I waited for endless days and nights

wasting away my time, 

patiently awaiting the day 

you would say

that I was yours.

I waited through our ups and downs

in my tears I would drown

knowing that one day

you might say

that I was yours.

I waited even when I thought I had no chance

because at first glance

I could tell that I loved you.

I waited even when others wanted to win me over

because you were my one of a kind four leaf clover

and I could tell that I loved you

I waited forever

many times wanting to give up, 

but I've been told to never say never

I've been told things will get better

But I waited...

forever

I waited for the joy to flood my heart

and it did...

You're mine

felt like we stopped time

and I rejoiced in your smile

even though I waited for longer than a while

but as time passes by

you seem to drift further and further from being mine

You still keep me waiting

expecting

wishing

being let down

so in my tears I still drown

I turn my face away the minute you leave

and I cry 

wondering what I waited for...

You were everything I ever wanted

so tell me why I feel so unwanted!

But I still love you...

So tell me,

Am I still waiting forever?