Katniss's POV.
I'm resting my head in Peeta's lap, while he arroles my hair.
Today we spent our day doing nothing, and Peeta's been extremily quiet. Something is on with him. He looks very thoughtfull.
"Peeta, what are you thinking about?" I ask, interruptimg the silence that has been hoovering over us since this morning.
"Nothing much. Why?"
"It's just that you've been very thoughtfull." I say, looking him in the eye. I can easily see something is on his mind.
"Peeta, just tell me, you've been very weird today, and don't think I can't see when you are lying." I say, in a serious tone.
He sights. "It's just that- I don't know." he struggles with finding words.
"What is it?" I insist.
"If we weren't in all this mess, I mean with the police and all, would you marry me?" Peeta asks.
At first I think he's joking, but when I look at his expression I see how serious he is. "Where did this come from?" I ask.
"Just, would you?"
I think about it. Would I marry Peeta. If it was a few months ago I would certainly have said know, but since I met Peeta my whole life changed, for better. He made me understand that it is worth taking risks, it is worth trying.
"Yes, I would." I say looking feels in his eyes.
A smile grows across his face.
"Is this some sort of proposal?" I ask raising an eyebrow. "Because if it is I want the whole thing." I joke.
Peeta chuckles.
"Well, you shall have it." he says.
He stands up and kneeled down in front of me.
"Katniss Everdeen, Your my light, my rock, my whole life. I'd do anything for you, and I will. There is no morning I don't wake up thinking about you, no night I fall asleep without thinking about you." he makes a small break to take a deep breath. "These words said, will you give me hapiness off marrying me?"
I raise my hands to my face, trying to muffle the weird sounds coming out of my mouth. "Yes, Yes, yes." I say running to Peeta's arms. I start crying, and laughing at the same time, making weird chocking noises.
"I'm sorry I don't have a ring, I promise I'll arrange it soon." he says.
I hysterically laugh, holding him closer to me.
After a few minutes we pull off.
"Should we tell Finnick and Annie?" Peeta asks, raising an eyebrow.
"I don't know. Maybe we should keep this beetween us until we are safe from the police and all." I say.
"And then we get married!" Peeta says, grinning widely. I laugh at his ridiculous goofy expression and kiss him.
"I love you so so much." I say.
"I love you more."
"No, you don't."
We keep having this fight until we hear the door opening and noises coming from the hall.
Finnick appears in the door frame, carrying Annie in his arms.
"We got great news!!" Finnick yells excitedly.
"And what would that be?." Peeta says.
Annie raised her hand, showing a silver engagement ring. "We're engaged!" She scream, a huge smile across her face.
"Congrats!" I say.
"Yeah guys, finally." Peeta says rolling his eyes. Finnick chuckles.
"How about you two? Did you behave good? Are there gonna be babys flying around?" He asks wiggling his eyebrows.
"Finnick, knock it off!" I say.
He chuckles "Let's just have dinner."
We have dinner and after that we watch a movie. After the movie we all go to bed.
Peeta holds me even tighter tonigh, as if it was our last time.
"I love very very much, Katniss. Don't you forget that." he says truthfully. I smile at him.
" And I love you very very much, Peeta, and don't you ever forget that." I say looking deep into his blue eyes, that I fell deep in love with.
"Goodnight, Katniss."
"Goodnight, Peeta."
We share one last kiss before falling asleep, wrapped in each other.
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I wake up Panting and sweating, looking for Peeta. I get even more alarmed when his side of the bed is empty, cold, signaling he hasn't been here for a while.
"Peeta?" I whisper, looking around, my eyes widening in frigh when I can't see him,nor feel his safe arms around me.
I look at the window, ir is still dark. I turn on the lamp in the bedside.
Peeta's side is empty, a paper and a small boxe resting on his pillow.
With shaky hands I pick up the paper and read it, only to have my heart shattered.