You were working on your upcoming fashion show.

Zayn called you , He sounded really different and upset "(Y/N), babe, i am coming back today"
"Omg babe, i missed you"
"I missed you too" zayn said in a low voice.
"Zayn, you okay?" You asked.
"Can we talk after i come back, I'll be there in few hours". (He sighed.)

"Yes, sure, okay! Babe, i'll be waiting, Take care"( You said in a tensed voice, you could feel the tension in his voice)

"See you soon, (Y/N) " He cuts the call.

"See you" you sighed

You could feel, he was going through something, he was hiding something, he's always cheerful when he talks to you, but today it was different! You were really tensed, you were eagerly waiting for him!
You wanted to just run to him and hug him and just wipe away all his fears and sadness.

*your phone starts to ring*
It was harry.
"Hey (Y/N), Its harry" you could feel his voice sounds different too.
"Everything okay, harry!?"
You asked

"I guess, just wanted to check if you people are fine" He said

"Thanks, gent, But i am doing fine, Zayn didn't reach yet" you said
"Oh " The husky voice replied

You could feel that there's something going on between the lads.
You could also understand that harry called to check on zayn.
Zayn and harry basically were bffs talk about best friend goals better than them! (I ship zarry ;))
But today it felt so different!
This  made you more tensed

"Talk to you later (Y/N)" he said
"Take care haz" you replied.

Thinking off all these incidents happening recently , and these two calls from Zayn and harry , you couldn't handle yourself anymore, all these tensions were killing you inside!
You needed to talk to someone.

*you whispered to yourself*
"I hope everything is okay, i am feeling like something is really wrong"

You decided to call Riji (she's your best friend, also Harry's gf)

"Riji" *you sighed*
"Hey, (Y/N)" she said,
Before you could say anything she replied
"(Y/N), I know , i hope they are fine, I-   don't know what to say"

Of course, she knew! We both were going through something similar.

"I just don't know, how will i handle this situation, hope they are fine" you said.

"I know( Y/N), i hope everything will be fine" She replied

"Yeah" you said
"Is zayn home, yet?" She asked.
"Not yet" You said
( you could feel your heart is getting heavy)
"What about harry?" You asked

(Harry and Riji was really in love with each other, but every rationship goes trough some hard times, so were they, you knw both of 'em are working on if, but again with this tension, you really were worrying about 'em).

"I-I don't know, he called me this morning and he said he will be coming tomorrow, i can't see him in pain, (Y/N) I really can't" she breathe heavily as she said.

"Don't worry Riji, You guys will be fine" you sighed.

"Take care,(Y/N), and if you wanna talk about anything, I'll be one call away" She said (with her charming nature)"

"Thanks Riji, for being their always, I will call you later" you replied

"Anytime(Y/N)" She said and cut the call.

Finally you heard the door bell, the feeling to see zayn from the morning was killing you, you just couldn't wait to go and wrappe him in your arms.

*you opened the door*
Zayn, baby. * you hugged him tightly, you could fill your eyes filling up with tears*
He hugged you back, i missed you, he whispered, and you could feel he's not okay.
You both came inside.

"Zayn, look at me" you sighed

"(Y/N)" He replied , forcing a smile on his face.
( not that he wasn't happy to see you, but he couldn't hide that he was going through  anymore.)

You took his hand and said "I am always here with you, everything will be fine, and talk to me , okay?"

"Okay, Ma'am " he smiled

"That smile, is what i was missing" you giggled

"I missed you" he said

"I missed you more babe" you replied
He gave a charming smile, that can give you relief from any stress.

"Hungry?" You smiled
"Very much" He said
"Take a shower, lemme serve it for you" you smiled

"Okay" He smiled back.

After a while, you both had dinner and went up to the bedroom you both shared.

*He laid on the bed*
*while you were coning your hair*

"(Y/N)" He said in a low voice
"Yes baby" you replied
" I want to leave the band"
He said in a very low voice
(That was something, unexpected the person who loved being their almost 24/7, who spent 5 years with the boys , and said how much he enjoyed, it was not just a band, it was his family, not just his but ours, people were crazy for their work!
"WHAT SUDDENLY HAPPENED, THAT HE EVEN THOUGHT OF IT")
*So many thoughts were going on in your head, that you didn't want to say anything*
"(Y/N), Babe,I know i am sorry, but please don't hate me" his voice got deeper.

*you walkes towards  him, wrapped him in your arms*

"Babe, I love you, Tell me whats wrong?" You asked

"I just don't feel like i belong there" he said.

"They all support you, the boys me and all of 'em" i sighed

"I know, they do , I was the one who bought this topic up, few days back, the boys ain't happy with me" He
sighed

" I can understand zayn, you need to understand 'em, its not easy to let someone go, you wroked with for a such a long time, you people went through everything together and were always this supportive , how can it be easy zayn," you replied

"I know, but i just want to do something by myself, i just don't feel, i don't know how to explain "
(he said in a high voice and he was disappointed )

"It's okay babe, whatever the situation will be, whatever your decision will be i'll always be there to support you, you know right?" You asked.

"I know (Y/N), i know,I love you" He said

"I love you too" you replied

"But i don't want to lose my friendship with the lads, i don't think so, they will be fine with my decision " He sighed.

"Hey, look at me, Zayn they have always supported you, didn't they?" You asked

"Always" he said

"Exactly, just give 'em time, we all need time , when we see someone very close to us taking any hard decision, i know its hard for you even, and its hard for 'em too, but guess what? They will be fine! I know Everything will be okay, Give it some time" you replied

"I love you, thanks for understanding me always" he smiled

"I love you too, babe" you replied

*he pressed a kiss on your lips and you kissed him back*

"BTW, Zayn, Harry called today" you said

"He's upset with me" He sighed

"Its okay" you said,
"call him tomorrow"
He's coming back" you smiled

"He went to visit Anne" He replied

"Well he's coming back to LA, tomorrow" You said

"umm, Riji, is she fine?" he asked
(Zayn And Riji was pretty good frindsy,after all she set you with zayn ;))

"You know, she hides things a lot, she misses harry for sure" You smiled

*he smiled back*

After a while, You both kissed each other and cuddled
*God, i missed waking up next to him* you whisperered

You both fell asleep while cuddling.

"Guys, this chapter was hard to stop writing, lol" It was sad and kinda different" Hope ya'll enjoyed it.

Thanks
All the love, Rb
Xoxo