This was requested by @tiredlesbian123 on tumblr!

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It was just like any other day for Cathy when she curled into bed next to Anne. She decided to finally get some sleep due to the fact that whenever she stood up she would begin to black out. 

Anne held Cathy tightly, when Cathy flinched away Anne sat up a bit.

" Babes, are you ok? " Anne flicked on the lamp next to their bed and looked at her wife. 

" Hmm? Yeah, I'm great, just tired " Cathy yawned a bit and sat up to face Anne. 

" I know you're tired, you're always tired love. Please just tell me what's wrong. " 

Cathy gripped at the bed sheets and nervously tapped her foot against the bed frame. She looked up at Anne and sighed.

" Nothing is wrong dear, I'm just tired " 

" Bullshit, tell me what's wrong Cathy, please " Anne placed her hand over Parr's who quickly flinched away, biting down on her lip.

Cathy gulped hard, trying to get rid of the lump forming in her throat. She choked back the tears that were forming and blurted out. 

" I can still feel him... I hate this, I hate feeling trapped in my body Annie, I have no control. I can still feel his hands on me and I can't shake it. " Cathy gripped at her sides, clutching her stomach and tried to curl up into a ball. 

She wished she could just disappear, Cathy hated her body because of what Thomas did to her. She couldn't shake his touch off of her. She showered multiple times a day, she constantly stayed awake so she wouldn't be left vulnerable, she ate or refused to eat whatever she wanted just to prove she had some control yet she still felt helpless. 

Anne tiled Catherine's head up a bit so she was looking Anne in the eyes. Anne gently placed her hand on Cathy's waist and whispered 

" Cathy, you are worth so much more than what that man did to you. I love every inch of you and I will keep loving you until the day we die. I will not rest until I know you are happy. "

Cathy teared up and hugged onto Anne, her sobs were muffled by Anne's sweater as she clung to her wife. After a while of crying the couple flipped off the light and lied down. 

" I know I signed up for this and all, but... if I die, it's still your fault and I will not hold back on blaming you. "

" Signed up for what, love? " 

" Marrying the insomniac writer " Anne giggled and pressed her face against Cathy's chest.

" And how exactly would that kill you? "

" You stay up all the time and I can't get my beauty sleep, if I'm not pretty I die and then everyone on Earth dies. "

Cathy snorted a bit before pressing a kiss onto her wife's forehead.

" I love you, idiot "