☆ Don't Forget Me ☆

Third Person View

It was a cold day in Sweden; the snow was falling in chunks, covering the street in minutes like a blanket. Felix was home alone in his decent sized hime. He had nothing to do seeing that Marzia left not to long ago to go shopping; however, just as she left, the snow came pouring down like a waterfall from the skies.

It was like they didn't want Marzia with Felix, like something good was going to happen and there was to be no disturbances. Maybe today would be a great day for Felix; a day filled with nothing but happiness

Felix jumped in surprise as his phone vibrated, signaling that he received a text. But from who? Felix grabbed his phone and swiped his finger across the screen. It was Ryan, or as his friend called himself, Cry. 'Oh, it's Ryan! Is he calling to see if I'm getting on later on?' He pondered to himself.

From what Ryan was texting Felix, Ryan had secretly planned to head to Sweden to see Felix. Though as it continued to keep on snowing outside, Ryan wondered how he was going to ever get to Felix?

He would need to walk out the airport and walk all the way over to Felix's house in this crazy weather! It was like a death wish to walk outside in the snow! Now he didn't want to die on Felix. Ryan had many plans stored for them.

Felix, on the other hand, was worried for his friend. He didn't want Ryan to get hurt or to even get sick. Felix decided to call Ryan, and he bit hit lip as the soft ringing from his phone ate him away in anxiety.

Ryan picked up his phone, smiling at the photo he had for Felix whenever he called. It was both of them embracing one another with large grins on their faces. Ryan frowned, 'If only Felix was in my arms right now...' He thought, a frown making its way to his lips.

"Hello?" Ryan answered, his soft voice bringing a smile to Felix's face almost immediately.

"Hey, Ryan! I was wondering if you wanted me to pick you up from the airport? It'll take me a bit in this weather, but it's worth it. What do you say?" Felix explained rather quickly, as he waited for his friends response.

Ryan tapped his masked cheek, "Sure. Why not, friend. I'm at the airport closest to your house. Well, that's what I think at least." Ryan said, covering up the fact he knew where Felix lived.

Ryan did his... research on Felix, by asking close friends and even Marzia. His excuse was that Ryan needed some help with a face reveal he was going to do for his fans, but that was one small lie. It wasn't for his fans, but for Felix. Ryan wanted to know more about Felix, and beating around the bush turned out to be the best way to do so in his case.

"Oh, okay! I'll be there in around ten minutes! See you soon, Ryan!" Felix exclaimed, grinning ear to ear.

Ryan smiled, "Alright, friend. See you soon. Bye." Ryan said, hanging up the call.

Ryan placed his phone in his back pocket and sighed to himself. What else was there to do in a crowded airport during the holidays? Nothing really. Ryan was already getting enough stares due to his mask covering his face. He felt uneasy seeing dirty glances thrown at him, it made him feel sick to the core. And people ask him why he doesn't show his face on YouTube. This is why; they would only judge him even more. Ryan sighed and hung his head low. 'Hurry, please.' He muttered.

Felix was stepping on the pedal as he drove to the airport. He was overly excited to see the man he loved. It was like a dream come true! Who knew Ryan would ever come all the way to Sweden for him.

As Felix drove faster, he noticed the snow falling even harder and faster than before. It was a new thing for Sweden to see this much snow, that is. It was like a giant blizzard rampaging for hours on end.

Felix bit his lip, "Ryan, please be careful." He said, taking a sharp turn, his car sliding at the sudden movement against the slippery road.

Felix drove faster, but noticed there was a giant roadblock blocking his way to the airport. Felix slammed his foot on the brake; his car sliding and screeching. He cursed under his breath. 'How the hell am I supposed to get to Ryan now?!' He wondered.

"Fuck this!" He cursed, pushing his door open before exiting the car, leaving the door wide open.

Felix didn't care if something happened to his car while he was gone; he cared more about Ryan. He made his way over to the police, steaming with pure rage.

"Hey, what are you guys doing?!" He shouted at the cops standing out of their cars. "Some of us have things to do!"

Felix walked over to one of the cops, grabbing him by his collar. "Sir, let me go! You shouldn't be here right now!" The cop exclaimed, gripping at Felix's hands and trying to pry them off his collar.

"And why not--!?" Felix started, only to stop in pure horror at the reason why the cops had put up such a big roadblock had finally hit him in the face like a brick. "Oh my god... No." Felix had a bad feeling and when his gut twisted in this way, he knew something was wrong.

Felix let go of the cop and pushed past them, rushing to the middle of the scene where a body laid surrounded in blood. Hell, the body could have been a random stranger, but something was telling him this wasn't the case; this was someone he knew. The snow around the pool of blood soaked in the sickening color of the fresh blood. Felix grimaced and covered his mouth as he got closer.

"Sir!" A cop shouted.

Felix walked over to the body and fell to his knees; the blood staining his pants. "N-No... Why?" He choked out, tears brimming his eyes. "Fuck! Why now?!"

Felix let the tears stream down his cold cheeks and stain his face with the wet trails from his tears. He lifted the body into his arms, embracing them softly without hurting them anymore than they already were.

"F-Felix?"

Felix looked into Ryan's pained filled eyes, his own holding the same emotion. "Y-Yeah?" He asked, cradling his friends body closer.

"I-I'm...sorry." He muttered out, coughing up a small amount of blood. "I c-couldn't do it...the p-pressure was too much. I just c-couldn't wait."

Felix shook his head rapidly, his light brown locks of hair swaying around furiously. "N-No! Please, s-stay with me!" He pleaded, removing a piece of Ryan's broken mask off his face.

Ryan was surprisingly very handsome; he was more than Felix ever expected. Hell, Ryan looked like a model to Felix. That's how great he looked. Of course, if you brushed off the blood smeared on his face and pain filled expression.

"I-I want y-you to know I-I l-love you..." Ryan stated, announcing his dying love for Felix.

Felix cried out in anger, his chest trembling in rage. "Why did it have to be like this!?" He shouted, pulling Ryan closer to him. "Please don't leave me Ryan. I love you too and always have. I just never had the guts to tell you before..."

Ryan smiled painfully, a small drip of blood dripping out of the corner of his mouth. In his mind, he was dying at Felix's pain. The irony was that he was actually dying. Little by little, Ryan was finding his way to the light; the light that would hold him and take him in.

"G-Goodbye, Felix." He whispered. "D-Don't forget m-m-me..."

Felix shut Ryan up by gently pressing his own lips against Ryan's. The kiss was soft, pained, and sloppy. Felix could feel Ryan trying to kiss back ever so softly, trying to enjoy his last moments together with the one man he loved. On the other hand, Felix ignored the bitter taste of blood tingling on his tongue. He wanted to be able to memorize the feeling of Ryan's lips against his own in the future. He didn't want to forget the feeling of pure bliss knowing the man he loved kissed him. But that was when Felix felt it, the sudden loss of movement from Ryan's lips. Ryan was motionless. He was gone, just like that.

Felix pulled back and pressed his forehead against Ryan's. Felix shook and sobbed silently. He lifted his head and glared up at the dark, gray sky, letting out screams and cries of pure pain and agony. "Shit, no, no, no! R-Ryan? Ryan, please answer me." He asked.

There was nothing.

Felix grit his teeth together, "Fuck, fuck, fuck! Don't do this to me, please!" He shouted, shaking Ryan's body softly.

It was no use. Ryan was gone; he was dead. Felix couldn't do anything but scream in despair at his loss. The officers finally came rushing over to Felix and Ryan. They grabbed ahold of Felix and said some things, doing their best to pry Felix's arms off of Ryan. But Felix couldn't hear them nor did he let them; he didn't want to. He was still in shock. The officers managed to pry Felix's hands off of Ryan, but before he was taken away, Felix kissed Ryan once last time on his cheek, his tears mixing in with the bitter blood coated against his cheek. Felix smiled, his eyes shutting as he whispered his last few words to Ryan's body as he was dragged away.

"I love you, Ryan, and I always will."

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I hope you all enjoyed. I'd like to give Christy19887 a big thanks for giving me the motivation and courage to post this thing after a year of being in create. Thanks, girl!

I apologize if it wasn't too good. This is my first time writing in third person... I'll try better next time!