SHOUTOUT YOUR CHANNEL!
Maisie's Point of View.
- November 05, 2020 -
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Here we go. I know I convinced my audience to get me on the Love or Host.. but I've been dreading this day.

A love show that'll consume most of my time. Me publicly interacting with 10 people on a live stream, apparently fighting for my "love"??? I'm definitely dreading it now.

I sat there on Austin's stream with the usual non-copyrighted music playing, watching everyone prepare themselves. Austin spoke to his rising audience, every one of the contestants joining and turning on their facecams.

10 minutes past of the preparation, Austin quickly began to introduce the show, finalizing his sentence with asking me to introduce myself.

"Fuck." I mumbled, spinning back and forth in my seat. "Oh shit sorry-" I laughed. "Okay, hi." I smiled, waving at the stream. "I'm Maisie... also known as MaisiesMassacre, um I know most of you here already, and I stream a lot of Minecraft." I said before taking a pause. "Uhh, I also sing, and all of a sudden I am actually very nervous."

"MAISIE! DONT BE NERVOUS!" I heard Austin yell into his mic. "Austin, I'm sorry-" I laughed.

"You know some of these people already, I bet everyone here is nervous, especially Sapnap!" Austin called him out making me hide my laugh.

"Nah." He laughed. "Believe it or not Austin, Im actually not nervous at all." He said with a straight tone, a smirk plastered on his face.

After some of the contestants broke into conversation for a couple of seconds, Austin brought them back together, and  began to explain how everyone is going to introduce themselves.

"Alright, to the very right of Maisie here, we have OWEN , all the way from ... California? right? JUST LIKE MAISIE!!!"

"Yeah." The unfamiliar guy I've never seen before laughed, he had dark hair, tucked away under a cap and I think we're dark blue eyes?

"WELCOME TO THE SHOW OWEN, INTRODUCE YOURSELF!" Austin said enthusiastically.

"Hi Maisie! I'm Owen." He smiled. "I'm 20, I'm all the way down in Los Angeles, and uh, I stream a lot of Fortnite and sometimes Minecraft. I'm also an aspiring singer/songwriter." He paused.  "We don't know each other and I don't have as much... cLouT... as most of the people here but I genuinely am going to fight for your love, no matter what it takes." He finished his introduction confidently.

I softly laughed at how cute his tiny speech was but I was also slightly weirded out, IM JUST TRYING TO ADJUST TO THIS...ILL GET OVER IT!

"Hey, Owen." Austin said with a smile. "Little buddy of mine told me something." He laughed.

"Yeah?" I saw Owen look up.

"Are you Tier 3 subbed to Maisie?" Austin asked making my jaw drop and the other contestants, especially Sapnap laugh.

Owen's eyes widened in embarrassment before he smiled and nodded, accepting his defeat. "Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Yeah, I am."

"SIMP!" I heard one of the other contestants yell.

"Tier 3 simp, yup, guilty!" He sighed, sucking on the inside of his cheek as he let the others dog on himz

"That is so JUICY!" Austin exclaimed. "Love to see it!"

The fact he was Tier 3 subbed to me was funny. As the show continued on the rest of the contestants introduced themselves as Austin said they would.

Ofeliabear went after Owen; "Hi Maisie, Hi everyone, um Maisie we haven't met but I am Ofelia Bear." She smiled. "I am super exited to be here, you're super pretty and I've been told you're very nice and I'm just excited to be here." She said wholesomely.

Then Schlatt's stupid ass; "Hiya there Maisie." He said aloud as he laid back in his seat. "We both know we've talked before, exchanged a couple tweets on Twitter, you know, The Whole vibe." He chewed on his food.

"Mhm, yeah." I said unamused.. Lord, why did HE even join. "Ummm, I'm here today just to host you but yeah." He took another bite of what I think was a TacoBell churro.

Then onto a girl named Susu; "Hi, Maisie!" She waved and smiled. "I'm Susu and I'm super excited to be here. You are so pretty and we've interacted a couple times, and I'm really happy to be here. I can't wait til I steal your heart so we can go on some Minecraft dates!" She introduced herself quickly.

Then to silly old ConnorEatsPants; "Hi everyone!" He paused. "Uhh. Maisie we've played Among Us together before on stream, and we both got imposter at one point and won. So ever since then I've been in love with you, so today I'm going to get a girlfriend... whomst is you." He joked as he introduced himself, making me scoff and laugh.

Then to my beloved Minx!; "Alright- Hey Schlatt, this is my fucking introduction so could you shut the fuck up you fucking cunt?!" She said as she scolded Schlatt, making me burst into laughter. "Okay, Hi, I'm Minx, I'm 24, and I'm from Ireland, uh to be honest Maisie, I thought you were dating Sapnap.. but you're not, so I'm here." She smiled.

Then to bob7... ; "Hi, hello Maisie, I am bob7 um, we've spoke once on twitter after you got pissed at one of my tweets and ever since it was just hectic but I'm here now to win your love." He said awkwardly, but fuck bob7 all my homies hate bob7.

Then my sweet Niki Nihachu introduced herself; "Uhh hello! I'm Niki or others know me as Nihachu. Maisie and I play minecraft ltogether and I'm here to win her heart so we can continue playing minecraft together!" She laughed.

Then to Alex Quackity, of course; "Hiii Maisie! It's me, your bestie!" He laughed. "Uhh, I can't remember how or why I'm even here to begin with but I THINK i signed up just to make Sapnap mad. I still committed to it... so uh." He paused. "Now I'm here and I'm going to win your love. I PROMISE YOU, I chose love."

And lastly; "Hi guy, I'm Sapnap, some of you might already know me and um, I play a lot of Minecraft, especially with Maisie.. So I'm already winning. I'm here today to win Maisie's love because I am so in love with Maisie" He said, finishing it off and making me laugh as I rolled my eyes.

After the introductions came to an ending, the timer went off and austin told me it was time for me to vote off the first person. I thought to myself quickly because there was in fact a couple people i wanted out already but I took my chance and kept some of the problematics in to keep a lot of content going, even though it's quite risky.. It's for Austin's show anyways. I signed a contract.

"Alright, Maisie has made her decision." Austin announced. "The bottom 3 is.." He paused. "Sapnap, Susu, and bob7." He said menacingly. "I repeat. Sapnap. Susu.. and bob7." Austin announced before he asked the contestants of the bottom 3 to defend themselves as they quickly did , while taking up more time.

The final vote was in and Austin was creating so much tension but he finally released the answer.

".....SUSU!" He yelled. "IT'S THE END OF THE ROAD FOR YOU!"

"What???" She gasped. "Maisie?" She frowned.

"Do you wanna know why?" I asked with a smile on my face. "Yeah.. kinda." She nodded.

"Well from what I remember... you were on Sapnap's Love or Host." I explained. "And um, you threatened me with a knife..." I laughed out loud.

"I DID?" She asked.
"Mhm." I nodded "You said, and I quote, "I have a knife collection, and I can use it on any girl that gets in the way of our relationship, no girl bestfriend aloud!" and then Sapnap said; "Not even Sunny?" and you said; "Yeah i'll stab her with my favoirte knife" .. does that ring a bell?"

"YOURE SUNNY?" She gasped into her mic.
"The one and only." I shrugged, laughing at her.

"Ohhh shit." She facepalmed.

"Alright Susu.. It's time to shoutout your channel..."

As the process of her elimination went on, the game proceeeded and I was doing fine.. Susu ended up actually choosing host so I felt good about my first choice.

The game soon continued and I proceeded to kick off Schlatt, OfeliaBear, and Connor.

Schlatt because it was clear to me he hosted ...

OfeliaBear because she called me a pussy for being scared
of knives ................ and I think we all know why I'm scared of knives, but unfortunately for me, she actually chose love.

And lastly, I kicked off Connor because he forgot about the several amount of times he's killed me in among us and has argued with me, and I just knew that chemistry wouldn't have been... nice... he hosted anyways.

"Alright Maisie, we have some of your friends on the line..." Austin announced. "Okay....." I fixed my posture, anticipating who was gonna join.

"JOINING US WE HAVE-"

"HELLOOOOO!" The voice of TommyInnit interrupted.
"TOMMY!" Austin groaned, mocking his british accent. "SHUT TUP!!"

"Austin, I say you mute Tommy, and let me and George speak." I heard the familiar voice of Dream.

"Dream!!" I squealed in excitement.
"Hi, Maisie!" His voice greeted.

"SAPNAP!!" George yelled, probably really close to his mic. "GEORGE!!!" Sapnap yelled back.

"QUACKITY!" Alex exclaimed

"Alright... with the help of Maisie's friends, maybe they can help her choose her new found love!"

"Yeah, I have a question." Tommy spoke up.
"What is it, Tommy?" Austin asked.

"No wait, I have a good one." Dream said as I grabbed my water bottle from my desk.

"Dream, no-" Tommy said before Austin muted him.

"AUSTIN WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN TO TOMMY-" I asked aloud, sipping from my water bottle.

"DREAM JUST ASK THE QUESTION." He yelled, ignoring my question. "Okay, so." He paused. "Who was your first kiss?" Dream asked before I spat my water out. "PSSSHSGTTT-" I panicked.

"MAISIE???" Niki laughed out loud. "AHAHAHAHA-" George laughed. "Maisie what the hell?!"

"ARE YOU OKAY??" The one guy named Owen laughed in shock. "Mhm yes, I'm completely fine." I wiped my face, internally panicking

"So, Maisie. When was your first kiss?" George asked and laughed. I never even TOLD them about Nick and I so-

There's no way he told them. Oh my god did he tell them? I never told Nick not to but I would've hoped he kept it to himself... Oh God.

"Uhh." I gulped, trying to keep it together and not seem obvious. "It was in my room.. this one night." I said nonchalantly. "I was with this guy.. I met, and I went for it because why not." I mumbled and scratched my head.

"Who was it?" Dream asked.
"This guy I met on Tinder." I quickly replied. "I'm not gonna get into detail." I laughed nervously after I just lied out of my ass.

I looked over to Sapnap's cam to see his reaction to the fact I just admitted he was technically my first kiss making me internally bang my head on the wall.

"Did you like it? Was it good?" Dream asked more questions as I felt my insides explode. "Tell the truth."

"I..." I took a breath, looking at a smirking Sapnap as he leaned back in his seat. "I did." I nodded. "He was a good kisser." I said before sucking on the inside of my cheek, turning red.

I looked back over to Nick as I saw him looking down while he laughed before looking back up, hiding his smile.

sapnap
i was your first kiss???

maze
yeah now go fuck yourself.

sapnap
you never kissed military dude?!!.!.?.
LMFAO??

maze
HE WAS SAVING HIS FIRST KISS FOR HIS WEDDING. WHATEVER TF THAT MEANS.

sapnap
bro WHAAATT

maze
just SHUT UP.

As the others shared their recent kiss stories, it was Nick's turn and he just brushed it off by saying he can't remember it which resulted in him getting bullied by George and Dream. But at least he didn't mention our kiss.. It's just confidential at the moment.

"Sapnap, what the hell did you even choose-" Dream sounded confused.

"Wait goodbye everyone, MotherInnit needs me and I am going to be busy." Tommy interrupted. "Okay, bye Tommy!" Austin laughed before quickly kicking him from the channel. "AUSTIN!" I laughed at the sudden kick.

"MAISIE HE HAD TO GO!"

"UGH, BE NICER?!" I scolded him.

"Sapnap... Did you actually choose that-" George asked out loud. "Yeah." I saw him nod."STOP IT!! DONT DISCUSS YOUR CHOICE YOU IDIOTS!!" Austin whined before the timer went off once again.

"ALRIGHR MAISIE, you know what that means!!! It's time for you to vote off another!" He announced as I quickly gave him my answer as usual before he anticipated the answer by dragging it on.

"The bottom 3. We have. Niki Nihachu, Quackity, and Owen." He said in a hushed tone making the chat blow up in confusion.

The usual process of love or host went as they all defended themselves when the timer suddenly ended for all for them.. After I made my official decision, Austin dragged it on more and finally announced it like usual...

"QUACKITY!" He yelled. "ITS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR YOU!!"

"NOOOOOOOO." Alex complained. "MAISIE, HOW COULD YOU??"

"IM SORRY, I ONLY DID IT BECASUS YOURE TIRED." I frowned. "WHAT?" He said confused.

"KARL MESSAGED ME SCREENSHOTS OF YOU SAYING HOW TIRED YOU ARE AND HOW YOU HAVE AN EXAM TOMORROW, SO I WANT YOU TO GO TO BED!" I frowned.

"SO YOURE SAYING I HAD A CHANCE WITHOUT KARL SNITCHING??" He complained. "DAMN YOU KARL JACOBS!!" He screamed.

"Maisie.. would you like to know what he chose?"

"Yes!!! But please do it without taking 10 business days to say it." I complained.

"Okay...." Austin paused. "Maisie... Quackity chose LOVE!!" He announced it right away.

"OH FUCK-" I groaned, putting my head in my hands. "KARL JACOBS IF YOU ARE WATCHING THIS, YOU ARE PRAYING ON MY DOWNFALL." I looked at my camera.

"MAISIE, WE ARE SOULMATES!" Alex cried

"Quackity, it's the end of the road for you.. please shoutout your channel." Austin said.

And the games continued.

After a couple more rounds, I kicked off bob7 and Niki, And just now I kicked off Minx because I thought she was being annoying. She chose host anyways,

Niki I was very unsure about and I just kicked her off because either way she was still one of my close friends, and she HOSTED ME.

Don't even get me started with bob7. I was told to keep bob7 on for the content, but the second he commented about "daddy issues" and my body, he was done for. He called me weird things like how I'm "petite" or a "tiny girl." It made me so uncomfortable and he actually chose love. UGH.

I was now left with Nick and Owen... I had no idea how I even got here and I was so sure Nick chose host. He was so convincing and every single detail led to my conclusion. He told me he'd choose host just so he can embarrass me and I wasn't sure what I was able to trust.

Owen. I was 50/50 but I was leading toward him choosing love. He was sweet the entire game. He was funny, and made me laugh quite a lot.

"Maisie. You are about to go on one on one dates with both Sapnap and Owen..." Austin announced. "Are you ready?"

"Mhm." I nodded

"They get two minutes each to win you over, and after both dates, you make your final decision. So, how do you wanna choose who goes first."

"I can flip a coin..." I laughed at my suggestion.

"Maisie, NO!" Austin answered quickly. "Okay, fine." I smiled, crossing my arms and letting Austin run his show.

"OWEN YOU'RE FIRST, Sapnap! You know what to do."

As the date was getting set up, I sat there looking at my desk tired, it's been hours of this and I was getting so exhausted. "Alright Maisie.. your date with Owen, may begin."

As cute music began playing from Austin's end, Owen laughed and looked at his face cam. "Hi Maisie!"

"Hey." I softly waved and smiled.

"So, I didn't think I'd make it this far.. to be honest." He scratched the back of his head. "But, I'm glad I did." He took a deep breath. "I don't know how I can prove it, but I did choose love, and if you picked me, I would do everything in my power to create a bond with you. I really like you, and come on.. not to throw anyone under the bus but you already know Sapnap." He laughed.

"Get to know me and maybe we can go from there, if we ever go on a date, you can come down to Los Angeles or I can go to you... but if you do decide to come down, I can take you on skating dates or take you to the beach.. we can get french fries at local joints.. I know you love french fries, we could sing or write songs together.. you know.. the whole package." He smiled. "I can really see us go somewhere."

After he finished his little monologue, I sat there shellshocked at how cute he was with his words, he sat there smiling as I was super mesmerized.

The timer finally went off and he laughed in confidence making me smile. "Well, damn." I mumbled before receiving another chuckle from him.

"SAPNAP!!" Austin yelled.
"Yes..." He unmuted, turning his facecam back on.

"It is time for your date... with Maisie... OWEN!!, you know what to do!!"

I sat there waiting once again, smiling at the thought of Owen being extremely sweet, when romantic music began playing and Austin announcing it was time for the date with Sapnap to begin.

"Hi, Sunny." He smiled, adjusting his posture.
"Hi, Pandas." I laughed, teasing his nickname back.

"So I don't really have a speech prepared and I don't know where this will go, but.." He took a pause. "Whatever your choice is, I'll be okay with it, because at the end of the day, you're still gonna be one of the girls in my life that I love dearly. You're my bestfriend, I tell you everything, and if you choose Owen, you'll also have another person in your life that can maybe amount to just the same as I do." He shrugged.

"So reminder, no matter what you choose, you're still a winner.. Oh, and that Owen guy is very very pretty." He joked with the last part making me let out a small laugh.

"And if you do pick me Maisie, Christmas is coming up and this is a lot to put on you, but I know you don't have anybody around for that time, so I was thinking you spend it over here in Houston, and spend it here with me and my family." He shrugged. "It's just a suggestion, or I can actually take you on a real date." He smiled and sighed.

"I love you, Maze." He finished.

"Fuck." I groaned. "I hate you, but I love you too?" I panicked. "AHHHHHH WHAT??" I began to freak out.

FUCKING HELL HE HAS BEEN CONFUSING ME THIS WHOLE SHOW-

The timer soon went off and he nodded at his response in confidence and satisfaction, leaving me CONFUSED.

I DONT KNOW WHO TO PICK???

"Fuck-" I groaned into my hands. "FUCK."

I looked at my screen and smiled weakly. "Maisie... it's time for you to make your final decision."

"I don't know..." I was deep in thought. "You're gonna have to choose, Maisie." Austin retorted.

"I KNOW AUSTIN." I yelled before I sat there thinking. After a few short seconds, I typed away to message Austin my final answer and another one for clarification, before I excused myself to get up and punch the air, because I was stressed.

I walked back over to my seat, putting my headphones back on to hear Austin playing ads for the viewers.

Within minutes, it was back to the show and once again he was teasing my answer to the audience. Taking literal years.

"Maybe I should do another commercial." Austin suggested with a laugh. "NO-" I scolded. "ENOUGH!!"

"Alright, alright." Austin said menacingly. "Well.. Maisie had a choice. And she made the choice." He paused.

"THE WINNER, OF LOVE OR HOST, FEATURING MAISIESMASSACRE IS..." He cut himself off.

The anticipation RISED HIGHER

"OWEN." Austin yelled with possibly everything he said leaving me smiling and laughing. Sapnap just smiled and nodded, clapping for me as Owen was laughing, possibly from happiness.

"SAPNAP, IT IS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR YOU, PLEASE SHOUTOUT YOUR CHANNEL" Austin announced.

"Alright, Twitch dot TV slash Sapnap. Also Sapnap on Twitter and YouTube." He said. "Thank you for having me." He smiled.

"Wait, what did he choose?" I quickly asked Austin.

"OH, RIGHT!" Austin gasped. "I will announce it after this commercial- JUST KIDDING!!" He yelled and paused.

"SAPNAP CHOSE LOVE!" Austin yelled into his mic without any hesitation.

"WHAT?!" I screamed, looking directly at Nick's facecam to see him smiling guiltily. "I REALLY THOUGHT YOU CHOSE HOST." I covered my mouth in shock.

I continued to sit there in confusion, while Austin took him out of the call before he left.. I looked back over to the stream and Austin was about to announce Owen's choice. He ran another Ad and I was still SURPRISED with Nick choosing love before I finally snapped out of my thoughts when Austin began yelling again.

"ALRIGHT!"

"Today, Maisie came on this show looking for love out of ten contestants, and she finally chose one of them.. OWEN." He yelled. "We're going to reveal your answer."

"MAISIE.... OWEN CHOSE..." Austin paused.

"GET ON WITH IT AUSTIN HOLY SHIT." I panicked.

"OWEN CHOSE....."

"HOST-" he said.

My heart practically fell out of my ass as my face dropped in seconds. "What the fuck-" I mumbled in utter disappointment.

"Owen chose host everyone." Austin repeated.

I sat there even MORE shocked. I had my opinions MIXED UP?? WHAT??? The chat blew up with confusion as well... THIS MF IS A GOOD ACTOR.

"Okay Maisie look, I actually messaged Austin asking if I could change my answer but I sadly couldn't."

"I can vouch, he in fact, did." Austin backed him up.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I slightly banged my head on my desk in pure agony.

"Maisie, it's the end of the road for you."

"I THINK I KNOW THAT AUSTIN??" I angrily looked up and laughed.

"Shoutout your channel."
I took a deep breath. "DAMN OWEN, WHAT THE FUCK." I groaned into my hands once more before taking a deep breath. "Ugh okay... Twitch dot TV slash MaisiesMassacre." I smiled. "Well, Thank you for having me Austin." I let out a breath. "Bye." I waved as he quickly kicked me off.

After that whole exchange. I took a deep breath to see the disconnected screen light up in my face. "Fuck." I laughed to myself.

I rubbed my face in frustration before I clicked around and decided to just go live on my own. FUCK.

Big fuckin L.

authors note , a long one.
well i liked this chapter :D and i don't actually hate this book HAAHHAHAA

and to the readers that are worried about me , i am fine! i am not overworking myself! i just love writing! but i'm still unsure about this specific chapter because i think i rushed into it a little too much? but it's okay, it was extremely fun to write !!

thank you all for being so loving and caring and thoughtful, it's so appreciated !

update: dec 29, 2023
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