Paranoid
Panicked
Pleading for a look into the future
Hoping things will last
That I'm not being ignored
That I won't fall apart
A burst of tears today
And for what reason?
I cannot tell what is going on
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with us
You're like a shadow
A silhouette
I see your shape and figure clearly
But I cannot see your features
Your face
It's like a mask
With a million different stressing thoughts behind it
Not asking for advice
Not reaching for help
Simply letting the little things build up
Inside of me, inside of my mind
And I have no clue when the elastic will break
Here's to hoping things won't end
And here's to hoping that if they do,
You can be honest with me...

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