This is what I want
But wanting without reality leads to fantasizing
And fantasies cause trouble to a blushing heart.
I want us to be;
I know you once liked me.
But do you still feel for me?
I sure hope so.
I spend my hours thinking about you.
Your amazing advice,
The good head on your shoulders
And the smug smile you give me when you know you've made me smile when I'm down.
You always prove me wrong in the best of ways;
Iron sharpens iron
And you always make me a better person.
It's no secret that you have your scars
And I've got mine
But together, I have a feeling we could shine.
I plan as far ahead as Monday
When break is over,
But something tells me just as you taught me
That nothing is 100% in my control
So I should just sit back and wait for things to play out how they are meant to play out.
I hope you are healing on your own as I am.
I want you to be okay;
For us to be okay.
Dunno, suppose I'm wanting too much;
Lost in fantasies.