You made your choice
And that's just fine
I can be okay
And I'll be on my way.
I might drown for a little while
In my own tears and thoughts,
But one of these good ol' days of waiting will be worth it,
Cause baby I'll find someone who'll show me why you had to leave and break my heart.

Yes, there's gonna be somebody out there one day who matches my kind of crazy
And accepts me the way I am:
Flaws and all.
They'll fall in love with all of me
And care to know my personality.
And it won't be complicated to love them back.
They'll see the best in me
Just as I'll see the best in them.
And as my spirit animal is a unicorn,
They'll be full of optimism and their own self confidence so they won't have to borrow mine.
And we'll eat chimichangas and laugh at all the meme worthy things in life :3
They'll be a lover, not a fighter
And be full of smiles like me!
Ain't that the truth? ;)

To the lonely jester of a court long disbanded
Who tried to play me as the fool
Who's laughing now?
Once I find someone new and have moved on?
The joke will be on you.
I'll be laughing with my friends and having a good time
And writing my hopes in sweet little rhymes.
I'll find someone to understand my kind of crazy
And be my new kind of everything
And make me forget why I ever cried over you.

My future kind of crazy
Will understand that I'm done playing the damsel in distress
And he'll pursue me and need my love opposed to me chasing after someone who was gonna take flight in my darkest hours.
He'll see the heart in every little doodle and poem and handmade gift from me.
He'll give me the world you said I deserved
And it's still funny to me how your idea of the world I deserved that you said you were going to give to me
Was confusing words and thoughts you kept inside that weren't on the label
Or being lied to and cheated on.

All the things I've been through
Including the things with you
Might have left me a bit messed up
But maybe crazy is better than the boring kind of sane,
Right?
Right ;)
If you think my tears are in vain Hun,
I'm so glad that we're good n' done.

;) aye the Deadpool references never stop! XD the song above is written by SJ Tucker who was inspired by Deadpool and the song was so comforting and inspiring that I decided to write a little poem for myself and for anyone who needs that little shove of confidence on taking the first step in moving on.
I want to make it clear to all whom ask why I moved on so fast: truth is I haven't. I'm still wanting him back; the guy who broke me like I thought I never could be broken. I still occasionally let a few tears fall and it still hurts but the point of this poem is not to say, "Fook you I've moved on" its to say, "babe, I'm not over ye, but I'm willing to keep smiling and living my life because I've always got hope if nothing else." :) To the person who matches my kind of crazy: if ye are reading this, where the hell are Ye? XD introduce yourself to me cause I'm still looking for Ye ;) lol, bye for now my wattpadlings!