do you even love me?
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Shrawani's p.o.v
I woke up cause of the The hell sunlight hitting my face. I looked beside me to see Ashish sleeping peacefully hugging me as if I'm any kind of toy. I try to get up but as soon as I sit up, i started feeling pain on my lower part.....like it really hurts bad! Then i noticed I'm not wearing anything.... That's when it hit me.........🧠 🚛......... Last night.......DID WE......
no no no.....this is not happening....i was on verge of tears now....but i try to get up cause i don't wanna walk him up. My body is all sore right now......great! But i somehow managed to walk to the bathroom. My gaze fall on mirror only to observe my state. My body is full of his marks and tears streaming down my face now. All i feel right now is I'm disgusted with myself!..... Why am I so weak!?.....
I took a warm bath to relax myself and fortunately it help to reduce the pain. I stay in the bathtub for a while not ready to face all of this. After i was done i wore my clothes and went out of room..... I went to the kitchen and saw softy (one of Ashish's maid) she has been working here from long time and i can see Ashish trust her more then any other maid. She's really kind and soft....just like her name! 🤣 and I'm comfortable with her. At last I have someone to talk to.....well I'm toooo talkative!...why being confined here..
Softy: ohh, good morning Mrs Chanchlani
.....uhh....... what's with that name!?😬 I just gave a small smile trying to hide my pain.
Shrawani: morning softy!.....umm do you have painkillers!?
Softy: why Mrs Chanchlani are you sick!?
I don't know what to say but she suddenly giggled while I'm looking at her all confused.
Softy: acha! Thik hai, thik hai! I got it. Wait I'll give it to you along with energy shake!
She winked at me while I stood there thinking. Did she know....... after a while she came to me with a tray. I passed her a smile while thanking her.
Softy: Sid didn't walk up yet!?
I gulp the water looking at her nervously.
Shrawani: umm....haan!
Softy: you should walk him up. He should do the aftercare for you!
I immediately choke on my drink. Then she laughed a little.
Softy: i want to tell you that i won't won't be here for a week....kyuki muze meri family se Milne Jana hai! Sir already approved this so I'm taking a leave now! Maine aap dono ka brackfast table pe pahele se banake rakha hai!
Shrawani: ohh okay! Have a great time! And....come back fast it will be a board without you!
I side hugged her, ahe chuckle and went to kitchen. I just sat there looking around the mansion. I don't know why am I feeling this, but i feel a bit relieved that i lose my innocence to him. I mean.....i have a little little crush on him but i just hate the way he's controlling me and forcing me to do as he wanted.
Ashish's p.o.v
I opened my eyes and frown feeling the emptiness beside me.... Did she woke up already!? She should have woke me up too!..... I smiled remembering about last night.... finally i'v 🔗marked🔗 her as mine. I quickly got up and cleaned myself, before heading downstairs. I saw her sitting on the couch. I immediately smiled seeing her side profile. She's really cute! And pretty.....i just want to hide her from this world so that only i can look at that cuite.........I went to her and peck her cheeks taking her by surprise.
Shrawani's p.o.v
I was lost in my thoughts when suddenly I felt something on my cheek so i turned and startled to see Ashish's face so close to mine....
Ashish: god morning! Kitty!
He whispered to me while smiling sweetly.......no! I can't fall for that!.... he's the one who forced me!.... I immediately got up and backed away. I can see he frowned and was trying to come close to me but i step back again. He stop and sigh.
Ashish: baby what's wrong? Tum thik ho na?.....dose it hurt too much?....I'm sorry i just can't control it....
Dose he thinks I'm enjoying it? He literally forced me.... Only if i responded to his touch last night it must be because of those pills!
Shrawani: aab kyu parvha (care) kar rahe ho meri!?.... Aren't you happy you got what you want!? You can let me go now!!
Ashish: what the heck are you saying shrawani!!!!?
Shrawani: I'm talking about last night! Muze yeh kahene do! I hate it!!!! I didn't wanted to do it, but you just had it in your way......DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME? ......o you just want my body!?......you didn't care at all when i was crying and telling you to stop!
He just stared at me trying to read my expression. Then he spoke calmly.
Ashish: ......i know you enjoyed it so, don't talk nonsense now kitty! I don't want to argue with you early in the morning!
That's when he was about to walk away but my words held him on his place.
Shrawani: tum asa kyu kar rahe ho?.... Don't you feel happy after ruining me? You took everything from me!.... My life, that once was so free but now....you want to keep me here! You ruined my future by forcing me to marry you. You.....you took my innocence too......why?! ......what have i done to you.... that- that you want to see me suffer like that!?
He turned around i can see he's mad but i have to confront him this time! Then he came dangerously close to me grabbing my arms while speaking calmly with deep husky voice which send shivers down to my spine. I can feel it's not a good sign at all.
Ashish: didn't i told you not to raise your voice at me? It's ok I'll let it go this time......when did I ruined you my bub?.....we are just meant to be together from the start.....i didn't take anything from you. Your everything is mine......every small thing!.... Kisne bola muze tumhe dard main dekh na hai?....why can't you understand that i love you!? I have fallen for you deeply and this is something that I've never felt before!!!!
Shrawani: but i Don't love you.... You are just obsessed with me Ashish you don't love me-
Ashish: ENOUGH SHRAWANI! enough is enough!! Stop questioning my love for you!!!! I don't fucking care if you don't love me back!! You only belong to me get this into your brain! ...... Now let's go....eat breakfast. You're not eating anything properly from last few days
I just want to cry now.....but i don't want to show him that I'm weak. He dragged me to the dinning table and made me sit. I don't have any appetite now so I'm just looking down at my lap. After a few minutes be look at me trying to control his anger cause I'm not touching the food.
Ashish: why are you not eating? Tumhe kuch or khana hai?
Shrawani: I'm......not hungry.
Then he suddenly picked me up from my seat and place me on his lap. He picked the spoon full of Tomato soup and brought it near my mouth....but i looked away.
Ashish: you better eat it shrau.... before i lose my temper🙂!
I'm scared so i just open my mouth. Then he speak while patting my head.
Ashish: good baby!
.....he just gave the spoon to me and i just took it while eating slowly. He stopped eating and just caressed my hair from back.....like what's more interesting in my hairs then this tasty tomato soup🍅😋! After he saw that i was done he gave me a glass of water. But what he said made me choke on water.
Ashish: yeh pani pilo! Or....yeh painkillers tumhare liye! It must be hurting a lot, why don't you say anything sugar cube?
He patted my back when he saw me coughing out water.
Ashish: what's wrong baby?......are you okay?
Shrawani: i-I......miss softy already gave me the painkillers earlier.
He chuckled and said
Ashish: she really knows everything huh! That's good 😏 but if you are in pain just tell me okay bub? I have to go to work now....so take care okay!? I wanted to stay with you today but something shity came up urgent in my office!....if you need anything just ask maid.
Why is he so bipolar.....he literally scared me earlier.....and now he's showing his caring side!? How am I going to make up my mind if you're like this......i felt a little happy knowing he's going to work. I just want some time alone now. My thoughts got interrupted with his cheeks suddenly touched my cheeks. I turn and glare at him to scare him but he just laughed while caressing my hairs again....ugh! He likes my hairs a lot😑✊!
Ashish: don't look at me like a cat! That's why i call you kitty! 🤣🤣...well, tum kya soch rahi ho?.....are you happy that I'm not around?
I just looked around after getting caught red handed. Is he magician!? How can he read me this easily!?
Ashish: I'm not magician...... your eyes are so amazing that they show your every imotions!
He said suddenly making me shock..... should i act like I'm blind?
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No this won't work on Bert like him! Then he suddenly placed his hands on my cheeks turning my face to him and pull me in a passionate kiss. As always I didn't kissed him back....but he's not mad this time....
After braking kiss he just smile a little and gesture me to get up. That's when i noticed I'm still on his lap....so i immediately get up and looked down.....he said that he want to change so he went upstairs and i sit at the living room quietly. After a while he come down looking handsome with his work attire.....i didn't notice that i've been staring at him but when he chuckled i immediately looked out of windows blushing unknowingly.
Ashish: I'll try to come back early....you just rest today okay!? You can just watch tv or go to library to read books or do drawing or whatever you want....do anything you want to kitten! Just don't go out at any cost! I'll get going now! Byeee~!
With that he kissed my forehead and walked out. With big pout I just looked here and there not knowing what to do in this big at mansion.... should i ride horse here?....or play cricket...no no i don't like cricket....How about doing drawing....that sounds cool! ಠ﹏ಠ.....
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.......this was the first pic i saw of Ashish.......on one of mythpat's video........and that night i fall in love❤️✨......that love leaves only in distence of 3 hours from me........but still he can't be mine.....but all i know is..... I'M ALL HIS!....
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🤙Ek dew.....haan okay bye~! see you! ......
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