Hi there. It's me Boryd.

Christmas is around the corner and I can't wait!

Although I miss my mom...oh

This morning in second period I was watching a movie called home alone and when the little boy re United with his mom. I sobbed so much. My teacher didn't understand and my aid was like.....she just has a big heart. And my teacher looked at me like " 😮😮damn this girl has a heart" now I can't spend time with my mom cause she's dead and I wish I could re unite with my mom but that broke my heart😭😭😭😭. My teacher gave me some tissues.

But I'm fine it's been rough for me. Got reminders here and there that trigger the feelings. I hate thinking on it cause it causes me to sob uncontrollably.

It's rough for me but on the positive note this holiday is going to be chill.

Life is a hiking trail in the woods😇😇😇

It's magical..... Interesting...... Cool......sweet......beautiful..... Weird..... Sometimes a bit creepy.......and full of surprises.

Sometimes I'll be sitting somewhere thinking about my brother Branch and the funniest things I could say to em. Heck! Sometimes I remember something I said or just his reaction and it makes me laugh out loud.

Branch is such a cool warm dude. Can't get enough of em, can ya😉

*signs thinking of em*

If branch wasn't my brother I'd fall head over heals in love with em😚😚😚😚.....so mysterious and hot.....huff😍😍😍

Well, gotta go.

I got a funniest thing to tell em😂😂😂god his reaction is going to.make me laugh forever!😆

Anyways

Adios