Today was a dream
Or rather something from a movie scene.
And while you won't know why,
I was all nervous and kinda shy,
I had the best day of my life.
There was no romance required
(Although admittedly I sometimes wish for that)
I came to the conclusion for the first time
That I like you enough that even just being around you makes me happy;
Even if I am not in a relationship with you.
I can only imagine how happy I would be if we were together one day.
But that is not the point of this poem anyway.
When you made me laugh
And I died on the inside at your faces and jokes,
My heart warmed; and all traces of ice left from a hard summer melted away.
Something about you touched me deep inside today and whether it was the blushing cheeks of mine that wouldn't go away,
Or your simply dorky charm and jamz,
I think I'm edging closer down the road of the L word adults find so magical and beautiful.
Perhaps not yet...but today was a big step towards it.
The irony of feeling like I was in a movie,
That we were filming and yet, the true movie in my mind was you and me:
A love story so far only on my side; secretly being the dorky,nerdy best friend who really admires you
And that you will never notice the feelings for unless meant to be.
Who knows what our future may hold?
Friends?
More?
I suppose I can't know until the moment things unfold but whatever comes my way with us, I shall welcome with open arms and always keep my head straight.
And then I met your parents.
I want to make a great impression on them and show them the best I can be; like a clam polished on the outside and still holding a beautiful pearl on the inside.
I am excited for the next adventures in this movie part of my life.

Author's note: >w< k, I have fangirled XD bye for now my wattpadlings!! :3