Sid's P.O.V.

Mom tonight it's the worst of my whole life. Although nothing has been good in my life. But tonight. I just wish I could erase this very date from my life. It's going to be 5 years since you left me. People say that all the wounds heal with time. Then why not me mom? My wound is growing deeper and deeper as the time is passing. I don't even know a remedy or medicine for my wound.

Why am I not like others? Why am I not normal boy? Why can't my wounds heal like others with time? Why am I suffering so much of pain? What have I ever done that God is punishing me so much?

You used to say na mom that God punishes people who do bad things. Which bad thing have I done? Atleast someone tells me what have I done? What bad thing I did to suffer so much? What is the reason behind this severe punishment? Which crime have I done? How can I mend my mistakes? But no one even answers me that. I try finding these answers every now and then. I think about it every night. I try analyzing my whole life but can't understand my mistake that I am given the curse of my dreams.

All the mistakes I have done are after getting that curse. I couldn't even save any damages I was always aware of.

Dad moved on. He married her and gave your place to her. I was even aware of that marriage. But I couldn't stop it.

Flashback

Sid was in his room studying. Ishaan called him. Sid went out. He saw a lady sitting with Ishaan on sofa. He didn't know who she is but anyways greeted her.

Ishaan: Sid have a sit

Sid nodded and sat down.

Ishaan: Sid I have to talk about something really important

Sid: Yes dad

Ishaan: Please don't take me wrong and listen to me carefully. I really hope you will understand me. I think you are grown up enough to understand me and my condition. Actually thing it's already 2 years that your mother passed away and you also know I am all alone. I know I have you but still I need someone in life. She is sister of one of my colleagues and we really like each other. We want to get married. Her name is Riya

He said calmly while Sid was quite not knowing how to react.

Ishaan: I hope you don't have any problem. We have decided the marriage date

Sid: If you people have decided everything what is the need to even ask me

Sid just left from there while Ishaan kept calling him.

Scene change

Ishaan was sitting in a mandap ready in the outfit of a groom. Riya entered with some people and sat down beside him. They both completed the rituals and got married.

Sid woke up with jerk.

Sid: Noooo

He shouted loudly. His face was filled with sweat and he was breating so heavily. His eyes were filled with tears. He saw the worst nightmare of his life that day of course after that dream of his mother's death. Tears rolled down his cheeks.

Flashback ends

To be continued

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