All I wanted was assurance. I knew it was a gamble if I were to seek for assurance in your words. Because even in the unconsealed words of mine, you never actually get the message I'm trying to convey.

With your proud ego and thoughts on only your emotions, no matter how much I tried. It still wasn't enough. I opened up a lot of scars, just for you to give me at least one bandage. I don't mind if you don't kiss the scars away, I just wanted you to care.

I could seek for shelter elsewhere. Even so, some even offered me to be in their care. But no, I didn't take their offer. Because I know, even with their assurance I would still feel a hollow feeling inside. For you're the only one that could fill it.

Sometimes I just see that my efforts are just pathetic because you'll never try to overlook pass your ego, you'll never exfoliate from your self-centered thoughts. Just for once, I just want to give me shelter. Even if I have survive alone in the pouring rain afterwards.

Assurance, even the slightest. That's all I ask for. I don't want to be kept in this abyss of sadness. Come to see that your words of affection are the only thing I need so smile despite the sorrows that's growing deep in my heart.