{name}

Benjamin Moore

{age}

18

{sex}

Male

{sexual orientation}

Bisexual

{romantic attraction}

Biromantic

{faceclaim}

Mitch Hewer

{personality}

Flowy, laid back, and always looking for the next thrill, Ben just seemed drawn to losing himself in the simple pleasures of friends and fun. He likes to be the usual light of the room, the sort of dude you can come to for anything at that very moment, whether it's a buddy to drunkenly ride a tire down a hill with, or a quick kiss and fling to pass the time, but he's become a moodier sort of boy lately. Falling into bouts of silence that a lot of people just can't seem to get used to. He's always been affectionate, snappy, and will bite back no matter what. Ben is everyone's friend when he needs to be, but he clearly isn't one to share much about himself. He's a fan of keeping what he thinks is unnecessary for other people to know, to himself. And is surprisingly secretive when it comes to how people forward he is, but with his easy-going nature, people share much more than they should to him, and it more or less fuels his drive to spread what he knows. Sure, he loves the attention, but he's not going to throw things out there just to get it, he's learned to live without it pressing on him every second. As it is, he also tries his best not to get to attached to much of anything, he lives in the mindset that you never know what's going to happen next, or what can be taken away in that one fleeting moment. He's felt broken for a long time, but he's trying his best to move forward to be the fun-loving ass everyone needs him to be. And he's doing a hell of a good job doing it. Compliment him if you like, he's fairly conceited on his own, but if you ever mention how he looks like a kid still, be prepared to feel his wrath.

{backstory}

His beginnings where a bit somber than most. Ben grew up at the side of his struggling father. They where a dynamic duo for everything for as long as he could remember, seeing as him Mom had passed away when he was born. Complications that couldn't be helped. Money was tight for the longest of times, he remembers that his dad hardly spent a spare moment resting, trying to fix things that didn't work in their apartment, breaking his back at one of his many jobs, or formulating his upbringing that took him on the track he's on now. So it's easy to see that Ben spent much of his time growing up alone when his dad wasn't there for guidance. It's how he became so people oriented. He wasn't one to just wait for something to happen to him, and very quickly did he seek it out. He was always a friendly outgoing boy, so it was easy for him to make a mountain of friends, slipping between friend groups and being the one who was down for anything, and always ready for the next adventure.

Part of the reason it was hard to notice he was one of the 23 missing children at first.

The experience was something that should never happen to a child. It left him near mute for months, mourning and feverent in his night terrors and dreadful fear of finding himself in that situation ever again. It took a lot of time. A lot of work for himself, mentally and physically as he got lost in his mind. His father finally making it big so that they could no longer play rich, and actually be rich certainly helped. He learned to drown his feelings out with other things, trying to forget the friend he lost, to drown out the negative things still left in the world, with whatever is at hand, be it sex, alcohol, or something in a malicious little sandwich baggie. He much rather be the happy boy everyone used to know. Even when his mood swings kick in, he'll forever try his best to keep on a bright smile. 

{connections}

He was very close to Malia at the time, he idolized her way of being able to command everyone's attention and her happy demeanor no matter what. Ben thought of her as a role model, a great friend, and a crush that was a hopeless little stint.

{username}

@mooreforme

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LOVERB0Y

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