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I'm so tired
Not by physicality
Although I've been losing my sleep
Trying to count the sheep
Their wool holding all
Of the things that have gone wrong
Counting their numbers
They jump the fence
And pile up inside my head
Where did it all go wrong?
When did life feel too long?
When did I start feeling like I didn't belong?
When did the people I love start leaving me,
Calling out "So long!"
They say stop thinking too much
Don't be hard on yourself
Get out of your head
But I'm stuck in my mind at late
Journeying through the deserts that are almost gone from how much rain my eyes have cried.
Cause someone I loved and looked up to died
Or will die...
Any time tonight,
She'll be gone.....

She lived a good life
A life I only hope to live as many years in
But lately,
I haven't been so sure where my life is going
Turning to fictional characters when it seems there's no one left
Pouring out my issues to them with no true shoulder to cry on
Because no one understands all that I'm battling in my mind...
I've become so tired
Physically
And
Mentally
Tired....