i don't usually make notes at the beginning of the chapter but ya pls listen to this song while reading, enjoy lol

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Today was like every other day except that it wasn't and that all eyes where fixated on me as I entered the school gates.

Everyone was gossiping and it obviously had something to do with me since everybody was looking at me, even teachers and school staff.

I opened my locker and placed my algebra book from yesterday inside and got out my french book. I was about to close my locker but I slowly started to eavesdrop on a conversation going on next to me between two boys who didn't seem to acknowledge my presence.

"Yo did you hear what happened yesterday?"

"Yeah jungkook dumped jihyun"

"Yeah but wanna know for who?"

"Who?"

"Beg"

"Jesus fucking christ  seungcheol just tell me who it is"

"Okay chill buddy"

"Whatever just tell me already"

"Fine it was yura"

"Wait you mean park yura? As in the loser park yura?"

"Aww jeonghanie you're so smart"

I saw that jeonghan guy flip his hair and roll his eyes.

I almost made eye contact with that other guy but I was quick enough to dip my face in my locker.

"Jungkook is one lucky guy though"

"Yeah but he's quite dumb"

"I know right like who would choose yura over jihyun? That's like choosing spongebob over squidward"

"Seungcheol, did you get high before school again"

"I mean yura is kinda pretty but still jihyun is on a whole other level dude" seungcheol continued completely ignoring jeonghan's question.

"Yeah I heard she gives the best bjs"

I then muted out their conversation and left. I just didn't want to hear it anymore. This is all so fat. I just hate the way they were talking so much.

'So people think jungkook and I are now a thing?' I thought shaking my head in disbeliefーmy face turned pale at the realization that has just now drowned upon me. Jihyun was going to kill me.

I had to go home now because I can't even imagine how angry she must be right now.

I was just about to start my way home when I felt everybody look at me again but this time they weren't gossiping. This time they were looking at me in disgust and shock.

I felt a buzz from my phone which made me check itー I could already imagine all the horrible things that jihyun could have done to make me look bad.

I saw a message from our group chat and a message from hyomin, a girl from jihyuns hoe squad. Both messages consisted of the same picture. A picture of my face photo-shopped into some nude girl.

I was able to tell it was fake since I knew my body and I have never even taken nudes before. As for everyone else, they thought it was actually me and who'd blame them? That picture was photo-shopped professionally, making it look extremely realistic.

This time I didn't run out and cry, this time I cried right then and there.

The bell rang just as I had done that and no one even bothered to look at me. They just walked by and went to class.

I stayed there and cried and cried and cried till I wasn't even near letting it all out.

"Oh my god yura are you okay?" I saw jungkook running towards me. He reached out to hug me but I pushed him off. This was all because of him.

"Get the fuck away from me"

Saying these words to jungkook out of all people hurt me. It hurt so fucking much that it almost hurt more than having that picture of me on every phone in school.

I got up and ignored all his pleads.  I kept on walking till I reached the girls bathroom, locking its door behind me in the process.

I stayed in the bathroom stool for the rest of the day hoping that I'd just rot there forever.

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I walked out deciding on giving people the other cheek, trying not to care about what they thought of me even though I did.

I walked out of the school building making eye contact with kangjoon on the way. We were supposed to have lunch together now.

He just turned the other way with a look of disgust and disbelief planted on his face.

I didn't walk back to my grandmas place nor to mine but to a building. A building that was so high it hid in the clouds.

As I was up there I got my phone out and decided to talk to none other than taehyung.

After only three rings he answered.

"Hi yura"

"Taehyung" I said feeling the tears slip out again.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?"

"No" I answered which made me sob even more.

"Where are you right now?"

"I'm on the roof of a building"

"Yura get the hell out of there"

"Why?"

"It's dangerous, just get the fuck out okay?"

I just cried. I don't want to leave.

"You live in seoul right?"

"How did you know?"

"Steve jobs is a genius"

"I'm coming to seoul in a few days, if you want to see me you'll have to leave that place and stay alive for me"

"Please yura, don't you want to meet me?"

I paused and tried to recompose myself.

"I do" I said trying to get up from the floor. As soon as I was up I started to head for the doorーI really wanted to meet taehyung.

After I left the building me and taehyung kept on talking to each other about seoul and what it was like here and places that he wants me to take him to and things that he wants to try with me.

I felt blessed to have a guy like taehyung in my life. Speaking of guys I felt blessed to have in my life, I remembered jungkook. I really fucked up didn't I?

"Hey taehyung I gotta go now, I'll text you when I get back home"

"Okay bye bye baby girl" I rolled my eyes as we both hung up.

I went to my contact list again, but this time I searched for jungkooks name.

He was saved as 'that hottie next door ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ' he was the one who saved it, not me.

Just as I was about to click the call button his name appeared. Of course I clicked the accept button right away and I wish I never did.

"Hey kookie I'm so sorry about today"

But I got no reply just the sound of jungkook moaning instead.

"Ahh..j-jihyun"

I hung up feeling a knot in my stomach and my cheeks heating upーI think I'm gonna throw up.

Was he really back with jihyun after all she'd done to me?

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this was such a bad chapter ew