me: i'm venting every day, in really heavy ways, and it's gonna start affecting people including myself negatively if i don't fix shit. i should work on this *starts typing out a post asking for advice*

my brain: listen to sadderdaze on repeat and lie in your bed with all the blinds closed and feel too tired to stand up and then repeat tomorrow and the next day

me, deleting the post: seems legit

(don't say mood)