Stevie's View

I looked myself in the mirror and sighed loudly as I ran my hands through my medium length hair. Today, my parents, or at least my mother, called me and told me that my father was killed in an accident. I couldn't believe my father was dead, after all these years of being his little girl... I've now lost him. I'm not his little girl anymore...I'm just Stevie.

I bit my lip and walked out of the bathroom, silently praying that my mother was going to be okay without my father by her side. They've been together for more than twelve years, it has to hurt losing your soul mate earlier than you anticipated. God, my mother thought that she would die with my father while in his embrace. It seems like fate twisted her dreams around.

I frowned, "I really hope the the guys and Toni won't mind if I stay off of YouTube for a bit, maybe two to three weeks at most? They won't mind, right?" I told myself, imagining Adam's and Toni's comforting smiles.

Dark memories filled my mind, back to the days when me and Adam hung out a bit too much for just friends. Just thinking about Adam made me shiver, he was what you would call...clingy. When we went to High School and College together, we were instant friends, almost like glue on paper. If you wanted me, you'd find me with Adam. If you wanted Adam, you'd look for me. That's just how things worked for us. We were inseparable. But Cathy ruined things between us, she made us drift apart. I'll be honest here, I did like Adam in High School, but when he left me like nothing for Cathy, I was beyond hurt. He didn't even say sorry or bye, all he did was laugh and wrap his arms around her in front of me.

To think I loved that man... Now, it's like nothing happened between us, but I know deep in my heart that I do have some feelings for him still, some! Other than that, I'm going down the path I was born into; the path of a bisexual. Yes, I admit it... I'm into girls, is that so bad? But with Adam, it's like my feelings for him come out and I fall for him all over again. No matter how hard I try I can't get him off my mind, for all the pain and happiness he brought me. However, I've learned my lesson just by falling for him... Don't love the banana man. You'll only bring loads of trouble onto your shoulders.

That was...until she arrived. Cathy, also known as Catabot on YouTube. She was a transfer student from Orlando and when she walked into our classroom, shining bright like a diamond. I knew I had lost my best friend Adam. Ever since that day, Adam hung out with her 24/7, I was all alone from that point on. And to think I actually liked Adam, not in a friendly type of way, but liked.

"Falling for Adam may give you love, but loving him is like loving person way too good for you." I muttered, walking to my room. "I learned the hard way."

I walked over to my bed and sprawled my body across my bed, while staring up at the ceiling. A image of Toni grinning like a fool flashed through my mind. My heart fluttered at the thought of her smiling and calling my name. I really, really want to see her in person. Toni, she's really a unique girl, one I wouldn't mind to... F-Fall for.

My phone started to ring, Panic! At The Disco's song: Nicotine playing. I narrowed my eyes and grabbed my phone from my bed side desk. Who can be calling me now at this time? It was a unknown number for me. Shrugging my shoulders, I answered the call and placed it by my ear.

"Hello?" I asked into the phone, waiting an answer.

"Stevie? Is that you?" The person on the other side asked.

"Yeah, this is Stevie. Who are you?" I asked warily.

"It's Adam."

My hearts stopped beating for a second, I pulled my phone away from my ear and stared at it in horror. No! Why is he calling me? Doesn't he have Cathy? I smacked my cheek lightly and shook my head. Stop it, Stevie! Stop. Don't think about Adam in that way anymore.

"Stevie? Stevie, you still there?" Adam asked, worry in his voice.

I brought my phone close to my ear again, "Y-Yeah, I'm still here. I'm just wondering how you got my number..." I lied, but somewhat spoke the truth.

He laughed his one of a kind dolphin laugh, "Oh, Stevie! I had your number for a while now. How you ask? Now that's a secret, love." He said, emphasizing his last sentence.

Warmth spread throughout my face at the word love, I was flabbergasted at this whole conversation now. Where were we heading with this? This is just too...sudden.

"Oh, I see." I said, sounding unconvinced. "Why did you call me anyways?"

The other side of the line went silent for a second, I rose an eyebrow and opened my mouth to speak, but it seems like Adam beat me to it.

"Stevie, I love you."