Anti: *sighs* Today was going to be a long day as usual...I don't want to go outside because of how bad my Obsession of Virus has gotten...If I went outside I might see him...Then what would I do if I saw him? How would I react to seeing him with my obsession like this? No...I can never go outside...It's too risky...Then again....I might not see Virus....Everyday Blueberry would visit me because he's so worried about me staying inside my house for two months straight without coming out...But I just make him leave...I don't want to be bothered by anyone...When Blueberry came to visit me yesterday, he sounded really concerned about me...I can't tell anyone about this obsession...atleast I can't right now anyways...I know that Blueberry really wants to help me...But he doesn't know why I've been isolating myself from everyone else....If he knew why, he'd think I'm crazy...Everyone would think I'm crazy if they knew about my obsession with Virus...But I'm not crazy...Right? Atleast I don't think I'm crazy...But that's just my opinion...And that's all that it'll ever be...