at her dangerously. Nandini scared. He pulled her and fused her lips. Kissing her passionlessly. He was angry on her. on her words. Broke the kiss and pushed her, left her alone.
   
Nandini was numbed.. Silently tears were flowing from her eyes.. She was looking at his back figure.

It's Raining now. Nandini turned and trying to dissolved all her worries. Closed her eyes..

She returned in woodhouse.  she was fully drenched.  shivering. Looking for Manik..
Who was sitting in bar counter and drinking.  she knew , she makes him angry.

She gulped. But don't dare to come near him. He was looking so angry.

Nandini immedielty run and closed the door. She was breathing heavily. It's raining outside. Thunderstorm. Already atmosphere was too scary and inside Manik. which makes it more scary.. Nandini was shivering in cold and due his fear.. She was alone. Only Manik and she. .she closed her eyes tightly. suddenly she heard glass broking sound. Which makes her more scared..

She calmed herself. Took her clothes. which is he brought for her and went to the washroom.

She immedielty took bath and changed herself in knee length purple frock. she don't want to wear these. But no option.

(Why he always brought for her short dress)

She Opened the door. Drying her hairs but she throw the towel. And come outside the bedroom. She was worried about him as he could do anything wrong himself. She scared from herself too. she knew his anger very well. But she..

She come near the bar counter. Due to heavy rainfall already atmosphere was cloudy and dark. It's  still just 11:30 Am but it's look like 6-6:30 PM like evening.

"Y..Yuv..r..aj..”Nandini scarily called him. He was sipping his drink. Looking more furious.

He heard her voice. Drink that shot in one go. Again poured one.

"Yuvaraj p..Please .."Nandini nodded her head in no tone.

He jerked her hand.  And again take a shot.

Everything messed up. Broken glasses ,bottles and drunk Manik.. She never see him like these.  She knew he take a drink.. He is addicted. But she never saw him like these. . That was too scary for her. .
In Shish Mahal he never come infront of his family like these. He casually drink with his Chacha..

"Yuvaraj Please  don't drink it. Already You  drink a lot. "Nandini was trying to touch him. she scared.. .she was shivering..

"Yuvaraj Please . "Nandini in pleading tone.

"Yuv. Y..Yuva..j I.. I.. I am so..s..orry..pl..Please ”Nandini in pleading tone..

Manik get up from chair. Anger was still visible in his eyes. .Which is red, too scary.

Nandini was looking at him furiously.

He take his glass he can't even stand on his feet. And sat on sofa. And again drink. Nandini was watching him.

"Yuvaraj Please  don't drink it. Please  I am sorry. "Nandini was trying to stop me.

Manik finally looked at her..Smiled..But his smile was more scary than his anger. She scared..

"Sorry, really Nandini??.."Manik asked her and smiled fakely. .

Nandini was looking at him scarily.

"Yuvaraj Please . "Nandini was trying to touch him. .

But he jerked her hand..

"Don't. "Manik in drunken tone..

Nandini was looking at him in teary face..

"Now sorry for what Nandini. For hurting me every sec.You like it, yes am I right? Apko accha lagata hai na jab hum pagalo tarah apke piche bhagte hai. Apko accha lagta hai hume apane piche bhagane me. Yahi chahti hai na aap?   You know What only because of you I will be become a mad..You will make me mad. Yahi chahiyein hai na Apko..?”Nandini was looking at him shockingly.

"Yuvaraj Please . its not l..like th..that.  "Nandini was trying to explain him.

"No Nandini aisa hi hai.. You only want these.  "Manik again drink his shot.

"Yuvaraj Please  try to understand. You are not in state that I can explain you anything. Please ..”Nandini.

"I am perfectly fine. You know what there is no need to care about me if you are not feel anything about me. If You don't love me then why these care??"Manik clutched her arms tightly. Digged his nails on her shoulders. she hissed in pain. These things was not new to her. .He always did these.. whenever he was angry or when denied his any order. He always did these. Sometimes more than these. .

"Aaahh.. "Nandini hissed..

"Dard ho  raha hai na. And what about my pain? Tell me.. "Manik was not in state to stand but he hold her tightly .. .

Nandini was trying to escape from his grip. She was already too scared from his anger..

Manik pushed her. . And again drinking.

"Just go away from here. . I don't want to see your ugly face. ."Manik.

Manik jerked her hand.

Nandini again come near him and sat on his lap.

"Yuvaraj Please  try to understand.  Please I am sorry. I know I hurt you. Please  I am sorry. "Nandini in teary tone. . cupping his face.

"If You know that. Then why do you always hurting me. ??why??"Manik was caressing her cheek. Wine smells was clearly she can feel.

"Please I am Sorry..”Nandini. Nandini snatch his glass from his hand. Placed near the table.

"Please don't drink it, Please .."Nandini.

"Ohkk.. "He smiled. Dangerously. He hold her hairs tightly from behind.

"Aahh “She hissed in pain..

He captured her lips , she closed her eyes tightly. she can't bare these pain. tears were flowing from her eyes..”Manik filled these. But he ignored. And again kissed her. She was breathless and trying to push him. But his hold was tight. She pushed him in great difficulty.

Manik was looking at her angrily.  She nodded her head in no tone. Looking at him in teary eyes..

Manik was looking at blood filled in eyes. He again hold her and kissed her. Nandini let him do whatever he want because these time he never want to listen anything.

He pushed her. Nandini was breathing heavily.

"Out. "Manik said in cold tone.  Nandini was looking at him scarily. And these atmosphere adding more fuel on that..

Nandini get up and was about to go. Then she see he is again busy in drinking. she make a disbelief face..

'Yuvaraj Please ..”Nandini. But he ignored..

"Yuvaraj Please  forgive me. "Nandini in pleading tone..

"Yuvaraj you are angry on me. But Please don't give yourself punishment. please. Kya halat bana li hai apane.. "Nandini..

"I said out. "Manik in dangerous cold tone..

Nandini scared. But she don't want to see him like these. .

She unzipped her frock from back. Manik was drinking his shots. Nandini come near him. And stand with facing him her back. Which is fully exposing to him. .

Manik was looking at her opened milky back. she clutched her hame tightly in her hand. She knew that she can't take these. She can't handle  his torchers. But she was doing all this for  his one apology.. she don't want to see him like these. She can do anything for this.

Manik drink his shot in one go, throw  the glass. Nandini tightly closed her eyes.  She knew these day will not easy for her. .
She scared.

Manik smirked dangerously. He was shaking. He hold her shoulders from behind. she was shivering. (scared). Manik placed his lips on her back and kissing her softly.

"What are you trying to do Nandini? Manik put his chin on her shoulder, said in a dangerous cold tone.

Nandini knew his these tone. she scared ..

"Y..Yuvaraj Please  for. f..forg..ive m..me.”Nandini stammered.

"And you thinking that if you will do these then I will forgive you? "Manik..

"Nandini remember you used to these types of tricks before 4 years back. Jab haum aapape gussa hote the. That time you were doing these. And after seeing you like these hum khush ho jate the. Aur hum apko maaf Kar dete the. But Nandini that time aap bacchi thi, jo ab nahi hai. You are a 15 years old. So behave. "Manik jerked her and turned her. she looked down, except Manik. .

"Why are you always doing these things that makes me always angry? what do you think if you will use these tricks on me then I will be happy and then I will forgive you.. .Then let me tell you Nandini very clearly then you are  highly mistaken.. Then I won't.. I am not that 4 years back Your Yuvaraj who was always ready to have you.  That time also I Love You.. But now I understand  that love is not only just a physical.. Its an emotion. so Please don't disrespect my feelings.  It's hurts me Nandini. It’s really hurting me. "Manik in angry tone..

"Yahi samza hai apne 9 salo me hume.. Bas yahi ijjat hai humari aapke dil me?? Bas yahi ek rishta hai humare bich. Bhalehi you only think that ki I am only physically attached with you. Then let me clear to you-- you are wrong.." .. .

"I accept it that I like to love you like these.. I like it when I touch you. When I feel you.. But it doesn't mean that I don't love you. only lust and only love these two are different things.. which is you have to understand.."Manik..

"Hum humesha nashe me hote hai but it doesn't mean that I don't understand anything.. "Manik in angry tone..

"S..sorry Yuvaraj..  I thought If I will do these then You will forgive me, just like I  used to do these. (When she was just 11 years old ) but that time You  forgave  me, If I did anything mistake. That time You  like that. .That's Why I thought. "Nandini was trying to explain him. But Manik interrupt..

"Then you thought that I will be happy and  forgive you yahi na.. “Manik said in dangerous cold tone..

"S..sorry Yuvaraj..please.. I am Sorry..”Nandini in pleading tone..

She did any mistake or not she had to always said sorry. Manik never said sorry to her. That poor soul was only thinking only about  him. His happiness. But her deeds makes him more angry. 

Manik was looking at her angrily. He was about to go but he was falling but he balanced himself and left.

"Yuvaraj Please . "Nandini was trying to stop him. But he left.

Tears were flowing from her eyes. Already today she was sad. Just because that day she lost her parents and now she made him angry too. But really all the time only Nandini did mistakes not Manik.?? May be he can??.why did she always said sorry? Why not Manik?

Nandini sat on sofa and crying. .

After 10 min. of crying. she wiped her tears. 

She entered in room. where Manik as usual drinking.

Nandini was looking at his back figure.  He was looking at  outside. Standing near the window. . Pit-a-Pat  raindrops sounds.

Nandini hugged him from back.

"Please I am sorry. Please Yuvaraj. "Nandini was sobbing silently.  His black vest was wet due to  her tears. He can feel it.

"Nandini now what  is  these. ?? Ab ye aapki konsi new trick hai "Manik in cold tone.

"Yuvaraj please forgive me.  I will not do these again.. I promise. Please don't angry on me. Please. . After my family no one is for me. o care for me..To love me..You are the one. If you will do these to me, agar aap bhi muzse door chale jayenge toh then what will I do?? I don't want to  loose you.. Please sorry. "Nandini was sobbing and tightly hold him from back.

Manik was melting from her words..

It's true that no one is there for her. only Manik was there for her. Atleast he have his family. But she had nothing.

Manik turned towards her. Nandini was looking at him asking him for a forgiveness.  He wiped her tears.  He hold her chin in his index finger.

"Remember just one think chahe jo ho jayein I will only love you. . I will be only yours. I can't let you go anywhere and nor me. "Manik said emotionally.

Nandini was sobbing silently.

"I know you are so small for understanding these.. But I know one day you will realise what is love aur woh din humari life ka Sabse happiest din hoga.  So no more tears. "Manik was wiping her tears.

"Then ..Do you fo. forgive me. ??"Nandini was asking him in some hope..

Manik smiled little.

"Yuvaraj I promise I will not disrespect your feelings.  I promise. But Please  don't angry on me. When you are angry on me that time I feel so bad.."Nandini said all these innocently. .

"And why??"Manik asked her lovingly.

"Be. Because you are so special for me.. "Nandini

Manik smiled on her these genuine answer. Atleast she is thinking that Manik is special for her. Manik had created special place in her heart. .This was the biggest thing for him. He only want these.

"Yuvaraj please   tell me aapne muze maaf kia? Please  sorry. "Nandini.

Manik smiled and  say to  her through his eyes come. Forwarf his arms. .she smiled happily and directly hopped on his arms.. Manik happily took her in his embrace.

Manik kissed on her hairs lovingly.

"I Love You.. "Manik.

Nandini more snuggled in his embrace. They stand in that position for few min. Nandini broke the hugged..

Manik was looking at her  lovingly. Her little wet hairs, her beautiful innocent face  always melting him. Always make him calm.

He caressing her hair lovingly. Nandini just looking at him. Manik was observing her..

"You are looking so beautiful. "Manik caressing her hair..

How??Now he realise that she is looking beautiful. Few min. before he was like a earthquake..

Manik was looking at her attire. Her short knee length frock. Looking so cute.

"I think you should try these type of western clothes.. It suites  on you. " He was phrasing her. But he was drunk as he is shaking.

"Thanks. But I don't want to wear it.  "Nandini said innocently.

Manik smiled.

"That's why I love you.. .You are simple. Just like the way you are.."Manik kissed on her forehead.

"Yuvaraj will you Please  take some rest. ??"Nandini caringly.

"No..I am.fine.."Manik..Like seriously he was literally shaking. Can’t even stand on his feet and saying that he is fine. wow.

''Yuvaraj you are already too drunk. You can't even stand on your feet. Please  sleep.." Nandini was trying to dragged him on bed.

"No..Nandini.  I don't want to sleep.."Manik in childish tone.

"But. "Nandini.

"Ok. I will sleep then what will you do??"Manik.

" Lunch banaungi aapke liye.. Then I will do study. "Nandini. .

After hearing the name of study..

"No. "Manik In little big tone..

"No you will not do study.  Lunch banana hai bana lijiyein.. But study no way. "Manik pulled her in his lap.

"But. "Nandini.

"Infact no need to make these.. I will order something. Just tell me what do you want?"Manik hold her from waist..

"But these place is so far away from city. Then? "Nandini..

"Say yes or no.."Manik..
Before she could say anything..

"Yes.."Manik said.

Manik ordered something and again switched off the phone. .

"So now. "Manik caressing her cheeks .

"N..now w..what.."Nandini confusingly.

Manik bit his lips..

"Yuvaraj please sleep. "Nandini was trying to get up from his grip.

"Yuvaraj please.. Already you are too stinking. Please I can't take these smell anymore. "Nandini said in little angry tone..

"Ohh. So Now I am stinking. So. "Manik was moving his fingers on her arms. .

She was looking at him confusingly.

Manik smirked and started tickling her.

"Hahahhahahhahahaaahhhahaaahhhahhahahahahahahhahaa"Nandini was laughing.

Manik was ticking her. Nuzzling his face on her neck.

"Hahahahhahahhhahahahhahh. Yuv. Hahahahhaha Yuvaraj Aaahhhahahh”Nandini was laughing.

"Still I am stinking??"Manik was laughing.

"Hahahaahaha. Yuvaraj Please no..mhahhaha. "whole house felt in their laughs.

Finally both were tired. Laughing and  rested  their heads on bed and laughing. 

Manik was looking at her smiley face. .

She was looking so happy. May be after a long time she was laughing whole heartedly.

Nandini was looking at him and she stopped smiling.

"Thank You.. ."Nandini said and smiled.

Manik took her in his embrace.

Nandini snugged more into him. He hugged her tightly.

"I just love these life. "Manik kissed on her forehead.

Manik was looking at her. Moving close on her face.. Hold her chin on her hand. Leaned to close on her lips.. Nandini closed her eyes.. But Manik left her. He get up from bed.  Nandini also get up. He was about to go but she hold his hand. said no.

He sat on the bed.  Looking at her. Nandini get up and sat on his lap.  

"Please. "Nandini in pleading tone.

Manik was looking at her.

"T.. The. Then Don't blame me.”Manik..

Nandini nodded her head in no tone.

Manik pulled her more closer and kissed her. .