"Oxygen..."

My eyes were shut tight, my breathing comes ragged. Oxygen's movement quickened as he thrust deeper inside me. With my shaking legs hung on both sides of his hips. I can't remember how it happened, we were eating lunch, we were about to wash the dirty dishes, when he back me up against the wall. Bunched the skirt of my dress up my thighs, enough for him to reach and rip another underwear and slip in his thing.

"Oh... Oxygen... I-I like that..." All thoughts became superfluous but one. "K-keep doing that..."

"Mmm, my girl wants me playing with this as I went in and out, huh?" He drawled breathlessly on my ear, licking me there. His finger rubbed my clit and that made it more intoxicating. "This pussy is mine..."

He kissed me hard. The bold caress of his tongue against mine made me blown apart by heart. I'm hyperventilating, I don't know if this is normal but I'm always like this with him. His ardent loving devastated my control, I'm so close to it. I'm so close.

"Ohhh..." I whimpered when his lips left mine and it slide down to my neck. "Oxygen..."

"Baby, women paid good money for fake tits to get this sexy dip outlining their chest that could never look this good. Damn, you're every man's fantasy." He growled against my skin. "But you're mine... just mine."

I couldn't compose an answer to his praises, my mind is all about the fierce flare of yearning I had inside. A few more thrust and I'm ecstatic. I couldn't move anymore, I'm guessing it will take me a few more minutes to gain back my strength.

"Fuck, Gabgab... you're fucking nirvana." Heard him say that numerous times but it hadn't keep me from smiling every time.

I surrendered my weight on him in lethargy of spent passion.

This has been going on for a week now. I'm having casual safe sex with Oxygen. It's too casual that we tend to do it everyday, every night, whenever or wherever he pleased. I'm always too weak to say no. I'd be lying if I'd say I don't like doing it with him. I know this isn't right but I couldn't feel anything wrong about this either.

I was feeling guilty but I wasn't regretting it. And I tend to forget all my inhibitions when he's starting the assault. I don't know what he's doing to my senses, he's opening my mind to broader thinking. I hadn't known sex can be this powerful, but then, I don't know what sex was until him.

"Ready?" His head peaked from the door and scanned me through my reflection at the vanity mirror I'd requested him to put here. Then his eyes moved down to my behind and back up to the reflection of my bosom. "You make an aphrodisiac with that tiny cloth you call dress."

I rolled my eyes, I like it that he's appreciative with my looks but sometimes, he's going overboard that we end up tasting each other. And I should put a stopper as early as now. I spun around and face him, he did a quick scan again from my head to toe and back.

"I like you in that dress, it fits your curves perfectly. But I rather have you off it." He said with a smirk, stepping inside the room.

Oh no, this is bad. I have to start moving out. The bed is just around and I'm sure we'd be on it again if I won't do something. He took a few strides and reached for me, pulling me close to his chest. "Oxygen, we have to go. I'm starving..."

I paused. I don't think starving was the perfect word to tell him in this situation. I looked up to him and he's looking down at me with a knowing smile stretched on his lips. "What's that again?"

"You said you're taking me out for dinner..." I'm trying to get my thoughts coherent, though I find it really hard with him looking at me this way. "I'm really looking forward to eating real good food. I mean, you cook amazing but it's been awhile since I had the taste of a fine dining meal."

"You tastes a lot better than any fine dining meal." He said in a low whisper, his brows furrowed and there's a gleam of desire on his eyes.

I shook my head. "Oxygen, we have a lot of time for that. Please? Can we go now?"

He started at me for a moment before groaning and finally letting go of my waist. "Fine, you're right. Blame that tightfisted dress outlining your sexy little ass and had me all worked up by just a sight."

Shaking my head, I stalked out of the room and I heard his footsteps following me. He's chuckling and that made me smile. I love the sound of his laughter, I'm loving it more and more.

"You don't believe me, do you?" He matched my pace and locked his arm on my waist as we headed downstairs. "I pity you for not being able to see how much of a Goddess you are, up close and personal."

I elbowed him lightly on the rib. "Oxygen, you're not getting me back up the room. We're going out. I've got fixed in my head, I'll be real gutted if we won't dine out tonight."

The harder he laughed. "Alright, I'm accepting my defeat. But be ready, I'm getting even after this fucking dinner. Just fyi, baby, I'm having a tight pants right now."

I gasped and looked at him with disbelief, he grinned. Opening the car door for me.

"Get in before I change my mind and stop caring about you being real gutted."

Oxygen took me in a fine dining restaurant downtown, half an hour away from the beach. There were people coming in and going out, it's partly crowded because I could guess that this was the only fine dining in the area. You can't see a place as fancy as this around the town, so tourists are everywhere.

All tables are filled in, luckily, Oxygen has wired some connection and got a reservation for us tonight. We were guided at the reserved seat for us, it's on the second floor. Near the balcony. We've got an amazing over looking view of the town.

"Anong gusto mong kainin, Gabgab?"

I twitched my lips and continued scanning the menu. "I'd like to have this, red peppers and grilled flank steak."

"Yun lang?"

I don't eat that much at dinner. So, I gave him a nod.

He gave me a ridiculous frown. "Mabubusog ka na dun? Add some rice. Sabi, masarap daw 'tong Thai Coconut Rice. Hindi ko rin alam anong kaibahan nito sa kanin na sinasaing sa bahay. Pero masarap daw 'to-"

"Oxygen, I don't usually eat rice at night." I started to argue. "Kaya lang ako kumakain sa bahay kasi wala na kong nagagawa. Hinahanda mo na agad."

From the menu, his eyes shifted at me. There's still a tight frown on his lips, then he sighed looks like he's letting me win again. "Alright, I'm letting you decide for tonight. But I can't let you eat just a slice of steak, I'm adding a serving of fresh corn salad with asparagus to your order."

I smiled and didn't argue with that.

"I'll have red wine, you?" He asked, he knows I'm not into alcoholic beverages.

"Sparkling mineral water will do," I said. "Or if they have Evian it will be better."

Both of his brows arched up, closing the menu with a grin. "There goes my high maintenance babe."

Oh, I know I'm high maintenance but was I his babe?

Except for some light conversation, our dinner table was quiet. Oxygen seems to let me enjoy my meal. I'm glad he did, because the meal tastes so good it need focus.

I was about to take in another slice of steak when someone come over our table, she's gotten my attention fast.

"Oxygen," she called out his name that made him turn his eyes from the plate up to her. "Oh my God, I didn't expect to see you here."

Who is this girl? I'm sure I have never seen her somewhere. Her skinny figure is clothed by a mint green sundress, making her paper-white skin glow more. She's pretty on her light make up and I give it to her for having a fine cheekbones and jawline suits a little contouring.

"Janine."

Oxygen's recognition made me turn to him. He called her Janine, the Janine his mom was talking about when she came at the beach house saying that this Janine was his girlfriend. This was her.

"I'm glad you still remember my name," her voice sounds sexier than a normal one. It's something that will take a lot of time practicing. "Haven't seen you in awhile."

"Busy ako, e."

"And here I thought you'd tell me I wasn't the one easily forgotten..." the woman let out a sultry laughter and rolled her eyes.

"Then you thought wrong."

"Now that hurts!" She doesn't sound hurt, more like she's having fun with Oxygen's behavior. "Anyway, I'd been trying to call you, you've been missing a lot. Like I've said, I haven't seen you in awhile."

Oxygen gave her a bored look, I watched him closely. He once told me that she's not his girlfriend. But then, thinking about Oxygen being with this girl hyped up something inside my chest making irritation rose in me.

"I believe you have Zach's number, you can call him and I assure you he's free to scratch the itch anytime." The vulgarity of his words made my eyes went wide.

But the woman doesn't seem to mind it, it's as if she's used to it. She even giggled. "The Zach thing is getting old. I've seen your cousin with the carhartt jacket a few days ago and I think he's hot."

Oxygen's lips curved a smirk. "What are you? Trying to sleep around with all in our clan?"

She shrugged. "Do you care?"

"Oh, honey, don't make me laugh." He leaned on his seat with a wide grin. "You know I never give much fuck."

"Figures." She grinned, then she turned her attention on me.

My face went straight. He insulted her but the fact that he addressed her 'honey' didn't miss my radar. I won't let him call me that in any way. And the thought of Oxygen sleeping with this woman bothers me. I tilted my chin and matched her gaze.

"My apologies, didn't notice your presence instantly." She said.

I hate that she seems to tell me that I'm not that much of a stunner that she almost missed the fact that I'm sitting here. I arched my brow. "Glad you still noticed me, now I can believe Oxygen and all the others saying that I'm hard to miss."

"Interesting..." slowly her lips broke into smirk, looking back at Oxygen. "Well, Oxygen, I'd like to put up some donations at your mom's foundation but she's kind of shoving me away when I told her I'm your girl friend-"

"Because you weren't-"

"Oh, I am. Don't you consider me as your friend? And I'm a girl, makes me your girl friend, conceited dumbass." She chuckled. "Going back, yeah, she doesn't like me but I like your mom and just to pop your bubbling ego, I wasn't doing this for you. I really like your mom and her advocacies. I don't care if she doesn't like me but I'm eager to help, so, I'm hoping you could talk to her about my offer for her foundation. You know half of my issues, Oxygen. I don't like taking money from my father and I hate it getting stuck on the bank, might as well donate it. The foundation can have it all and I'd live."

"Dami mong sinasabi, tangina." Oxygen's brows furrowed. He was about to add something when another woman walked in.

"Janine, the table is ready." She's soft spoken, she wears a simple dress and flats. She look innocent. Nothing like Janine. There's a shy smile on her lips when she looked at our direction.

Janine rolled her eyes, she then turned to the woman and back to Oxygen. "Remember Winona?"

Oxygen frowned, I did, too. "The only Winona I know is Ryder."

"Jackass. Winona, my wicked step sister from mom's side, the one you fucked against the locker back in high school. She moved in the states after graduation, she's back now and this is Cassandra, her cousin." She said. "I'm taking her with me because her cousin is out bitching somewhere and Cassandra still hadn't find her way around. I wasn't a cold hearted bitch to leave her all by herself."

My fists clenched at the utensils I'm holding. How many women did he bed for Christ's sake?! And having to hear things about his sexual escapades made my stomach turn upside down. I shot him a glare when he turned to me.

"Janine," he called her out without leaving my eyes. "Are you aware that you're doing a good job ruining our dinner? It's not as if I care about you or Winona whoever the fuck she is. You can move your ass away from us and I'd appreciate it."

I'm still mad at him. In my irritation, I kicked his leg under the table. He doesn't wince.

"Oh is that so? Okay, then we'll get going. Continue your cozy dinner. Bon Appétit!" She smiled at me, I don't.

She started leaving when Oxygen cleared his throat calling back her attention. Still piercing me an intent gaze.

"Janine, I'd like you to meet, Gabbana." He said.

Wow just wow. I didn't expect him to remember that I wasn't formally introduced to his former bitch after all the chatting they did. Not that I think it's necessary.

"She's my girlfriend. And I mean girlfriend, one word not in separate."