Why does it still feel like a bad dream? Why doesn't it feel real yet? It's been weeks, why do I think you're still here? I miss you, I miss you, I miss you so much, oh so very much. I leave the room and I turn to call your name, but of course you're not here, of course you don't follow. I wake up from bed and I look for you but you're not there, you're not gonna be there. It hurts EVERY DAMN TIME! It hurts, EVERY SINGLE TIME! It's like a stab to the chest, it's like a knife in my heart. It's a constant reminder, it's always a reminder, of what I've lost. I lost you, I can't believe I lost you. It feels like a dream, it still seems like a dream. Why can't I wake up from this dream? I just want to wake up. Come wake me up.

I really suck at poetry. Sorry. I'm better at story's.