I'm sorry I couldn't be
The girl you wanted me to be
I'm sorry I couldn't show
The side of me you wanted to know
Or did you ever truly care to know?
The mother I loved
Cause I thought she cared
And as you're walking away
I know you're not there
Cause you're not there to hold me
To tell me everything's alright
As my thoughts and my mind go blank tonight
A flash back to memories long forgotten
Things not to be remembered
Of when my birth mom left.
You were my real mom
I wanted to believe
But here we are, what have I achieved?
A two faced woman who says she loves me
But left because of me
Hated me
Never wants to
See
Me
Again...
You couldn't stay
And you expect me to be okay
For all the times you listened to my darkest secrets
My inner thoughts
My feelings, my crushes, my innocent naïveté
Yet you never cared
You made me trust you
And you betrayed me
You betrayed my father...
You betrayed our family.
Forgive but don't forget
That's what you always taught me.
So here and now
I will forgive you, even after all the pain
To show you that you're leaving one hell of a daughter
But I can never forget the pain you have caused me
For five years.