A/N: SmUT! Also, someone translated this fic into Portuguese so there is now a Portuguese version of this fic. That makes me very happy :') also I was joking about Gerard topping lmao. If you font wanna read the smut, skip to the "**"
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They fell back onto the couch with their lips attached and passionately moving against one another. Gerard's lips were soft and silky, pink and sweet against Frank's. Frank opened his mouth slightly as he laid on his back against the leather couch and Gerard hovered over him, his black hair hanging and creating a veil to cover their passionate kissing and breathy moans. Frank had his tongue in Gerard's mouth, touching their pink muscles together and letting them slide slickly. Gerard placed his knee between Frank's legs and his hands were cupping his face sweetly. Frank could feel his cheeks warming, his skin flushing with desire. The latter's knee brushed against his crotch and Frank let out a quiet moan, tangling his fingers in Gerard's hair and firmly pressing their lips together.

Gerard shifted so he straddled Frank and the pressure of their crotches pressing together caused their lips to part and they moaned in perfect unison. Gerard's lips were red and wet when they parted and Frank's hands gripped at Gerard's hips when he slowly grinded down on him, hips rocking and creating hot friction. Gerard squeezed his eyes shut and color filled his pale cheeks, a soft whimper coming from his parted lips the instant Frank titled his hips up and rubbed against Gerard. He was such a beautiful sight, but Frank would have preferred it much more if he had less clothing so he could see his pale and luminous skin in the dim glow of the lamp beside them.

Frank reached out and pushed Gerard's blazer off of his shoulders and heard it fall with a gentle thud to the floor. Frank panted softly and tried to unbutton Gerard's white shirt, but his fingers were trembling from the need to touch and feel everything all at once. Gerard noticed this and pushed Frank's hands away, leaning down and kissing the boy again whilst unbuttoning his own shirt, then shrugging it off of his arms. Frank slid his tongue into Gerard's mouth and placed his shaking hands on Gerard's smooth chest, feeling his soft pale skin underneath his fingertips and falling in love with every inch of it. Gerard shivered under Frank's hands, reaching for Frank's tie and starting to undo it. Once it was untied, he let it hang there and he pulled his lips away wetly so Frank could sit up and they removed his clothing on his upper half.

Gerard worked on undoing the buttons to Frank's shirt with his graceful long fingers, panting almost silently through his swollen pink lips. Frank finally got to see Gerard without his shirt on and the sight was just as beautiful as every part of him if not more. His skin subtly glowed, soft and smooth in the light of the lamp beside them, never ending perfection as Frank ran his hands up the boy's side.

"You are so beautiful." Frank whispered so quietly that he was not sure if Gerard caught it. But he did, and his eyes softened as a blush filled in his cheeks. He opened Frank's shirt and pushed the material to the side with his lip tucked between his teeth. He ran his long artist fingers over Frank's exposed chest and stomach, slowly caressing the skin and causing Frank to take in small gasping breaths. He shuddered, feeling himself hard in his pants and fueled by desire. Gerard gazed at Frank through his lashes and he laid his palms flat over his smooth and slightly tanned stomach, sliding them up and feeling the expanse of the naked skin on his torso.

"You're more beautiful." Gerard leaned down and captured Frank's lips with his again, a kiss Frank eagerly returned. Their grinding picked up again, hips rolling and rotating slowly against one another and showering them in sparks of pleasure. Frank was hard and aching for Gerard, this was evident in his heavy moan and his rutting pelvis that quickened against Gerard. Gerard whimpered through his parted lips and eagerly pulled at Frank's hair, locking his legs around his waist and exhaling with a huff when Frank flipped them over and his body slid against Gerard's, laying hot and squirming on top of him. Frank broke the kiss and quickly rubbed himself against Gerard. He listened to the musical moans and whines coming from the other boy, hissing softly as the friction brought a hot wave of pleasant shudders up his spine, body quivering and skin pressed tightly against his love's.

"Frankie," Gerard panted with his lips rosy and hanging open. "Please, I need you."

"What do you want, my love?" Frank slowed his movements, running his hands up and down Gerard's silky skin on his bare chest. "Do you want to take me or me to take you?"

"I-" Gerard flushed, pupils dilated though his eyes showed sudden shyness in them. He laid his hands on Frank's hips, gently rubbing them and running his finger along the waistband of his dress pants. "I want you to take me."

"Are you sure? I don't mind you being inside me at all." Frank quickly ducked his head and placed soft kisses all over Gerard's neck, feeling the latter's thighs wrap around his waist and squeeze.

"I want you." Gerard whimpered softly at the end of his conclusion seeing as Frank began to suck delicately on his collarbone. He tasted Gerard's sweet and salty skin on his tongue, felt the way the muscle slid so smoothly against his flawless skin.

With this, Frank brought his hands to the waistband of Gerard's pants and tugged gently. "Let's get these off of you, then, love."

Frank carefully helped Gerard slide out of his pants, asking for permission first before sliding his underwear off with the black material. His pale legs were revealed, along with every inch of glowing white skin Frank had never seen before. His thighs were thick and stretch marks littered the insides of them, but they were so beautiful that all Frank wanted to do was kiss them all. His cock was hard and laying flushed against his stomach, the tip leaking some. Gerard laid completely exposed, blushing and staring up at the ceiling with his lip tucked between his teeth. Frank knew all too well how Gerard felt about his body, all his insecurities. But Frank loved and adored them all.

"You are the most perfect human being ever created." Frank murmured softly in appreciation of Gerard's beautiful body. He parted the boy's thighs, slipping between them and stroking the small white stretch marks lining the very insides.

"Frank, I'm not perfect." Gerard objected, but gasped when Frank placed a hot, open mouthed kiss on the skin nearest to his crotch. Frank hummed softly as his nose skimmed across Gerard's thigh, lips dragging along the skin and kissing at every single stretch mark as his hands gripped the small love handles at Gerard's hips.

"You are perfect to me." Kiss. "Even if you weren't made for me." Kiss. "I still love every part of you as if you were." Kiss. "Don't you ever tell me that you're not beautiful because I will never believe you." Kiss.

And Frank kissed Gerard once more, but this time, on his flushed and waiting lips. As they kissed desperately, Gerard's hands wandered all over Frank's back, discovering curves and feeling his skin, Frank unbuttoned his own dress pants and began to push them down his thighs along with his black underwear. He licked at Gerard's top lip, sliding his tongue inside his mouth once again with his pants now at his ankles. Kicking off the clothing and tossing it to the ground, Frank now freely kissed and touched Gerard's body - his hips, his pleasantly thick and sexy thighs, his stomach, he even cupped the boy's face and stroked his cheeks with the pads of his thumbs, tenderly loving the boy and hesitantly pressing their bodies together.

Once they were skin to skin, completely naked and exposed to one another for the first time, Frank felt their flesh pressing together and creating a warmth he had never experienced before. Their cocks rubbed together when Gerard hooked his leg over Frank's hip, their lips parting and their moans mingling at the sudden foreign and wonderful contact. Frank slid himself against Gerard again and was nearly overwhelmed by the sensation of pleasure throbbing in his cock. He kissed Gerard with as much passion as he could muster and ran his hand over the boy's soft and chubby thigh. Gerard's hands touched everywhere they could and his gentle touch fueled a fire burning in the pit that was Frank's desire.

Tightly wrapping his arms around Gerard, Frank managed to flip them over again without breaking the kiss so the latter was on top of him again. Gerard straddled Frank and tugged on his hair gently, willing him to sit up and place his hands on his chubby hips. Frank squeezed the extra flesh and darted his tongue in and out of Gerard's mouth, moving their lips together quickly and listening to the sounds of their kissing, heavy breathing, and occasional moans. Frank brushed his hand over Gerard's leaking cock experimentally, then grasped the thick length in his hand and rubbing his thumb over the slit in the swollen pink tip. Gerard let out a gasping moan, bucking into Frank's hand and tugging his hair again.

Frank pulled away from the kiss and took his hand away from Gerard's cock to instead rub his upper thighs, moving it to his plump and pale backside. Their eyes locked, both their gazes clouded with love and lust and their pupils wide enough to devour their hazel irises. Frank cupped Gerard's plump flesh in his hands, gently spreading his cheeks apart and earning a small gasp in return.

"I have to prep you, baby." Frank gently reminded his love and rested his forehead against his as soft pants left his mouth. "Open your mouth." Frank brought three of his fingers to Gerard's lips, and despite Gerard's wide eyes, he parted his lips and took the fingers into his mouth to suck on. He suckled subtly and swirled his tongue over the digits, an incredibly arousing sight that caused Frank's cock to throb. He groaned softly and his other hand grabbed at the plump flesh of Gerard's butt, watching the latter's lashes flutter and a blush fill in his cheeks.

When Frank pulled his slick fingers out of Gerard's mouth, he brought them behind Gerard and offered him a serene smile to calm down his nervous lover. Once the latter weakly smiled back, Frank pressed his fingers against Gerard's hole, and from the way he jumped, it was obvious that he had never been touched there before. Gerard was pure, innocent. Frank was sure that even if they did do this, Gerard would never lose the innocent shine in his eyes because no matter what, he would always be the same sweet person at heart.

"Relax, love. I promise I'll make this worth it." Frank kissed Gerard softly and circled his rim with one slicked finger. Gerard whimpered when everything else went still and Frank began to sink his index finger inside him. The tightness was like a vise around Frank's finger, pressing down on the digit and rejecting the intrusion as first. Gerard's eyebrows pulled together and his lips parted, his forehead pressing against Frank's.

"Keep going." He breathed to Frank, pushing gently against Frank's finger.

Nodding subtly, Frank began to slide in his second slicked finger inside his love. It was then that Gerard must have felt the beginning of the uncomfortable stretch because he groaned softly, his lips pulling down into a frown of discomfort. Frank shushed him softly, kissing his lips tenderly and sliding his finger all the way in. For a moment, he sank his fingers in and out of the incredibly tight heat so Gerard could get used to it, become stretched enough. By the time Frank had his third finger in, Gerard swore quietly in pain, but willed Frank to continue. The tightness was nearly enough to constrict almost too hard on Frank's fingers, pushing down like a vise, but Frank managed to loosen the muscles some and eventually, he found the spot that Frank had read about somewhere inside Gerard. Gerard had jerked, letting out a cross between and moan and a whimper as shock crossed his features. Kissing his love's shoulder, Frank removed his fingers and instead discreetly spat in his hand, then wrapped his hand around his own length. He hissed softly, running his lips over Gerard's smooth shoulder.

"Please let me know if I hurt you. I don't want this to be a bad experience for you." Frank whispered against his skin and positioned himself at Gerard's entrance.

"I love you." Gerard said in a trembling breath, gripping onto Frank's shoulders. His mouth went slack as Frank pushed in slowly, a low groan leaving his lips.

"I love you too." Frank could barely get the words out once he was fully sheathed inside the hot, tight and slightly wet heat of his love. The pressure on his cock was nearly too much, Gerard was a virgin after all. But he was adjusting to Frank, panting softly and screwing his eyes shut as he leaned his forehead on Frank's shoulder. Frank bottomed out inside Gerard and grabbed the latter's hips, gritting his teeth together as his cock throbbed with the need to move inside Gerard. He waited for Gerard to adjust, kissing the side of his head and rubbing his sides to soothe him.

"P-please, move." Gerard wheezed softly and brought his head up. His eyes were still tightly shut and his swollen lips were parted.

Frank complied by setting a steady rhythm. He pulled out and thrust back up in Gerard. The other threw his head back slightly, moaning a bit and digging his nails into Frank's shoulders. Frank moaned at the feeling of Gerard's soft and hot walls clenching down on his length, beginning to thrust in and out at a pace slow enough not to overwhelm Gerard.

"Frankie." Gerard whimpered and buried his face into the crook of Frank's neck. Frank panted through his mouth and grabbed at Gerard's hips, speeding up a bit in his thrusts. He could hear the sound of his skin slapping against his love's, hear the soft sounds coming from his beautiful mouth. Gerard's skin was so soft and tender underneath Frank's hands and he still smelled faintly of berries just like the first time he met him in the flesh. He was soft on the inside, hot and wet around Frank's throbbing cock. Frank's stomach churned in the best way possible and waves of pleasure ran through every bone in his body.

When Frank angled his hips, he hit Gerard's prostate perfectly, causing the other to cry out and jerk his hips, sinking down abruptly on Frank's cock.

"God, Gerard-" Frank groaned out and felt his face flush with ecstasy.

"Yes yes, more." Gerard whined and started rocking himself on Frank's cock, meeting every thrust and picking up the pace. Frank felt every nerve in his body explode with pleasure, his body quivering. He held onto Gerard tightly, kissing all over his neck and groaning into the soft sensitive skin there. Gerard raked his nails gently over Frank's back, bouncing up and down on the other's cock. Frank made sure the smooth, blunt tip of his cock hit Gerard's prostate to give the best pleasure to the boy. His noises were beautiful, especially when he stilled his hips to let Frank take over and thrust himself inside the wet heat surrounding him.

"A-ah, so good." Gerard let out a broken moan and pressed wet kisses all along Frank's jaw, leading them all to his lips. They kissed passionately, desperation leaking out of both of them and into their lip lock. Their tongues met and tangled together, moaning into one another's mouths as Gerard's body jolted with each hit to his prostate.

Frank felt their souls and hearts intertwining more and more with each movement he made inside his love. He breathed in every breath Gerard took, felt every inch of his soft skin underneath his fingertips. Being one with someone he had loved for so long was the most satisfying and beautiful action. Nothing kept them apart in this moment. They were both one person feeling the same pleasure, breathing the same air, expressing the same amount of emotion. Making love to Gerard was heaven for Frank, each movement inside the boy getting better than the last.

Gerard's leaking cock was trapped between their bodies that were melded together, leaking and rubbing against their stomachs. Frank's skin was hot against Gerard's and they both broke out into a sweat as their skin slid against each other. Gerard parted from the kiss and threw his head back, gently rocking his hips and letting out a long, loud moan. Frank quickened his pace and went a bit harder, seeing that Gerard's orgasm was approaching from the way he was clenching.

"Frank, I'm- I'm going to-" Gerard could not even speak. He kept cutting himself off with small moans and whimpers, swaying his hips and grinding himself down on Frank. The room was hot and a bead of sweat trickled down to Gerard's jawline. Frank watched it slide down like a tear with his mouth slack and harsh pants leaving his lungs, squeezing the extra flesh on Gerard's thighs.

"Come, my love." Frank encouraged Gerard and thrust up into him harder, wrapping his hand around Gerard's weeping cock and helping his orgasm come. Frank felt his own lower stomach coiling, the pleasure bringing tears to his eyes.

"Ah!" Gerard moaned out and squeezed his eyes shut after they rolled back into his head, his back arching beautifully as he came between both him and Frank. Frank felt his hot and sticky come rushing out from the tip of his cock as he continued to thrust, his nerves burning and adrenaline pumping through his veins in white hot flashes as he unravelled shorty after Gerard. Gerard was clenching tight around him, satisfying Frank's cock entirely.

"F-fuck." Frank panted and then let out a low, gutteral moan, feeling the breath draw out from his lungs as he came inside Gerard. Their bodies still rocked together through their orgasms and they held onto each other tightly. Their skin was stuck together, hot breath mingling and their bodies still connected. In this state of euphoria, Frank felt his soul glowing like an ember inside his body, his heart pounding and being overwhelmed with the most beautiful warmth when he opened his eyes and saw the expression of pure bliss on his love's angelic face, his soft features twisted into one he had never seen before

**(you're good to go, non-smut readers)

"I love you." Gerard puffed out and opened his eyes. His pupils nearly swallowed up all the hazel in his eyes with their pitch black expansion, but the ring of the greenish honey color was still there, warm and glazed over with bliss from their love making.

"I love you more than anything." Frank truthfully let the words spill out and tangled his fingers gently into Gerard's hair, pulling their faces together to carefully kiss his lover. Their kisses were soft in order not to disturb their tender lips, red from kissing and sucking. Gerard wrapped his arms around Frank, twisting his fingers into the soft hair at the back of his head.

Lazily, they continued to kiss for some time, Frank oh so carefully sliding out of Gerard and feeling his own come drip out of the boy. When they finished kissing, they cleaned their fluids off of their bodies with tissues from a small pack Gerard had in his pocket. Frank felt his lungs ache from panting and his throat slightly raw, topping it off was his sore lips, but he knew it was all worth it when they dressed again and laid back against the couch again, kissing and whispering soft things to one another. Their fingers were intertwined, occasionally wandering against each other's skin as a form of tenderness, their actions no longer sexual since both were spent. Frank's shirt remained unbuttoned, as did Gerard's.

"Have you ever dreamt of running away?" Gerard asked softly as he rested his head over Frank's chest where his heart laid. His fingers drew lazy circles across Frank's flat stomach, sending pleasant chills up the receiver's spine.

"Running away? To where?" Frank replied in an equally gentle tone. He weaved his fingers through Gerard's raven hair and brushed out the tangled locks.

"Anywhere that isn't Battery City. Imagine how wonderful that would be - just you and I being together without having to fear anyone catching us." Gerard titled his head up and rested his chin on Frank's chest, a small smile on his pink lips.

"I've always thought it was too risky to even imagine it. I feared this government would somehow know my plans." Frank chuckled bitterly and glided the back of his hand along Gerard's jaw with the touch of a feather.

"Well, they can't take your thoughts away from you. Frank, there are places in America where we can go and get married, live happily, the only thing we've ever wanted. Wouldn't it be beautiful?"

Gerard was beaming, showing his little teeth and warming every fiber that made up Frank's entire existence. He smiled back, closing his eyes for a moment and imagining a world where he and his love could walk around holding hands. He could spoil Gerard as he pleased, buying him art supplies he always wanted and taking him out on dates because he deserved it all. Frank would most definitely marry Gerard and they could have their dream house, find jobs and live together as a couple forever. They could make love during the nights, talk about their days during dinner. Mundane activities, but it was perfection to Frank. As long as he had Gerard, everything would feel better than it sounded.

"Would you go to the states?" Frank asked and opened his eyes again.

"Of course. I'd go anywhere with you, though. Any place where we can be free." Gerard dropped his eyes to Frank's chest and his smile wavered a bit at the corners. His fingers splayed over Frank's skin, gliding up and down his abdomen. "I'd do anything to be free." He added in a tiny whisper, so frail, as if he were afraid to speak it.

"Maybe one day we can escape." Frank knew it was impossible. But it tore him apart to see his Gerard become sad over their issue, the way their situation and fate seemed to have been corrupted, twisted and bent so they never loved their matches and instead found each other. Frank preferred it this way, however. He could not imagine not loving Gerard.

"I just - I want to marry you." The smile returned to Gerard's lips, but his voice was still nothing above a whisper. "I want us to live in a house with a huge porch for us to sit on to watch the sunset together. I want a cat even though I'm allergic, maybe I'll get the shots. I'm terrified of needles but I know you'll be there to hold my hand through it." Gerard giggled softly and intertwined his fingers with Frank's.

"Maybe we can adopt a little girl or boy when we're older. You would make an amazing parent." Frank kissed Gerard's knuckles softly and watched with a smile as the latter blushed and shrunk his mouth slightly like he always did when he was embarrassed.

"Well, I do love children." Gerard shrugged, but a little glint in his eyes and the smirk tugging on his lips made Frank's stomach twist. "But I would miss making love with you every night."

Frank let out a short laugh despite the blush filling in his cheeks. "Every single night?"

"Every single night." Gerard nodded slowly and the two of them giggled, pulling each other in for a kiss. The moment their lips melded together, all traces of laughter were chased away and instead replaced with love, their fatal attraction sending adrenaline pumping through their veins. Gerard's lips were so soft, so delicate underneath Frank's mouth. He was amazed how their lips moved together so easily, like they were meant for each other.

Gerard hummed softly in his throat and laid his hand over Frank's chest, propping himself onto his elbow and parting his lips. Frank cupped the side of Gerard's face and the other held into his arm, kissing him deeply and feeling heat grow between them once again in this exchange.

But everything stopped, their moment was brutally ripped apart when suddenly, scaring the life out of the both of them, the sound of a lock rattling and a door opening wide sounded throughout the whole room. And the two lovers were revealed to the world, caught with swollen lips, intertwined limbs and exposed flesh.

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A/N: I TOLD YOU IT WAS GETTING REAL SOON.

This chapter took forever to write. I was like, how do I write smut without using the word 'fuck' 10000 times? I write rough smut, mostly, and this one is vanilla for me. But it's so?? Pretty???

Who do you think caught them?

What are they gonna do?

Will they be separated fOREVER?

"My love and my hate for you are infinite."

-aprilxo