i try my hardest why acnt tou undersatnd that i am trying my best i really am, im sorry for not. dounf anything useful, im sorry to dissapoint you, im sorry i cant be as good as others, im sorry. please please just let me be your words hurt meplwase stop please im so sorry for failing ims orry forbnot being able to meet your standars im sorry im not the person you wantdd me to be im sorry you expected more from me im sorry for not being good enough.

i cant do this, this is killing me my phone is practivally my life and you took my comfort apps away i dont sant to be back to reality, i want to go back to when i didnt care about anything please stop