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Liam dropped his hospital bag on the floor, going into the living room and flopping down on the couch. He covered his eyes, trying not to cry.

Zayn came in a few seconds later, sadness obvious on his face. "Li-"

"No, Zayn. Don't say anything," Liam said, cutting Zayn off. Zayn shook his head before walking over to the couch to Liam.

Before he could say anything, Liam grabbed Zayn in a hug, crying into his shoulder. Zayn hugged back, occasionally kissing Liam's head.

"Why am I such a fuck up?" Liam cried.

"You're no where near that, Liam," Zayn assured. "You shouldn't say that about yourself. It's not true."

"It is true. I mess up every time."

"That's not your fault, Liam. Things happen. I know it hurts, but we can fight through it and keep trying, okay?"

"How are we supposed to keep trying?! We've lost four kids now, Zayn. I've miscarried four kids. I can't keep doing this."

"How about we keep trying until we get one, okay?"

"What the fuck do you think this is, Zayn? Just some experiment to see how many kids we can lose before we get it down? No! It's life, Zayn! These are little lives we're talking about. Not experiments."

"I know that-"

"No you clearly don't!"

"I do, Liam. I just- I know what you want. You want kids and a real family. I get it. I'm just trying to help."

"Well, I'm not willing to keep trying. I can't stand the thought of losing any other children."

"Could we adopt?"

"Sure. Yeah."

*~A month later~*

"Do you have a condom?" Liam asked.

"No. I don't have any," Zayn said before smashing his lips to Liam's.

Liam pulled away. "Zayn, I don't want to get pregnant again."

"Well, I don't have any condoms right now. Do you really want to interrupt this moment together with that?"

"Yes, Zayn. I said I don't want to get pregnant again."

"You're not going to get pregnant, Liam. I can assure that."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

*~2 months later~*

"Well, you're pregnant, mister Malik. Congrats."

Liam looked to Zayn who had wide eyes. "Zayn, you little-" Liam cut himself off.

"You're two months so I'll see you in three months for your ultrasound appointment."

"Okay thanks." Liam continued to stare hard at Zayn.

Throughout the entire drive home, Liam didn't say a word, meaning he was obviously pissed at Zayn.

When they arrived at the house, Liam began running inside, about to go up the stairs, but he was cut off by Zayn pulling him back.

"Liam, why are you so mad at me?"

"Because you promised me I wouldn't get pregnant, you little shit!"

"What was I supposed to say?! You were about to end our sex by something that ridiculous! Why aren't you happy that we're having a baby?!"

"Because I will miscarry again! I said I didn't want to do that!"

"You won't, Liam! What makes you think you will?!"

That made Liam angry and wonder why Zayn was acting so stupid. "Ugh I could just rip your balls off right now!"

Zayn covered his 'down there'. "Please don't. I quite like them." Liam all of a sudden got turned on by Zayn's action.

He walked up to Zayn, biting his lip. "Maybe you should learn to keep them in your pants." This of course turned Zayn on.

"Not a chance."

*~3 months later~*

"Zayn wake up. Something's wrong with the baby," Liam said, shaking Zayn. He sat up suddenly, rubbing his eyes.

"What?! Okay let's go to the hospital." Zayn quickly helped 5 month pregnant Liam to the car, speeding to the hospital.

*~A couple hours later~*

The nurse came into the room, Liam and Zayn looking at her.

"I'm sorry but your baby didn't make it," she said, a sad look on her face. Liam looked down at his hands while Zayn did the same. "We've scheduled a time for removal."

Later, the baby was removed and Liam and Zayn were allowed to go home.

When they go home, Liam went right to bed, Zayn following right behind.

*~5 months later~*

"Zayn, you better have one," Liam said.

"Don't worry. I promised I would get some and I did. We're safe," Zayn assured.

"Okay."

*~The next morning~*

Liam was the first to wake up, beginning to scoot closer to his husband, but being stopped by a small object on the bed. "What the..."

He picked it up, studying it in his hand. That's when he realised what it was. "Oh my god."

He began shaking Zayn awake. "Zayn, wake up. Zayn, get up!"

Zayn sat up, rubbing his eyes. "What, Liam?"

"Look." Liam held out the object for Zayn to see.

"Okay why am I looking at a used condom from last night?"

"Because it's broken!"

"It is?"

"Yes! I don't want to be pregnant!"

"You're probably not. Just relax."

*~Weeks later~*

"Well, I'm pregnant, Zayn," Liam said, bringing a positive pregnancy test out of the bathroom with him.

"Well, I don't really know what to say." Liam threw the test down on the floor, putting his head in his hands. Zayn brought Liam into a hug. "I'm sorry, Li. It's my fault."

"No it's not. I think if I really didn't want to get pregnant, I would've tried harder."

"I could've tried harder too, Liam. Let's try again and maybe we'll get lucky okay?"

"Okay."

*~A few months later~*

"There's you baby," the nurse said, pointing to a blob on the screen. "Do you want pictures?"

"Um sure," Liam said. The nurse printed off a few pictures, letting them go home. "I don't want to lose another, Zayn."

"I feel something different about this baby. I think we might get lucky."

"Maybe."

*~2 months later~*

"Do you guys want to know the gender of your baby today?" The nurse asked.

Liam looked to Zayn, then having a mini conversation with nods. Liam looked back to the nurse. "Please."

"Okay it looks like you're having... a girl!"

"A girl."

"Yep. Here's some pictures." Liam and Zayn went straight to the store, buying lots of baby clothes.

"Z, maybe we shouldn't do this. We don't know if we'll end up losing her," Liam said, getting cold feet.

"Liam, it's fine. Let's just do this. You'll feel better. I promise."

"Ugh fine."

*~4 months later~*

Ring ring

"Hello?"

"Zayn, I need you to come home. Now," Liam said.

"Is everything okay?" Zayn asked,
Suddenly getting worried.

"Everything's fine but my water just broke and the baby's coming pretty quick." He cried in pain. "Please hurry!"

"Okay I'm coming home right now. Just remember to to breathe." Liam hung up the phone, going to his breathing.

Zayn pulled up to the house, not even turning the car off. He ran inside, greeted by Liam sitting on the floor, surrounded by a pool of water. Liam saw that Zayn was home. "Zayn!"

"I'm here, love. Let's get to the hospital." Zayn helped Liam stand, brining him to the car. "Tell me what happened."

"Well, I went to get a snack and I was walking back to the couch and my water broke. I had to sit down because it-" He grunted in pain. "Hurts!"

"Okay we'll be there soon. Breathe."

*~At the hospital~*

"C'mon, Liam. Push!" Zayn said.

"Fuck!" Liam cursed as he pushed down again.

"C'mon, babe. Last one and then we'll have our baby." Liam sat up for the last time, pushing as hard as he could. He laid back as he was relieved of the pain.

The baby was put on his chest, Liam wrapping his arms around her. "Oh my god oh my god oh my god. Baby girl!"

"She's here."

"You're here, little one." She didn't cry at all. She opened her eyes, looking right at Liam. "Zayn, look. She has blue eyes."

She looked around finding Zayn. She looked back to Liam before wailing. "Oh you're so precious."