𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 

Urchinkit - Urchinpaw

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄

Urchindaze

𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄

n/a

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐗 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆

When he was sleeping, his fur tended to fluff up and get spiky. His mother mused that he looked like a little urchin - so she named him that.

𝐒𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐗 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 

For his unfocused behavior; like he's in a daze

𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐒 

tbd

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑

Male 

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 

unlabeled

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒

he/him

𝐀𝐆𝐄 

25 moons 

𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 

He believes in Starclan and the Darkforest.

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❝𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙙. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙨𝙖𝙮. 𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩.❞

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𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄

Tideclan 

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 

Tideclan 

𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 

Starclan

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒

kit, warriors apprentice 

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒

Warrior 

𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒

n/a

𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒

none

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❝𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙩.❞

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𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 

A slim yet muscular tom with a lean frame. His pelt is a dark blue-gray color; similar to the darkened sky during stormy weather. The style of it is medium length; slightly longer at his neck to chest area and his tail. Constantly ruffled; his coat has a slightly spiky look to it - tufts of fur sometimes sticking up at off angles. As a result; he often looks larger thenhe is. His coloring seems to lighten out at his paws - with the blue coloring becoming more apparent. His tail is exceptionally long and fluffy; and looks soft like a cloud. His eyes stand out against his otherwise dark pelt - a bright green with blue tones near the center.

𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 

Urchindaze is a slim, yet still muscular tom. He has the typical flexible build of a Tideclan cat; his lean frame and sturdy paws speaking of a cat who is agile. He has an almost gentle face; with curved and rounded features that give him an almost soft look. 

His fur is a dark blue gray that leans moreso on the gray side on majority of his body; reminiscent of the sky on the night of a storm. However is it not one uniform color and has subtle shifts of darkness and light - like a rippling wave. His fur lightens further down on the tips of his paws, more of that blue color beginning to shine through. Overall his pelt is relatively long and thick; with a perpetually fluffed up looking that gives it a somewhat spiked quality. As a result, Urchindaze can look large and intimidating - and his size is a sharp contrast to his gentle face.

The tom also has a rather long tail. Similar to his body it is a blue-gray; and extremely long with strands that feather out.

His eyes are a bright shade of green; with the slightest shift in hue towards the center that gives a blue color.

𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄

Lean

𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇

Medium length

𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 

 Thick

𝐅𝐔𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 

His fur is soft to the touch; sometimes a bit grainy from sand or damp from the water

𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒

A dark blue gray with the gray being the most prominent color on majority of his body; but turning more blue at the tips of his paws.

𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒

n/a

𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 

His most defining characteristics would be his exceptionally long tail; or constantly ruffled fur.

𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒

Urchindaze has a soft, gentle eye shape that looks almost peaceful. His eyes are predominantly green; with some blue color in the center.

𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 

none

𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐒

He has a few. A couple scrapes and bruises that are mostly hidden by his fur.

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐀𝐃𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒 

Calm, gentle and easily distracted 

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 

Ever since he was young, Urchindaze has always been a cat who moved at his own pace. Like a stream; which carries on no matter how fast or slow the others around it were. Urchindaze was a stream. He never forced himself to do things any quicker to catch up to anyone else - nor could he have made himself. 

He's a caring individual; someone who always looked out for the well-being of others. Subjected to alot of bad interactions in his younger years has instilled the firm belief that he won't be that way to anyone else. He strives to be kind merely for the sake of it; yet also firm in his boundaries. He always advocates for that sort of thing - standing up for yourself and learning to love and accept yourself for who you are. He's very welcoming towards others; even strangers in non-hostile situations. He's the kind of cat who wants to talk out problems; or be logical before claws need to come out. In that sense, he's pretty reasonable.

Urchindaze has always been a dreamer. Someone who gets lost in their thoughts easily and has a wandering mind. It can happen when he falls too quickly into his thoughts and gets sidetracked. A simple task can take him double the time; and he has a habit of just forgetting things and needing a little nudge. It's something that annoys some, even if it's never intentional on his part. He's always been easily distracted for as long as he can remember - and it's a part of who he is. Admittedly, his tendency to lose focus is perhaps one of his biggest insecurities. It's hard to embrace something that has always been made out to be your biggest flaw after all. Though he's since learned that there's nothing he can do about it - other then simply try.

Despite his large and perhaps intimidating build; Urchindaze is a friendly cat. He's not necessarily extroverted per say; but he's never minded talking to others. Its most likely a product of the time he spent alone in his younger moons of life feeling isolated and forgotten - but a small part of him craves companionship. Someone to talk to and laugh with, and a cat whose more then just an acquaintance.

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐔𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 

Many know him to be the young warrior who is easily distracted. Someone who zones off, a daydreamer often stuck in his own world. It sort of bothers Urchindaze since that's what most know him for - but as long as they aren't malicious about it; he guesses it's not the worst way to be known.

𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒

Gentle, well mannered, easy going, empathetic, and considerate 

𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒

Easily distracted, forgetful, compulsive, slightly insecure and an overthinker

𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒

Thoughtful, takes things at his own pace, creative, mellow and laid back 

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❝𝙎𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙪𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩.❞

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𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★★

𝐃𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★★★

𝐂𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐁𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★☆☆☆

𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★★★

𝐉𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★☆

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★★☆

𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★☆

𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

★★★★☆

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀 

★★★★☆

𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★☆☆

𝐖𝐄𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★☆

𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★☆☆☆

𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★☆☆☆☆

𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★★

𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★☆☆☆☆

𝐂𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★☆☆☆☆

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇 

★★★☆☆

𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 

★★★★☆

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐇

★★★★☆

𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘 

★★☆☆☆

𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 

★★★★★

𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 

★★☆☆☆

𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐒

★★★★☆

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐒

★★☆☆☆

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄

★☆☆☆☆

𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒

★☆☆☆☆

𝐏𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐒 

★☆☆☆☆

𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐒 & 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐏𝐒

★☆☆☆☆

𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 & 𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒

★☆☆☆☆

𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒/𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

★★☆☆☆

𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 

★★★★★

𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

★★★★★

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓

★★★★☆

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★★★

𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄  

★★★★☆

𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆

★★★★☆

𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★★

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖/𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★☆

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒

★★★☆☆

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇𝐒 

Very patient 

𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 

Tends to hy distracted quite easily 

𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

Despite his easily distracted nature, Urchindaze is a fairly good fisher. He tends to zone out a bit when he's watching - but the sight of quick shadows tends to draw his attention quickly. He also doesn't mind sitting out for long periods of time, waiting for fish.

𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐊𝐈𝐓𝐒

★★★☆☆

𝐏𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄 

★★★★★

𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★☆☆

𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 

★★★★☆

𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐋𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐃𝐄 

★★★★☆

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❝𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨.❞

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𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒

Urchindaze likes collecting pretty shells, watching the sunset, being near the water, going for swims and fishing. Simplistic, easygoing events have always been preferred in his eyes.

𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒

He doesn't like when people talk down to him or make him feel less then. Fast paced tasks aren't to his preference, and he's not the biggest fan of chewy prey.

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 

tbd

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❝𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙬 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨.❞

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𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒

His biggest fear or concern is failure. He knows his attention span isn't the greatest, so he often worries that its impacting his ability to be a good warrior for his clan.

𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇

open to discuss!

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒

Someone who doesn't mind a slower approach to life. He'd like to be able to relax with them, where not everything is a competition that needs to be won. He also values honestly and the ability to be straightforward.

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒

Looks don't matter to him 

𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 

Anyone who makes his tendency to zone out a bad thing, or anyone whose teased him in the past in a malicious way. He's not really for cats who are frequently drama starters or gossipers - it's just not his thing.

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒

n/a

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒

tbd 

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒

Open!

𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 

Open!

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒 

Sundailstrike - a pale, sandy colored she cat with intense golden eyes with an orange undertone. She was a rather strict warrior who was serious about teaching - wanting Urchinpaw to be the absolute best. Unfortunately he wasn't as attentive nor focused as she wanted - which led to her frequently getting frustrated and snapping at him. As a result he wasn't close with her; and was moreso thankful to be free from her.

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐒

Open!

𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 

Jellyfishcall - a blue-gray she cat with stormy blue eyes. Jellyfishcall was a decent mother; who found her son to be absolutely charming. She thought it was 'cute' when he didn't focus or always pay attention; like a loveable trait. She had a tendency to be unintentionally condescending towards him - which made him rather uncomfortable. He loves his mom; but wishes she'd treat him like an adult. Not playable 

𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 

Soddensplash - a dark gray tom with long fur that looked constantly droopy; and sharp Amber eyes. He wanted the best for his kits; but didn't always show it in the right way - unintentionally causing competitive behavior in his sons. However Urchindaze seemed to always end up in last place - creating a drift between him and his dad. Not playable.

𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒

Reefstorm - A dull blue-gray tom with a thick, medium length coat and green eyes. He grew up with a competitive nature; and was quite rowdy as well. Urchindaze didn't particularly enjoy his company as a result - and they weren't close. Not playable.

Squallcrash - a dark gray tom with long fur and amber eyes. Much like his brother, he was rowdy and competitive with a preference for proving himself. Urchindaze didn't enjoy that; and they didn't get along. Not playable.

𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 

n/a

𝐊𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

As a youngster; Urchinkit was often unfocused and in his own world. He likes doing things at a slower pace; and preferred calmer activities. He tends to daydream a lot, with an interest in things like shells and watching bugs. He was also easily distracted; though his mother never made him feel bad about it - and the other queens in the nursery thought he was cute and well behaved. Therefore, he never saw a problem with it - and it's not like itnwas intentional either.

The only cat who really seemed to dislike it was his father; who claimed a cat who couldn't focus would never make a good warrior. That did create some insecurities in the young tom; and many of those words relieve themselves in his head. His brothers also found him to be boring - leaving him on his lonesome as they did things like wrestle; hide and seek and various competitive sports. As their bonds with each other strengthened - Urchinkit found himself to be the odd one out.

𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

As an apprentice, Urchinpaw found himself thrust into a world in which he wasn't entirely prepared for. While he enjoyed being an apprentice initially - his mentors training quickly became something he didn't.

Sundialstrike was harsh on him; often easily frustrated and snappy when he grew unfocused and lacked interest when she explained battle moves or hunting forms. As a result, her relationship with him crumbled quickly within the first two moons of training; and he never had a very strong bond with her.

He also didn't have any family to lean on. He was distant with his father, his mother weirdly babies him, and his brothers didn't seem to have enough patience for him.

Just like his kithood; he felt lonely.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

Becoming a warrior made him quite proud honestly; and even though he's not perfect, he's satisfied with his position and believes that he's helping regardless of how much. He doesn't really speak to any of his family members; and is sucks - but he decided a bit of distance was for the best.