★★★Every story has a song perfectly matched to its events, Well this one is matched with a song called;
Oceans -Seafret ★★★ ( inspired the name of this book)★★★

*** Please read my warning page before starting ***

Chapter 1 - Starting Fresh.
Page 1.

( Jon's P.O.V )
A soft ring played through the air as a gloomy light cast through silk curtains, lightly small pitter patters of rain droplets played across my window sending a small chilly breeze through my warm room.

A creek fell through the calming silence as blue eyes searched the opening door that held another body behind it.

Soon a small head popped through the door holding faded out blue dyed hair almost fully blonde now " Good morning princess" the soft soothing voice said belonging to my sister who stood fully in the door way pajama pants sagging low.

Her feet were firmly tucked inside the bottoms of my black cotton pants that were clearly too big for her smaller frame, a soft chuckle arose from my lungs towards the sight before me that of a child's purity wearing her big brother's clothes for comfort.

Even if she's older.

An old baby blue tank top rested across slumped shoulders, wrinkled with the night's sleep of tossing and turning.

Gently soft hands rubbed circles around sleep ridden eyes as those just awaken muscles carried her body towards my bed where soon a light body collapsed releasing a deep breathily sigh ridding her lungs of that lingering drowsiness.

Amused by the sight of her " Come on wake up" I whispered trying to repeat the actions that she had failed to follow through, with another grumble I leaned up onto one elbow poking softly at her cheek watching it flush with color.

As I continued her hand started to assault mine like that of a playful kitten trying to catch a feather.
" Do you have to go" she whispered out turning towards me with saddened eyes that struck a knife into my heart, no one should ever have that kind of face.

" You know I do but I promise to call everyday" I said trying to calm down the emotions she felt with a happier thought.

Last night was hell for both of us as we tried packing boxes for the trip that would distance us further then we want, but the memories we reminisced in last night brought a heartwarming feel to the air even if for a tragic split.

" Just stay here I'll take you every day" she said with a low tone of voice driving that knife further into my already cracking heart " Sky its four hours away" I mumbled out trying to bring reason to the thoughtless action.

Quickly she buried her face in my pillow " BE a stay at home dad" she groaned out with slight agitation, I can understand as she is in that parent state not wanting to let her child grow up but have then stay young forever.

" Sis you know I have to go, Evan will be here soon" I whispered once more even though I have no reason to we are both awake but I didn’t want energy flood through the air I wanted to keep it calm and light.

I had noticed a quick breath that alerted me, quickly I ripped the pillow away seeing the tears that had been building up in her eyes while I couldn't see " Hey" I said softly pulling her into my arms.

She snuggled closer to my chest while a gentle hand rubbed her back in circles " Your growing too fast" she sobbed out in my chest as I felt the tears now being shed it hurt me to see her like this even if it’s a normal occasion for many people.

" You knew this was coming" I said trying to bring reason back to her senses even if she had every right to feel sad I mean who wouldn’t when the person their close to is leaving and won't be seen on the daily.

" College is a scary place Jon" she sniffled out as a soft smile rested across my lips " I know but I've grown, I'm ready" I said with a soft chuckle kissing the top of her head.

Quickly it turned from sweet to chaotic as a light slap fell across my cheek, I stared down playfully at her small devious smile.

Before I could do anything she had already launched from the bed and out my door shocking me slightly as she had just done it in a spurt of energy.

'oh, hell no'

I loudly laughed at her antics jumping from bed and running towards my door no one gets away with that sister or not.

I stopped both hands rested on my door frame with body leaning forward slightly looking back and forth for a track as to where she had run off to or hiding at.

'The kitchen'

I giggled jolting down the streets but carefully as to not lose footing that would be a horrible morning to a beautiful blooming flower that has awaken.

Hitting the bottom step eyes searched for more clues not seeing her body inside the kitchen my next bet was Kino laying on the ground in front of the couch eyes closed " Where did she go tell me" I said walking over to where she lay in hopes of a snitch.

Her eyes opened lazily as she looked up.

Then she turned around and faced towards the couch.

" Traitor" I growled out playfully knowing age has been playing a heavy toll on her once young body, but still bet that brat would sell me out if I was here hiding.

Deciding to check anyway I walked towards the kitchen stopping dead in my tracks as my sister stood leaning against the counter waving a can of spray cheese gently through the air.

"Don't you dare" I hissed out, that is my favorite snack now.

She pointed it towards my body with a devious chuckle, playfulness setting in her eyes " Why it's just cheese".

" Ma'am put the cheese down and no one gets hurt" I warned out extending my hand slowly walking towards her seeing that smirk grow brighter.

" NOOOOO" I screamed out as she quickly tilted head back and sprayed some in her mouth shattering my hopes and dreams.

Why have you done this.

Slowly I let my body fall to knees faking the best sad face I could muster up " Why" I screamed dramatically holding my chest staring down the eyes of a devil " Why the cheese" I finished with a hand over my heart.

Her body jerked forward as a hand covered her mouth followed by small chocking sounds followed with laughter but the mistake in the moment was leaving the can on the counter, softly I snuck up behind the distracted human towards a target of destruction.

Stealthily I grabbed the can spraying lightly to make little noise turning the tables on a dictator who took joy from my sweet crunchy crackers who will now be lonely from the cheese wasted in the accident of my sisters a jerk.

" I warned you" I whispered in her ear smearing cheese across her face watching the laugh stop and fire burst from red eyes.

Dear god help me.

" SHIT" I screamed out running away from the person who is going to end my life, luckily I had opened the front door without trouble. You know the kind you have in a dream where a door is your worst enemy when running from a killer.

Jumping further then I probably should have there I stood in the grass now staring down the guard dog Cerberus from hell on my front porch breath puffs of smoke out like an angary bull about to charge.

" HOW. DARE. YOUUU" she screamed stopping a foot that only gave her a 3-year-old tantrum look completely killing all the fear for this woman I previously had and replacing short breaths with laugher.

" Do I even want to ask this time" an angelic voice rang out breaking the thing line we both walked, my eyes rested across something that would never stop bringing tears to my eyes.

" Evan" I yelled out seeing his lean body tall with a tight black shirt, dark grey skinny jeans ripped at the knees and hair spiked at the top of his forehead while holding a gentle smile and low caring eyes.

I ran towards him and that beautifully waxed Dark red wine Camaro with bright blue detailing, picked and designed by yours truly when Evan decided to pick out his own car.

" Love me" I said collapsing into his arms that wrapped around my waist holding a limp body with support one that never falls to catch me.

I snuggled my head into his chest standing tall now wrapping my arms around his neck " I do love you" he whispered in my ear giving my shoulder a quick kiss but that kiss was wanted somewhere else I wanted to feel his lips on mine it's like a personal drug.

" Just for that, my brother stays here and not with you" I heard my sister say shocking me, I turned with probably the most hilarious face mustered a mix of what the hell and why you do this!

She was standing on the porch arms crossed and head held high " I got this" Evan whispered out letting go of my body while I watched that hunk of man no one could resist walk towards my sister slowly hands in pockets and head tilted softly.

" He's my boyfriend plus you love me. AND. him so please don’t make me fight you over this" he whispered out the treat with a smile that distracted you from his words, I wish I could have a picture of this moment.

There stood the man of my dreams who saved me with a soft eye squinting smile towards my smaller sister who was looking fluster towards the ground really trying to resist the look that many would kill to master.

I hate him for that look.

" Fine but you're staying for breakfast" she grumbled out a puff of air while Evans face lit up and he ruffled her hair smoothly.

The look in his eyes broke my soul, he looked at her like a sister... he was to have a sister but she died when still a baby and all the time he would talk about how life would be with one, that look hes giving her is one I will never forget he loved her and it healed a wound on his heart I couldn’t.

His head turned towards me with a fulfilled smile that of someone who just found peace on earth.

Don’t cry... don’t cry, damn it Jon this is so sappy... but shit it's too cute.

With a deep breath I walked towards him averting those eyes as that look may just break the tears loose that are dangerously close to the dams' edge, once beside his body I intertwined our fingers leading him from our front porch.

Kino was now walking towards the kitchen but our entrance froze her, she looked at us with a gaze of steel clearly not happy with her rude awakening from slumber.

" Why are all the women here crabby" Evan whispered in my ear as I turned softly pushing his chest " You're asking me to understand a girl, that will never happen" I chuckled out seeing his face so content and right now I want to assault that face with kisses.

We had made it into my room with no more distractions, Evan was now sitting on the edge of my bed phone in hand probably talking to friends or whatever that man does because I don’t question him I trust he won't do anything behind my back.

I stripped off the rest of my clothes not really bothered that Evans in the room he has seen me naked far more times than I could count or even have hoped for when first laying eyes on him.

Finally, I pulled black baggy pants on with a light red tank top on I had stolen from Evan while at the gym it has been my favorite tank top since as it belonged to him, it's like a girl stealing a hoodie it's not the fact of clothes no it’s the fact this was a personal belonging and wearing it will always remind us of being in their arms loved as they allow us to keep it.

I walked over to Evan seeing him look up from his phone smiling as I leaned down capturing his lips and placing hands on his shoulders pushing that body back into my bed where I crawled on top of his sitting on his stomach.

Reaching forward over his face I felt hands roaming across my back and kisses being placed across my chest it sent shivers but I didn’t need more just having him was enough to satisfy me.

Once finding what I needed I sat up staring into those captivating brown eyes reminding me of a quote I saw one time.

'You’ve never felt love until you stare into brown eyes and realize there are so many people out there but those eyes belong to your favorite person of all'.

I smiled as Evan took the wraps and started covering my wrists it was to hide my scars a gift from Luke as he wanted me to feel more confident in clothes without needing my hoodie with every turn life throws.

So many people thought I was a boxer because of this and well that idea has crossed my mind trying to learn how to fight properly then no one would ever kick me while down but those soft fingers running cloth around my arms belonged to my protector I didn’t need to fight when I have him here.

Once finished he wrapped his arms around me giving yet another quick kiss then standing up allowing my legs to settle along the ground before taking my hand and leading me out of the room where the day could gladly be spend cuddling in silence.

My sister was already moving through the kitchen with different ingredients laid out across the counter, Kino was in front of the screen door Evan had bought so we could allow fresh air in but not worry about her being outside and wandering off.

Just the simple things are what make me love him so much more as I stared down at him sitting in a chair arm folding on the table leaning slightly forward watching carefully as to learn my sisters cooking something he has tried mastering but never will it’s a family secret.

Those brown eyes flashed towards me when a gentle touch rested across my hand pulling forward, playing along I sat in his lap feeling a head rest between my shoulder blades with arms holding firmly around my stomach rubbing small circles.

This day will forever be imbedded in my mind along with countless others from the past and many more to come with the future, this moment would be more than enough for the rest of my life to let me die happy.

But sadly, that feeling deep down started brewing when was something bad going to happen, when was life going to throw another curve ball.

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Stay strong, love yourself, your beautiful!