Hey. Since I haven't been able to upload in forever and I completely just... didn't do my resolution (lol) I have decided to start a book dedicated to One Direction one shots. It'll be on a bunch of topics with all the boys or only one of the boys or centric's and there'll be both straight and gay stories. And there will also be imagines and such. I'm so excited for this one, because I feel like one shots/imagines are a TON easier then full blown stories. Anyways, use your imagination and enjoy!!!! Muah!

Your POV with Harry Styles.

I grasped Harry's hand and pulled weakly so that his body was even closer to mine.

As I gazed into his bright emerald eyes, shiny with un-shed tears, I felt like I could see all the memories we had shared. The good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful.

I could feel the his large, warm hands lightly squeezing my smaller, cold hands in pained fervor.

He was so close. I could feel him all around me. He was laying beside me on my hospital bed; so close he was half laying on me, as if protecting me from anything and everything. Even though my knight in shining armor couldn't protect me from the one thing that actually was hurting me. Myself. Eight years ago I had been diagnosed with Leukemia when I was ten. I had just turned eighteen. This is where my life should be taking off, but instead this is where my life is ending. I am ending at the beginning.

"Y/N, I love you so much, please don't leave me"

Upon hearing his broken, trembling voice I looked up to see that several tears had been shed. Leaving the warm cocoon of his hands I shifted to cup his face. Then I used the pads of my thumbs to wipe away his tears, and kissed each moist cheek.

The moment I did this his face scrunched up and tears began to fall from his eyes like a waterfall.

He openly sobbed then and grasped my waist like a child clinging to his mother after a nightmare.

"You can''t leave me, Y/N, you can't!" he practically screamed. His hysteria rising.

My eyes widened as I realized my acting had failed. I had been trying to hide from him the migraines, and shortness of breath. The pain radiating through my limbs, and knowledge that death was imminent. But I got the feeling that he had known all along my days were coming to a end very soon.

"I will always love you Harry. But I want you to put all of your love for me in a box, and to put that box into the back of your mind. I have decided to be your guardian angel baby" In an attempt to make us laugh through the tension I ended up wheezing from my lungs closing.

"I want you to live out your dream. Go far with the boys, live your life, I want you to fall in love again HArry. But every once in a while, I would appreciate it if you would open that little box in the back of your mind and remember me. Remember what we shared and how much we loved. Then put the box away gain for another day. OK, Harry? Can you do that for me?" As you finished your sch-peal you tightened your grip on his hands as pain shot through your body. Harry couldn't even breathe he was crying so hard.

"Harold can you do that for me?"

He started to shake his head no but then he looked into your eyes and shook his head yes.

At that moment I felt like the world had been lifted off my shoulders. And I thought I'm ready.

I once again pulled Harry closer, I kissed his forehead, both eyelids, both cheeks, his nose, chin, then finally his lips. I held that kiss and put everything I had into it. When I finally broke off the kiss I curled into him and just laid with him. Both of our souls content to just BE with each other.

From a distance I could hear Harry start to hum Isnt she lovely. I smiled in contentment thinking back to his X-Factor audition.

These moments I cherished as I knew my body was failing me. The cancer was killing me and I could tell I would be leaving the love of my short life soon. When I was taking my final panting gasps I heard Harry whisper in my ear.

"I love you" his plump lips quivering against my earlobe.

"I love you more" I replied. Then all I saw was white. My last thought was: Haha! I won this one! I love you with every ounce of my being Harold Edward Styles.