I wish there was a pill to forget
All the painful things people have said
And while I know I should let it go
The doubts that they could be right and I may never know
They fill my head up with a vicious cycle
Of Nothing but apathy and pain
Trying to find my happiness again
But in my tears it's washed away like the rain
Loss after loss,
My condolences to myself
I've lost myself
And I'm afraid like death
That there is no return