"Please I beg you. Help me." Aman joints his both hands infront of her...

Silent tears were brooming from her eyes.

"Please don't do these." Nandini.

"I... I'll."Nandini in a teary tone and smiled little.

"Th-Thanks."Aman.

"Please don't say these... Don't make me more ashamed... B...But tell me k..kya karna hoga mu...muze??"Nandini...

"But please promise me you will never back off after these... No matter what... If Sir denied these par tab bhi you will stick on your words... You will never ever make yourself week... Promise me..."Aman asked in a determined tone...

She just nodded her in a yes tone...

"I promise... I can do anything for him..."Nandini...

"You know very well ki aapko kya karna hai..."Aman..

"M..Me r..really?? B...But what??"Nandini in a confusing tone..

"You know very well what he want, what he want to hear from you... Bas vahi keh digiyein unhe... Tell him that you love him... Unki ummed(Hope) bani rahegi... May be he will be fine after your confession... You could save him just your simple confession... Please just say to him... From many years se he is dying to hear these three words from you.. Atleast now when he is standing on a death path please say to him... I don't know you love him or not or you are hiding feelings... If it is true that you are hiding it then these is right time to confessed everything what you feel for him... Otherwise at last if everything will be finished then aapke hath me kuch nahi rahega.... You will lost everything with him... You will be in a guilt that you never said anything to him... So please if you want to save yourself from these guilt then please just say to him... Jo woh itne salo sunana chahte the aapse.... Nandini tell me you really don't want jo sirf aapko pyar kare... who cares for you.. Don't you??"Aman..

She just nodded her head and looking down and crying silently...

"Then..."Aman

"B...But you k...know wh...what mene aajtak jinse bhi py...pyar kia everyone left me... My Amma Appa, my Grandmother... Everyone... Me jisse pyar karti hu woh sab muze chodke chale jate hai... Then tell me mai kyo kisise koi hope karu?? Why?? When I know that one day my hope will be again loose... Then why?? And rahi baat Yuvaraj ki that am I full that I don't see his love for me.. Am I blind... You are thinking I am selfish.. I am only thinking about myself But because of my these vulnerable past I don't want to loose another hope.. If these time if my hope will be loose then don't know what would happened with me?? Don't know what will I do after these... And look today again these things are happening then tell me how do I love someone?? Y...You and Yuvaraj th....thinking that I... I am al...always thinking about society, log kya kahenge?? But you kn...know what -I have to think about them... I can't blindly behave just like the way he behave... "Nandini was hiccuping..

"He belongs to the royal family... He himself is the one the famous personality... I... I am not saying he is l...loving me then he I...is do...doing w...wrong... But af...after these when people will know about these then there's consequences will be very bad... I kn...know he loves me and th...that's why he will never leave me when the time comes to choose between me and his family... I know he will choose me.. Because aajtak he never cares about the world aur nahi aage karenge.... B...But because of me he will loose his family, his brothers for forever... He loves them so much... You know what he is always surrounding in a countravercies but his family never judge him...Because they love him just like the way he loves them... But when the thinks come about traditions, parampara,values then his family never compromise any other thing... Me and he we both are tied of these riwayat(customes,Traditions)... And that's why we will never come out of these... Between these hum dono ko Jalna hoga... And I can't see him burning like these... In return may be he will get me but he will lost everything, Shish Mahal, his family everything... Zinda rehkar bhi he will become a orphan... Muze pakar bhi he will never get his happiness because of his real happiness is with family...You know what It's very easy to say anyone that you are selfish, you only silently listen but never do anything.." Nandini

"But when I think about these then trust me I can't go forward... These world when ask me about our relation, Jab muzhpe kichad uchala jayega,people will raise a question about my character then just because of that more than he will get suffered, unhe duniya ke samne , apni family ke samne jalil(Insult) hona padega... His own family will insult him only because of me and I can't see it.. I know for me he will bare everything but when his family will do these then everyday he will die... And because of these I can't snatch him from everyone...Because I know the pain of losing our own family infront of us" Nandini

"Yahi sab kuch toh don't know how many times I had told him. But he never listened to me..And look today because of his stubbornness, because of his love he is losing his life too... He is losing the most precious thing of his life-- His Music. He can't understand it. Sometimes for other's happiness we have to loose something jise hum sabke jyada pyar karte hai... But he never understand it. May I could never be so much important for him jitna unhone muze bana diya... If same thing did Ranasa(Kabir)then we don't know aaj Udaipur riyasat ka, Shish Mahal ka kya hota?? Kon sambhalta sab kuch?? Yuvaraj toh always lost own his world and his other brothers are not capable to handle such a big resposibility... But Ranasa sacrifice his love for his family, for his homestate and look today where he is. Yuvaraj told me for him it was not so easy but he did... And look today He got a very beautiful and understanding wife.. Who always support him... He love her so much we all know that. Then kya fark padta hai if we sacrifice something but in return if we will get more happiness then why not... Today everyone is happy for him.. Agar woh bhi Yuvaraj ki Farah ban jate apni zid par ade rehte then don't know what picture we could see??Yuvaraj said he was tumid, he had no capability to go against his own family, just for a once he never fought for his love,very easily usne pyar ko Jane diya.. But you know what-what I think that he is the strongest person I have seen.. It's not easy to leave your love like these..But he knew that because of these riwayat he will never get anything nor his love nor his family, they wouid killed his love infront of him he knew it. Only just to save her life he sacrifice his love.. He is not week. He did everything to save his love. May be today woh jaha bhi hogi khush hogi, safe hogi and I don't think she have any complaints for him..Because she knew it he loves her."

" I know the pain of losing our own family infront of us, I know the pain of became an orphan, it's very difficult when your beloved one is dying infront of you... It's very difficult... Sir You have also gone through these pain, you also lived your life like orphan then tell me still you want me to do these?? Still you want me to snatch his family from him?? Still you want these??"Unstoppable tears were flowing from her eyes...

After hearing it Aman was stunned... He had no any word to answer her... He was baffled right now...

"Before you will say anything I am telling you my decision..."Nandini but Aman interrupt her..

"N...Nandini I could say still yes to you that you will still keep your promise... But after hearing you I have no dare to take you with me in these hell, we both want his happiness but what if h...he will see that only because of him tumhe much ho gaya th...then he will n..never f..forgive me and not himself too...." Aman was looking down...

" Sir let me complete... I am ready to come with you... No matter what ab iska result kya hoga... I.. I think it's h..high time Woh jo chahte hai woh hum kare... Y..Your right o...otherwise w...we will loose him... And shayad woh jitne din zinda hai I am ready to give him these false hope... I can't see him in a pain... I don't know there consequences but if unki zinda rakhne ka ab yahi tarika hai then I will do it... I will try my best which is he want from me, I will fulfill his every single wish, to make him happy, I know the consequences but I don't want to loose his hope, I don't want to break his trust, unhe at the last moment yahi lagna chahiyein ki mene unki hope ko humesha zinda rakha, unka kabhi trust toda nahi,infront him meri jo bhi image hai unke samne humesha wahi rahegi... Nandini will never leave him again... She will always try to protect him..."Nandini..

Aman just amazed and smiled...

Two days later

Finally the day had entered when Nandini wholeheartedly come in his house with taking many hope and responsibilities...

She was scared... Treambling inside...

" Yeh muzhse ho payega na..."In a scary tone she was asking herself.....

In a scary heart one by one she was stepping the stairs...

But when she reached near his room and her heart had stopped...

Nurses and Dr. were running around here and there.... She scared-what happened??

Manik's body attached lots of wires and oxygen.... She was baffled and sat on the floor....

"I told you already shift in a hospital.. Day by day his health is going more worst... But you never listen to me... If he was denying but you are little responsible then kyo suni aapne meri baat??"Dr. Was scolding Aman...

Aman was in a guilt looking down... Nandini was not in her state... She was crying badly...

He was consciously lying on a bed....

"Now the condition is getting already worst... We can't even shift him in a hospital too..." Dr.

"I... I think you should inform his family... How irresponsible he is... He is a celebrity and still careless like these... If he will not wake up in next 24 hrs then I am sorry"Dr..

"Dr.. please don't say like these... please save him... Please don't loose his hope..."Aman was pleading...

"I'll try my best..."Dr. Was trying to assure him...

"Mam please for a few min. Please leave from here... "Nurse said to Nandini...

"Please for a only few min.. please ise rehne digiyein yaha..."Aman requesting him...

Nurse disappointed but she gave her permission... And she left...

Nandini reached near him.... Tears were flowing from his eyes... He was lifelessly lying... She can't see him like these... He was surrounded with a wires and machines.... Her throat was chocked when she saw him like these...

"Y...Yuv... Y...Yuv....rrrraajhhh"-She was hiccuping...

She was caressing his hair lovingly.... And taking his saline attached hand in her hand...

"I... I am s....sorry"Nandini was sobbing badly...

"Y....You w....will b...be fi...ne... Pl...please d...don't l...leave m...me"Nandini was holding his lifeless hand...

"Why?? Why you always doing these to me?? You always make me cry... And then after that you also suffered more than me... Look because of your stubbornness kya halat bana li hai aapne apni... Yuvaraj why don't you understand that we a...are n..not mean to me... We can't be together then why you did these to with yourself... I have told all these in anger but please b...believe me I never
ever want you die... I can't loose you... After my family no one there for me.. Only y...you Yuvaraj... No matter what how much you angry on me but I know you always care for me, you always l...love me, y...you always try to control me but y...you never want me leave my study, my dreams, you al...always support me, always encouraged me, always trying to help me,whenever if I felt that I can't do these now that every time you came to me and always save me from fall down... You just wanted to little space for you I...in my heart, y....you just wanted to become a little part of my dreams, but I... never g...gave y...you t..these place in my every single wish, I accepted it... B...But Yuvaraj y...you know the reason... I was always pushing you but you always came back to me again and again, always said sorry to me for your deeds..."Nandini..

"You know that I will always forgive you...But if these time if you w...will never come back to me t...then tell me what will I do??
Please come back I will f...forgive you but please don't do these to me... without my family I had nothing.. I couldn't thought that I can servive after Amms death b...but you again c...come back and again tought me to live for your dreams, for Amms wish but y....you never tought me to leave without you,because somewhere I knew that you will be always there for me.., you will always handle me I knew it. But I had no any idea tought me how to leave again but one day you will left me like these in a middle of the road... Really?? Y...You said na that You are the Rajput and you will never break your promise, then today why you???"Nandini was sobbing badly.

T...Two y...years a...ago jo bhi hua between us(I hope you guys remember) somewere I was also resposible.. No only I was resposible... Th..That night I wanted not you... You toh only came here to meet me like a normally, you had no any idea about Amms, I told you, that time I was broken from inside, you were only consoling me, you were about to left I stopped you, You were till the last time denying but I want that... I accepted that night only my mistake, you knew that I will be guilty after these,and you don't want that, that night you made a love to me , and after that everything has changed... Jo nahi hona chahiyein tha wahi hua, jis bat ka dar tha that I will be guilty, and yes I was... But then you never stopped, you knew that you were never doing any wrong thing, Because that night I believed on you(Trust) yeh aap jaan gaye the, and that's why that night I gave you all rights yeh bhi jante the, that's why you were thinking that according to you you are not doing any wrong thing... But Yuvaraj I told there consequences many times, Because after these Aapka sabkuch daaw pe lag jayega yeh muze nahi pata tha... Otherwise me yeh kabhi nahi karti.. Look now everything is going to finish... I had no any idea that night's one mistake will take you towards the death... I don't want these... "Nandini

"After that night you only did jo aapke dil ne aapko kaha, Aapne nahi suni meri, aapko me bolti rahi don't do these, mat aaiyein mere itne kareeb, b...but...."-Her throat chocked...

"-Now why are running from me, Already everything is ruined then why do you running like a coward... Why?? Kya aap muze aapne saath itni door leke ayein, you know na now there is no any way to go back, then tabhi kyo nahi ruk gaye aap, Agar aapko meri itnihi fikr thi toh, If you knew that with you I will also destroy then kyo ayein itne kareeb, You are the worrier then fight with it... Why are you running?? Woh bhi muzhse?? You know very well that aap jitna muzhse door jane ki koshish karoge utnahi you will messing your own life, I don't have nothing, accept to give you my body but m...more than th...that you w...want so..something, my love, y,..you want my l...love, jo me aapko kabhi nahi de payi, you knew it but still you had a hope that one day I will give you what you deserve... I know you did a lot mistakes, b...but for y...your every mistake you said sorry to me, And I don't know why I had always forgive so e..easily balki there was no any need to forgive you b...but still I did that.. Aap galti pe galti karte gaye aur me aapko humesha ki tarah maaf karti gai but th...these time you never did any mistake but you did a crime, Amd for these crime I will n...ne..never forgive y...you... Do you really think that If you will die then everything will be fine, I will be happy, then Yuvaraj you are highly mistaken aapko marte dekh, if you are going to finish your life only because of then how will I leave my life, I have no any right to take anyone's life, And you have also no any right to make your life like these... P...Please wake up, Pl...please wake up only f...for me, I... I c...can't live without you..."Nandini

She rest her head on his chest and crying badly...

Aman was hearing all these from the door, tears filled in his eyes...

Nandini kissed on his forehead....

Few. Min later,

Suddenly Manik's breath was going up...

Dr. Immediately came and pushed Nandini...

"Damm, his condition is getting critical... BP is getting low..."Dr. Was checking him...

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Day by day his condition is getting worst.... Dr. and nurses were trying there best to save his life... But there was no any symptoms to recovery... Nandini was continuously praying for God....

"S...Should I... I call Ranasa?(Kabir)"Aman pov.

Few Hours later

Nurse hurridly come outside....

"Dr. Please come..."Nurse

Nandini and Aman immediately get up...

"Please just stay here..."Dr. stopped them...

Few min. Later-

Dr. Opened the door...

"He is stable..."Dr. Smiled little..

Nandini closed her eyes and silent tears dropped from her eyes...

Aman said thanks to GOD...

" Right now he is out of danger, if everything will be fine like these till the night then we will shift him to the hospital... Excuse me..."Dr. Left..

"Thank you Dr."Both Nandini and Aman.

Few hours later

He gets conscious.... He heavily, in a great difficulty opened his eyes....

He filled something little heavy but soft under his hand...

He see Nandini... Her head was rested on a bed near his elbow and one his one hand she hold it... Her eyes closed....

First he shocked ... He thought that it's a dream but no It's reality... His love was near to him...

He smiled little... He was about to touched her cheek but he see she was in a deep slumber...

Her tears dry stained still on her eyes... Her long messy hair was flaoting little on the floor...Her cute little face filled in a red colour due to continues crying from last two nights.... He was looking at her lovingly...

Slowly Aman opened the door and he saw that Manik wake up... He was very happy... But he see Manik was looking at Nandini....

He was about to wake up Nandini but Manik shushed him...

Aman smiled little and gave him a water without making any noise...

And he left...

Few min. Later Aman again come because Manik called him...

He gave him signal..

Aman little shaked Nandini..

Nandini immediately get up and looking at Manik but he was in a deep slumber( Just pretending)

"Yuvaraj ko hosh aaya??"Nandini was asking him worriedly...

Aman nodded his head in a no tone.... And Nandini was sadly looking at Manik's face....

"Nandini you go and sleep on that couch... From the last two nights you never sleep.. Please eat these..."Aman offer her food...

"No not now... he will get up only then..."Nandini...

"But... Ok..But Atleast sleep on that couch... Thodi der me yaha beth jata hu..."Aman..

She nodded her head and little give a glimpse up on him and sat on that couch and looking at Manik....

Few min. Later Nandini slept... Aman get up and Manik opened his eyes slowly...

Aman smiled and left from there...

Manik was lovingly looking at "His Sleeping Beauty".

Long update... Ab kismat kya mod legi?? Manik will hear from Nandini-For these thing he was waiting for a so long?? What you think?? And don't forget to drop your comments.. Because abse every update will be depent upon your response... If your response is low then I will think about my story...