One second I'm up
The next I'm down
Cause you got my head
All turned around.
Twisted and flustered;
Barely getting by
And each day it gets a little harder to try.
I'm alright on my own;
fine and swell
Until I see your face and I feel a little unwell.
My tears sting my still blushing cheeks
A meme or two around friends as I'm stalling
But once I'm alone with my thoughts I feel crestfallen.
I try not to think
And take a good friend's advice
But one memory or flashback of you and I can't think twice.
This is a problem.
I cannot live like this;
Constantly wishing for bliss
Yet getting an eternal hell of lying to my heart;
Saying that I'll be fine without you.
Seems anger is just a defense,
A mere wall like the one Donald trump wanted to build.
Both are considered a stupid idea.
How could I build up a wall when that makes it harder to move on?
I must get over him somehow
So I won't be
Confused and lonely.