my parents said they would be coming later, i opened the house door and it was dead silent, i was home alone. i walked into the kitchen and the knife screamed at me to pick it up, i didnt. i really want to do this, one motion and my pain would end, one motion on my throat with the sharp object and i wont have to deal with this anymore.

i get a call from my parents saying i have to pick my little sister up, i should have done it, i shouldve picked up the knife.

:)