Spillways (by the Band Ghost)

(Tw: implied sh, implied trauma, song implies g/re/rotting? Decay is mentioned in song but that bit was cut)

Through benediction
You tried to rid your mind of malediction
But through all this time
You try to peel it off, and it is such a ride

Alex always visits all type of people claiming to fix his anger

Your desolation led you into this
Vile incarnation of consummated bliss
I know you need it now to make you feel alive

But it never goes away truly

All your faith, all your rage
All your pain, it ain't over now
And I ain't talking about forgiveness
All your faith, all your rage
All your pain, it ain't over now

Just because he doesnt see her doesnt mean he doesnt hate her. He does. His rage at her stays

It is the cruel beast that you feed
It is your burning yearning need to bleed
Through the spillways

She caused it all.
Everything that happend.

You keep a casket buried deep within
You try to mask it, but fall back in sin
You want to shake it off, but you are stuck inside

He tries to hide his anger.

But it stays

All your faith, all your rage
All your pain, it ain't over now
And I ain't talking about forgiveness
All your faith, all your rage
All your pain, it ain't over now

A

fter all: he still feels all pain and suffering.

It's the cruel beast that you feed
It's your burning yearning need to bleed
Through the spillways
Through the spillways of your soul
Through the spillways
Spillways, spillways

It's the cruel beast that you feed
It's your burning yearning need to bleed
Through the spillways
Through the spillways of your soul
Through the spillways
Through the spillways of your soul

Through the spillways
Through the spillways of your soul
Through the spillways
Through the spillways of your soul

But he wont let anyone else know. Its only in the spillways

Next one:

Are you Satiesfied (by Marina)

Tws: s//c/de, mental illness, mentions of Kat

I was pulling out my hair
The day I got the deal, chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy that my life
Was just about to change?

Sometimes I dont want a diagnosis. I meam what would it change? Id still be sad.

One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream
Oh, everybody said, "Marina is a dreamer"
People like to tell you what you're gonna be
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe

Why do people love to tell you how wrong you life

My problem, it's my problem
That I never am happy
It's my problem, it's my problem
On how fast I will succeed

Its all my problem

Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

W

hy am I not viewed as full

High achiever, don't you see?
Baby, nothing comes for free
They say I'm a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me

People say I am a control freak because i need to know everything. I think its normal

'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away
It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway
It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide
And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die

Why do people think my life is their buisness

Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

Why cant I be Satiesfied after her end

Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, prayin'
Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, waitin'

Why cant I be happy

Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

I wish I could be happy

Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?

Very very very short Mary on a Cross (Ghost)

Basts perspective, ace one, do not make s/xual

You go down just like holy Mary
Mary on a
Mary on a cross

I dont know how Historians think of natsu

You to down judt like holy mary
Mary on a
Mary on a
Mary on a cross

But for me, for me she is the most pure and perfect beeing

Youre beauty never really scared me

I love her so endlessly much