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~Lucy's POV

I was trying to take my mind off of Natsu. Yesterday those fake doctors came and tried to poison him.

Luckily I saw it and had their task failed. I was jogging around the park, listening to music. I knew it wasn't probably the smartest idea to go alone when I'm close to Natsu, but I needed it.

It was still daylight. I'm not one to jog in the dark and then be kidnapped. Nope, I still took the needed preparations.

And there isn't even a way that I'm going to be taken away. Gray and Jellal are always following me for a reason. But they are on a good distant. And even if someone managed to grab me away, Gray put a tracker in my earring.

The classic reason when people were kidnapped... They went out late in the night.

I had a wig and some eyelashes on. Everyone is going to ask how I feel right now about Natsu, because they think I'm close to him or something. It is true, but they don't now that, yet. Just because I'm always around him they think that we have something... again, we have, but they don't know that.

I was resting on a bench and looking at the beautiful weather. I heard some other girls gossiping in the park. They were clearly spoiled, no mistaken.

"Do you think if we dress like that girl, we could pay him a visit too?" Number 1 spoiled girl said. I assumed they are talking about Natsu. Everyone does lately. It was getting annoying. And the girl that's probably me. I, excluding wendy, was the only female who was allowed to visit him in the hospital.

"Didn't you hear it? Natsu Dragneel isn't in hospital anymore!"

I let out a smug laugh, nobody hearing me.

"No way?! Did he wake up yet?!" Urghh... Those high pitched screams, I can't stand it. Number 2 shook her head. "We don't know. One day he was in hospital, the next day he was nowhere to be found. Maybe he wanted to hide from the paparazzi."

Try again...

Ignoring the false comments, I just continued humming a song I wrote by myself. It doesn't rhyme that well, but the lyrics are important to me. I don't even consider it a song, just my feelings that I put into it, the poem, song, whatever you call it.

As the days pass by my world gets darker.
I feel more lonely then ever.
Like a cloud on a beautiful sunny day.
Sometimes I want to stand on a railway.

But I won't, I will never actually do it.
You don't know how much I miss you. More than I'll ever admit.

But I can't seem to hide my tears anymore.
I tried to be strong for so long.

Baby, please come back to me.
I need you in my life.
You're the only one who can help me.
The only one I will ask for support.
Only you.

I love you with all my heart.
Life and death will never tear us apart.
Even though we maybe don't know each other that long.
I know you are the one for me.
The one where I belong.

Fight back for your life, for me.
Wake up and let me jump in glee.
You will always be there for me.
So in return... I'll always be there for you...
I'll always love you...

"That's beautiful." I was lost in thoughts until a woman said something.

I looked to my right and saw that an old woman joined me on the bench. And such a coincidence, the same old beggar Natsu talked to.

"Thank you," I whispered softly. My eyes were like always moist. I guess I can't take my mind off Natsu.

She then began to talk about Natsu. The topic I wanted to forget for awhile. The topic that's been on my mind since forever.

"He was so kind. Never did I saw a billionaire like him be so kind like a child. You know that children have the kindest hearts."

Her eyes were smiling at me. She didn't even care where her place was. She enjoyed the little things people can offer. The simple things that people don't even want to do.

Be nice.

It isn't that difficult, right? I know I didn't have the nicest moments. But they weren't nice to threaten my new family.

So... they began... I know. Terrible excuse. Only a few are always kind kind. But I don't belong to them. If someone is blackmailing my family, I swear I am everything but forgiving.

"If I ever see him again I will pay him back. I owe him so much from that day. Not only from the money and food he had given to me. But for the kindness he showed me. The only person who really made an effort to have a conversation with me in 5 years."

I didn't want to ruin the moment, but I had to.

"Uhmm... miss? You know he is in coma, right?"

Her face became instantly sad, and I immediately regretted it. "I know. I heard the rumors when I slept on the street."

In the distance I saw Gray tapping his watch. Meaning it was time to go to the mafia meeting. I sighed, great timing.

"I don't know what happened to him, but from what I heard he was lucky to survive."

Her next sentence gave me more faith than ever.

"So if he survived till now, I know he'll survive. He can make it if he has something or someone to come back to."

I will make sure to keep Lucy Heartfilia safe. That's my promise.

I smiled at the memory. Now it has so many more meanings to me. Natsu wrote that ^ awhile ago, when I searched for the proof that he wasn't guilty.

You know, at least 15 chapters back.

"Thank you."

She gave me a confused look, "For what?"

Oops, I let that slip. Well, I won't take it back. "For those wise words. I have a friend in hospital too, so that gives me some faith," I lied. I felt bad about lying, but now isn't the time to reveal myself to anyone.

"I have to go now. It was nice talking to you."

I said and stood up. She smiled warmly at me. "You are the second person that actually talked talked to me. After him. Thanks."

I nodded and ran to Gray. "Who's that?" he asked while we were walking to the car.

"An old beggar who has the most beautiful heart I've ever met." He only nodded.

The ride was silent. We both didn't have a topic to talk about.

About five minutes later every member was in a big hall sitting around a very large table. Gray was discussing things, like records, deals etc...

And everyone had to attend. It was held one time per three months. So when they gained new members, maybe some of them know better tactics or stategies.

This is sort of new for me. I was by the last meeting three months ago, but I didn't do anything.

"So does anyone know how to deal with drug dealers?" Gray asked.

Nobody said something so he sighed.

"Does nobody serious—"

I interupted him. "I have a plan," I began, "But first... how do you work on drug dealers now?"

"Nothing. We just knew that some dealers were in our territory. This is completely new, so we decided that maybe someone knows an idea," Jellal shrugged, as if they weren't supposed to be the best mafia out there.

I held back the urge to snort. How the manage this whole thing is baffling me.

"Well, we could just disguise ourselves as people who want to buy drugs and then we are just the bait for them. Then when we are supposed to give them money some other people could attack him."

Gray and Laxus face palmed. I felt kinda offended. At least I came up with a damn plan.

"The easist trick in the history of tricks. Why didn't we think about that?" Gray said. Everyone shrugged.

After blablablabla I went to Natsu's room.

I opened the door, hoping and praying that he was awake. Awake and waiting for me.

He wasn't.

I didn't see a different when I first saw him in hospital. How long will it take? How long before he wakes up? How long?

I went to the side and hold his hand very tightly. "I miss you, Natsu. I tell you that everyday, because no words can interpret how much."

I looked closer and saw one thing that gave me some hope. He wasn't that pale anymore. He was slowly regaining back his skin colour.

That's a good sign, right?

I gave him a slow kiss on the lips. And I swear, I saw the heart monitor speeding up for a tiny moment.

I know he is right here. He didn't give up yet, no, and he won't give up. He is still fighting the darkness or whatever comes to his way. I know he is close, close to winning.

"So Natsu, please win. I know you can do it. Good luck." I said with a little smile. I sat again and placed my arms to the side of the bed and my head in it.

Slowly I drifted to sleep.

Maybe tomorrow...

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