My life sucks.

Woke up early despite being it being a weekend cause I get nightmare 4/7 times a week (that's the real average right now) so I woke my bestie up to talk to. She wasn't happy about it but talked to me anyway (what are best friends for). After she had to leave it was only like six so I spent an hour looking through a Skype chat using her account (cause I'm a ninja and I left the group due to to many panic/anxiety attacks because my life is over complicated and I seem to make everyone fight every time I'm on) but I got bored of that fairly quickly so I spent another half hour staring at my books to decide which one I wanted to write and eventually started writing a future scene with Jessica for 'Find my courage' cause I like Jessica but I hit a stump there so I started writing a different future chapter which involves another new character (Zyra) and realised Paige doesn't yet have a full name in any of my notes, she's always just been Paige so I did some brain storming and finally came up with a full name for Paige that fits but couldn't be bothered writing anymore so I got up for breakfast but couldn't be bothered doing anything. Basically spent the day hiding from my mum so she couldn't talk me into going to see my therapist tomorrow while attempting to brain storm book ideas. Went on Instagram for a while but got bored of that so I played Pokemon for a while and hatched a shiny Gible for no reason. Blah blah blah, had a panic attack because my brothers friend was talking about sex and I can't mentally handle that due to personal reasons blah blah blah, wrote most of a chapter of 'Why me?' that adds next to nothing to the plot besides a bit of character building for Kathrine and Shadow. Planned a bit of 'A Shadow of a doubt' cause I'm planning on writing it soon and finished my last assessment task of the term before my mum found and gave me a Lanturn about therapy before I gave a lecture about how I'm not talking to a stranger about my problems. Fuck everything, so... How's everyone else's day been?