I just remembered my ex-girlfriend. I wanted to share this because I felt like it. I'm saddd

After that we haven't talked for like five months. I was so fucking sad and angry that I ripped up the birthday picture I drew for her and I got rid of the Oc I based off of her. Did she not think about how much more I'll be depressed? I fucking told her I had depression! I still care about her like a friend tho. And I still watch the videos on her YouTube Channel called Deesse. She's also the reason I don't show emotion and have a blank expression on my face all the time. Seeing me laugh or smile is rare but seeing me sad or angry is common. Sorry for ruining your day.