The Story of The Crush: PART V

Okay, I'm okay.

You are a nice friend to be with, but Ara is my type, and she still does, right?

Right?

Another morning came and I gave it to you right after your last class. I made it sure that Ara was there to see us of course. Our classroom is only next to yours so it was easy.

Right. Ara is my type. I wouldn't be doing this and try to make her jealous otherwise.

Right. She's my type.

But it keeps puzzling me. Why do I keep looking forward to your text messages rather than Ara's? Why do I feel like I enjoy your company more than hers? Shit. It's confusing.

I couldn't forget this one time I was lying in my bed while using my phone, scrolling through Amazon to buy new clothes. I couldn't decide between a polo shirt that has stripes on it or the one that has polka dots. I could have bought both of them, but as if my fingers were hypnotized, it clicked and clicked until I realized I depended on you again.

@jeon_gguk
stripes or polka dots
Seen.

I mentally facepalmed. I actually tried to convince myself that it was wrong sent, that it was meant to be sent to Jimin hyung. But again . . . I think I felt happy. There were strange sparkles inside my chest after I saw your reply. Maybe I did feel happy.

@kimhyunji
hm i prefer plain

@jeon_gguk
isn't plain boring?

@kimhyunji
am i boring?
i look plain
Seen.

It saddens me that you think that way. You might not be my type, but you're not plain, you're unique in your own way. For me, plain is dry and lacks charm and it's so unlike you. Do you always feel that way?

@jeon_gguk
you're beautiful, ji

@kimhyunji
stripes
now shush
Seen.

Too bad Amazon doesn't have a plain version of the said polo shirt.

Stripes it is then.

Okay, I'm okay.