Tick tock
Two possible solutions
To one mystery.
You say you have someone to ask to be with you.
I hope for luck
& check the logic
But it all becomes clear.
For just one blurry moment,
I felt like you might have finally come around.
But you could never like me in that way.
I'm just not your type;
Out of your league;
Out of your mind.
And she is wonderful and amazing.
Beautiful, talented, understanding and magnificent.
The logic overcame luck
There was no way you could like me
So it was...
Her.
Her smile resonated with yours
And you left me to put the puzzle pieces together on my own
Which I once wouldn't have been able to do
Had I not met my ex.
He taught me how to read these things and draw them out of people.
So I pried the answer out of you
Or perhaps you just gave in.
Perhaps it doesn't matter at all
Cause I've been running in circles
And calling tails
While heads was the truth.
Underlying deep in my subconscious,
I still like you...
Feelings resurfacing.
They were stuck in the twilight zone and I was satisfied...
Then you had to come along
And we started becoming close friends again.
My heart started pounding to the beat of Kpop
And I feel just as I did over the summer.
Still,
How could I ever get jealous or sad over your newfound happiness as well as a best friend's happiness?
I don't need a relationship
And can't see us in a relationship
But the feelings have resurfaced
And it's torturous.
So you guys got the pot of gold;
You were gifted with the luck
And me?
I am stuck in the logic...

:/ *doorbell rings* "oh hai old feelings! Can I punch you in the face? Like, I know it's Christmas but this isn't exactly a good present." Buuuuuut anyways, i'mma go think on all this so merry Christmas my wattpadlings!!