If you are reading this,
It means I've confessed.
If you are reading this,
I'm probably stressed.
Was it the right time to tell you?
Or perhaps only added more complicated thoughts to your already racing mind?
If you are reading this,
It means I made a total awkward dork of myself.
If you are reading this,
I've taken my feelings off the shelf.
And you've read most of the poems from this book
And you know most of them are about you.
If you are reading this,
I'm hoping things won't be awkward and strange
If you are reading this,
I am afraid of the change
That could come past this moment.
I am afraid of the change of you knowing I like you.
It feels like the end of such a long journey.
My secret is out.
The feelings I kept hidden for so long and now the have been revealed.
There is no way to describe how all of this feels
And while I could tell you in a heartbeat why I like you so much,
I cannot even begin to explain the strange clockwork of recent events and how they played out.
If you are reading this,
Know that I just hope that you will be okay
Not for a sake of my own,
But for that of your own happiness
And I hope that you will give me a chance eventually when you are ready,
If you are reading this.