I M SO SORRY, I WAS SO BUSY WITH WORK I HAD AN OPERATION AND LOADS OF STUFF HAPPENED AND I FINALLY MANAGED TO SIT DOWN AND THOUGHT. WHAT ON THE EARTH HAPPENED IN THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS??? So now I aam going to do a chapter which is catching up about Misa's past.

Gomen'nasai Gomen'nasai Gomen'nasai Gomen'nasai. *cries in shame.

I hope you can forgive me!

BTW I made up The Village of Forests, if it actually exists please correct me in the comments!

Love 

Pufflewuffle!

Flashback to when Misa was a child.

Misa Pov

I'm in the village of Forests, being led to our 'home'. I can feel the judgemental stares, I can feel the hands hitting me, I can see the shadows creeping up around me. I am still in shock after Orochimaru's betrayal, and I can't see straight only red, bloodthirsty red. 

The anger is washing over me in waves. 

Waves of vengeance.

Waves of regret.

Tides of beautiful agony.

Then I can't take it any longer.

All hell breaks loose. 

Silence.

Cold.

Of the surrounding and the chains around my wrists.

Then I see the destruction around me. 

The dead bodies.

The rivers of red blood.

The smell of death.

The taste of blood in my mouth.

The burning of guilt and tears in my eyes.

Then I remember.

I am the one who did this.

I realise that I am certifiably insane.

The rest of the day went in a blur. 

The dead being buried.

The hate and anger directed towards me.

Then I saw my little sister Nemare and my big brother Sion. 

In chains.

They led Nemare  to a stake and tied her there.

" Sister of a witch deserves death'

"sister of a monster"

"Sister of a physco"

"Sister of a criminal."

The voices of hate called.

Then she looked at me and said " Misa I don't care what you do, I will always love you. You and Sion took care of me when Mama and Papa died. I love you Misa, no matter what." She smiled a pure, innocent smile.

Then the blade came swishing down. 

Again.

Again.

All that was left was a bloody, broken body.

Then I woke up. And.

Screamed a silent scream.

It was then I realised that I can't speak.

It was then I realised my sight was deteriorating.

Then my brother Sion broke free. He grabbed Nemare's body then ran to me and wrenched apart my chains.

" Misa I need you to run with me." he chided gently.

Then we start to ran for our lives. 

A torrent of arrows rained after us. After Orochimaru's training we could dodge and deflect most of the. We have gotten far.

We our nearly at a safe distance, we could make it.

Then my vision goes black.

" Sion I can't see!" I whisper as a flood of pain reaches my threat.

"Don't worry I'll protect you."He whispers.

Then some arrows whistle to me. 

I can hear them but I cant see them.

Then my brother's body falls against me.

" I. . .I. . . always will love you. Nemare and I will be looking down at you while you grow up. Live Misa. Grow into a beautiful pure woman." Then he grows cold.

" Sion!!" I scream silently as my body forces me too run while dragging Nemare and Sion's corpses. 

I don't know how long I've been running.

"Hey you what are you doing?" 

I hear a voice. Then I realise I can't tel them about who I am.

I scream, blood pours from my mouth, but I continue to scream. A warm tear runs down my cheek. But it isn't a tear. It's blood. it's blood from my wretched eyes.

Then I collapse clutching My siblings bodies for my life's sake.

TIME SKIP

After waking up I write everything that happened down.

Then i write down the words.

'I am an insane monster. You might end up having to kill me.'

But they kept me alive. Showed me the little hut where I would live until I could interact with people. They help me get over my trauma.

There I learnt to listen to my surrounding.

They are kind.

Forgiving.

They are amazing.

They are the leaf village.