First and seconds
Seconds and thirds
I trusted you, I reckon
That's why it hurts

I'm a sucker for chances
And you could never have enough
But forgiveness is what bloodied my back
And your unforseen attack
Lost my faith in any God above

So blame yourself
If you wish to blame someone
For my halo being stored on the shelf
And my demon spirit coming on

Pain is just a game to you
Do you know what is hell
I don't think you do
You've seen nothing like the places I've been
And the people I knew

So go on
Forget me like everyone else
I will not find you but I'll remember your name
And I'll remember it well

I'll add it to the list that grows ever longer
Of people who used me
For the kindness that they hunger

And one day someone will love me
Beyond life itself
And it will break their heart to see
That I am beyond help
And then they will read
The list upon the shelf
Of all the scars that I keep
And the names to which I fell

Only then should you fear
For your crimes on a broken heart
Because nobody has as much to lose
As a lover, who's love has been torn apart